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Checkup on week 18 and etc.

2012-05-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

went for routine checkup on 4th may 2012, thus this is def a delayed entry, our checkup normally due by month end, when we are about to switch month tapi kitorang selalu suka suka sahaja tukar date. so this month macam biasa, sat with obgyn, cakap cakap then dia bagi blood type punya card, well mine turned out to be O+, and i immediately asked for query to be made to the lab sebab all these while i tot mine is A, since sekolah sebab ada buat test, duhh. ambil darah sedikit, kemudian query sent to lab, FOC. ill update whats the result later in next entry for checkup. arghhhh then she said careful ya, O+ mommy usually will bear baby with jaundice. i dont want!!! and nothing can be done throughout pregnancy to avoid it, yup nothing. redha. boleh usaha insya Allah, since ada certain website or ppl claimed if u took certain food/drink/supplements u kinda lessen the percentage of getting it but scientifically it really nail down to your blood type. go read. nak cerita panjang.

then the best part came, ultrasound. hehe. im so thankful that we chose our obgyn instead of other option sebabnya ialah we always did 3D/4D ultrasound everytime, and it was since week 13 for me and it has given us the assurance of everything that we wanted to see super clearly and to rule out certain logical possibilities, and all of that with a reasonable fee. what we normally like to see first the development of brain, spine, position of placenta, cervix, amniotic fluid, umbilical cord etc then comes those really less important like yeah, gender, haha! like ive mentioned earlier in my entry, obgyn have seen the gender but she would like us to see by ourselves, not to hear dari dia, baiklahhhh, so berjaya kali ini, this time baby cooperate, tunjuk buttock and we have seen it! Alhamdulillah, memang as per my maternal instict and the old wives tales as in no morning sickness makes a baby _____. LOL.

kejap cerita lain dulu, potong stim sementara masih panas, i potong my hair, not that short, still keeping the right length for it to be tie during confinement, haha dah siap fikir. the very last time i potong was last year july shortly before we left for bali, tho rambutku lebat, luscious dan sangat cantik disebabkan hormon mengandung ni tapi renyahnyaaaa bila nak mandi, nak shampoo. so potong dan rasa amat lega sekali. i can go wet my hair since i got hot flush everytime and go shampooing every time i mandi. haha. and my mom cut it for me. terer kan. LOL.

and ive been diagnosed with urinary tract infection (UTI). quite severe, quiet a rough time for 3 of us. thats adlie, baby and i. stating the obvious, HAHA. got my iv antibiotic shot 3 times direct to veins and asmin (ventolin - salbutamol) as well to consume, ventolin not because of asthma but due to mild cramping i had. yap i want to remember that im strong like dat. Alhamdulillah, resolved and at the moment recovering from it. to fellow preggos, drinks lotsa water yah. UTI can lead to many complications u cant even imagine and its different from UTI we caught when we are not pregnant, symptom can be less likely mild but it is very dangerous. anyway just to note here, no morning sickness doesnt mean a smooth sailing pregnancy, theres infinity kind of sickness related to pregnancy, remember. and kindly stop advertising your sickness, it doesnt sound nice to kept repeat peat peat just because ure in need to justify your actions. tak chantek begitu.

okay, here comes the part that i delayed earlier, as u guys know, in gender determination for your baby mom will only contribute chromosom X to the baby and the gender will be determine by daddy who contribute either chromosom X or Y.

and XX makes a baby girl and XY makes a baby boy. (btw kalau tak dapat gender yang anda nak boleh salahkan daddy sekarang, ya sekarang haha, kidding)

well in our case, i gave my baby obviously X la kan, and adlie gave ___. and jeng jeng jeng, our baby is X___. haha. sila teka tapi im not gonna reveal just yet. maybe soon. and i got lynda to help me to pixelate the genital area, yang dekat no entry tu. LOL. thanks lunda! nampak tak kepala dia tu yang bulat tu. haha. so cute.

Alhamdulillah, our mind are at peace in terms of gender (my mind actually, kah kah), its not that la, baby girl or boy doesnt matter, asal sihat dan baik baik semuanya, its just that ive been seeing baby stuff tapi nak beli macam i dont know girl or boy. haaaa macam tu. LOL.

last but not least, tetiba, haha, date on saturday night, last saturday night, got myself (and adlie too) a&w float, and off we watched what to expect when youre expecting. and it was sooooo sooooo good. sedih, hilarious and it have given a positive impact. to adlie. haha. sila pergi lihat wayang itu sekarang!

thats it, baby dust to everyone!

KANTOI EPISOD AKHIR

2012-05-16T11:37:00.001+08:00

OMG. Overwhelmed by yesterday entry, my mail flooded with friends asking for the link. Ok la surrender, tak larat nak email satu2, haha. Nampak gambar kat bawah ni? I buat senang je for u, klik je gambar tu nanti it will bring you straight to *that* entry LOL. Entry edit ala parkinson. And this is for a short time only! Exclusive 2 jam je, ingat 2 jam, haaa apa lagi cepat panggil orang kampung, datang cepat sekarangg, kita kenduri, ok over haha, sebenarnya aku tak redha bagi traffic aku yang beribu ni dekat kau. Lagipun katanya kau tak batak nuffnang kan. Eh. Kahhhhhhhhh.

p.s 1 Yang kena edit hardcore sekali sweetadibah, balkis latip (woi kau salah balkis laaaaaa kot, kemain nak edit si balkis latip tak bersalah tu HAHA) and hazlynda. Yang lain2 tu ada jugak kesan edit tapi aku anggap baik je, mungkin masa tu mengelabah sangat kan, mungkin. enjoyyyyyyyy!

p.s 2 Kepada Y, sila komen. Kbai.

p.s 3 No heart feeling ya?

KANTOI TAHAP NIRWANA!

2012-05-15T11:12:00.001+08:00

Ni sambungan dari entry semalam. Korang semua tolonglah baca sampai habis. Tolonglah! Janji, worth your time! Jump to conclusion bak kata tuan punya entry ada stat nuffnang yang meniru. Rupa-rupanya dalam dia nak counter entry, dan dalam usaha nak kantoikan orang kononnya, dia telah menggunakan taktik yang sangat HINA sekali.

Mesti kau ingat kau dah terlepas kan semalam? Patutla cepat2 buat entry top-up, coverline sangat, HAHA tapi kau silap la kan. terima kasih lah Doktor SK sebab tolong detect kebodohan tahap dewa ni.

Kenapalah hina sangat kau ni? kalau nak sangat counter, kalau nak sangat tunjuk ko ada bukti, kalau ko nak sangat kantoikan org, buat la hebat sikit, profesional sikit, kalau tak tahu nak jugak pergi upah designer tolong buatkan, bolehhhhhhh. kurang kurang takde sape dapat detect. Sekarang sapa yang malu? HAHA. Edit ntah camne. Buruk nak mampus pulak tu. Senget benget. Siap ada pink line. Masya Allah punya la tak nak kalah. Main kotor pun bolehhhhhh.

Dan ketara sangat antara yang kena edit dengan tak kena edit. orang orang yang kena edit tu kononnya ko nak kantoikan, isnt it? Dari situ pun boleh buat kesimpulan. Lain kali kalau nak edit buat semua sekali. Takdela terserlah sangat.

Ha nak tengok contoh? Nun bawah sana aku letak. Tapi mesti nak tgk yang real kan? I'm definitely spreading this. Everyone in my email list will receive the picture and the link to that entry in a short while. This is worth to be laugh by many! Takpun agak2 siapa nak tgk email je aku, tapi kalau tak kenal aku takkan bagi la, takut spy. Eh.

So how, nak private blog? Nak delete entry tu? Nak tukar URL lagi? Silakannnn. Cache ada. Print screen pun ada. Nak pesan, lain kali kalau nak mengelupur nak buat counter entry tolonglah jangan membodohkan diri sendiri. Orang yang di back-up tak malu. Kau pulak yang menanggung. Tapi aku tau ni bukan one man show, mesti group punya kerja, haha macam la aku tak tahu, tapi sebab kau yang up, jadi kau la yang kena tanggung. Ouch. Mana yang agak agak tau tu, sila boleh pergi tgk sekarang.

Korang nanti, cuba enlarge dan perhatikan elok elok. Dia edit rupanya semata mata nak kantoikan orang, tapi sekarang KAU YANG KANTOI!Yang magicnya gambar orang lain elok je pun takde kesan2 edit.

Nak tanya, program apa ko buat kerja edit separuh masak ni? Budak tadika crop pun tak senget benget, takde trace. HAHA. Sampai tahun depan tak habis guling guling ketawa.

Bak kata moose yang berada di Sepanyol ketika ini, 'Satu airport Oslo Gardemoen ni boleh gegar sebab gelakkan kau'.

Oh ya, lynda kebetulan buat tutorial crop gambar, sempena dia yang tak disangka-sangka menjadi mangsa edit LOL, please follow the link. Kau (yang buat kelakar of the year) boleh ke sana sekali. You seriously need the lesson.

okay kita mulakan!

ni nuffnang stat yang original dalam entry dia, sekali pandang memang tak perasan ada something tak kena, tapi bila dah enlarged (tapi jangan enlarge yang ni plak pasal tak nampak) then perhati elok elok memang nampak dah kena edit. LOL.

*cara-cara nak tengok. jangan stare straight to the picture, enlarge then tengok dari side, tengok dari tepi, nescaya korang boleh nampak kesan edit yang aku point tu. kalau tak nampak jugak nanti aku bagi version yang aku dah sharpen and improve the clarity. but for now kita guna yang original. kang kata kita edit pulewwww, HAHA.

Yang ni korang enlarge je and tgk dekat point arrow tu. Nampak? tolong komen sikit kata nampak ke tak, senang sikit aku nak buat bagi nampak kang.

fokus pada arrow. cuba tengok gambar 1, KAU BOLEH CROP BETUL BETUL TAK WEI? haha cuba jawab! tepi tepi gambar 1 jadi distorted as the whole box supposed to be gray. ni kerepot kerepot, siap termakan lagi box gray tu sampai jadi putih. tak lurus. then tiba2 ada pulak line pink out of nowhere.

yang bawah ni plak perhatikan gambar 1, tengok nama dia sampai ke tepi box. ni sharp betul kau crop dekat gambar and nama dia. KAHHHH. tak yah gelojoh sangat boleh? perhatikan pink trace. Yang gambar 2 pulak distorted as usual.

sila compare dengan yang bawah ni pls, elok je si sweetadibah tu dalam box nak banding dengan yang atas tu crop dengan hodoh sekali. HAHA. Kelakar gila!

anyway just to compare, ulang tayang macam aku letak hari tu, straight print screen, cuba tengok betul betul, clean, takde pulak distorted ke nampak kena edit ke, sebab original dan paling penting aku tak main kotor. HAHA. Tuhan nampak oi!

Kesimpulannya, sila la jawab entry ini dengan kadar segera, orang yang ko edit tu nak kan penjelasan pasal dah jadi isu di sini. Nak nak orang tu pun beberapa je dan kau tahu siapa orangnya. kalau ko taknak mengaku kau edit takpe, no problem bebeh. Aku tak risau langsung pasal sumeeeeeeeeeeeeee orang boleh tengok sendiri and judge. Ramai-ramai tengok yokkk! Toodles!

Tambahan. HAHA. Kalau nak tengok hasil designer dengan editing yang mencapai tahap nirwana. Memang tak boleh disangkal lagi. Biar edit tahap Nirwana jangan kantoi tahap nirwana, ye?

kalau edit pun, pasal designer yang buat, takde la nampak nau editnya. kan chantek tu. LOL.

Bukti Sahih

2012-05-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: The rule of thumb for this entry is no name basis. Sebarang keterasaan disebabkan entry ini tidak ditanggung oleh penulis.

Aku kalau menulis kat blog tho how informal the entry, I would have done my revisions, gave it my deepest thoughts as well as maintain my integrity. Aku takde tulis merapu2 takde fact. Lagi lagi kalau nak counter argument I don't play around making jokes. Facts come first.

Contoh kalau kita nak tunjuk bukti org baca entry kita. Kita ada banyak choice from using stats from stat counter, nuffnang etc. Tapi bila berkobar kobar nak publish tu kene la guna stat kita. Bukan guna stat org. LOL. Caranya kalau agak agak ko tak tahu. Aku boleh ajar. No problem. HAHA. Pertama sekali, kita kene ingat password kita dulu. kalau tak nanti kita mengulangi kesilapan yg bodoh pakai stat orang lain. Opss. Publish mcm ni ye. Perhatikan di bahagian atas print screen, kita boleh nampak siapa tuan punya nuffnang ni. Then kita nampak siapa readers dia. Ini barulah betul. Tak menyeleweng. HAHA. beratur ha aku kasik contoh. Tak payah tengok siapa readers tu tak penting. Yang penting bukti tu bagi yang sahih sikit. Yaya tu ha, sorang je readers dia takde malu pun nak ngaku. Ampun!

Bukan mcm print screen version cropped ni. Entah sape2 punya nuffnang nak buat bukti (crop from the above full version just to show the readers only). Bukan la nak kata kan, tapi sebab mmg betul pun bila tuan punya entry mengaku dia tak ingat password dia. Kalau tak ingat password sendiri tak payah la mengelupur nak paste guna orang punya. lepas tu orang yang bagi tu nak remain anonymous. Apakah? Tu namanya REMPIT. Eh. HAHA. Dah la meniru idea aku. Cuba la original sikit, kreatif ke. Cheapskate nau.

Pasal letak nuffnang stat earlier in my entry, please be informed of my intention. There's a synchronization between my entry and my nuffnang stat. Ada satu relation in both entry you sure know what it was. Yang kau punya apa pulak? Kalau takat nak buktikan certain org baca blog kau atau kawan kau (aku tak tau nak kata blog sape sebab bukan bkn stat kau kan) MEMANG KITORANG BACA PUN SELAMA INI. TAK TAHU KE? Kesiannya. In denial. Nak buat apa malu nak ngaku baca. Kau pun baca blog kitorang. Duhhh.

Lagi satu I alwizzzzzzzzz (read always) kesian with your poor command of english. Itulah bila org cakap English kata orang bangga la, berlagak la, tak nak guna bahasa kebangsaan la. Tapi sekurang2nya English aku takde la rempit mcm kau. Ops lupa nak add, BM ko pun rempit jadi sync la dgn English. Ouch!

JFYI, speaking or writing English or any other language beside my mother language does not make me or anybody else less a Malay ya. LOL!

p/s: Bilalah kau nak counter ni oi, on that 1 particular point we both know what it is, bukan point picisan untuk hiburan lagha distraction macam nih, lama lagi ke? cuba bagi ETA of you counter entry boleh? takkan nak bertapa cari ilham? anker sangat kau ni.

KANTOI!!!

2012-05-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

Alamakkk ada pengunjung misteri nusantaraa!

Penyibuk Yang Suka Menyibuk

2012-05-09T11:13:00.002+08:00

Disclaimer: The rule of thumb for this entry is no name basis. Sebarang keterasaan disebabkan entry ini tidak ditanggung oleh penulis.

Well, aku pun penyibuk juga tapi takde la penyibuk low class sgt mcm kau. Low class as in not knowing the right fact tapi TETAP nak menyibuk. Ur advantage is u love to say things in such an ugly/hideous words so u def look and sound confident there. lalu orang pun percaya. clap clap. Anyway pattern kau menulis ni aku dah faham sangat. Bila kau takde apa nak tulis kau tulis la pasal mamy poko la (read momok) la mak lampiran (read mak lampir) la puchong (read pocong) la. HAHA. Takat tulis nak dapat duit nuffnang maybe? Biasalah entry sampah kau tu. Sampah bagi aku. Mungkin tidak bagi kau. Tapi yang penting apa aku rasa, bukan apa kau rasa. Lepas tu masa kau kene 'sakit pagi' tau pulak diam kejap lepas tu insaf ala ala perempuan lindungan kaabah. Lepas dah sihat kau start la balik. Dasar perempuan lupa diri.

So I happened to read your latest entry yang kekonon panas tu. Hmm so you just gotta know what happened to your so called best friend from facebook, facebook status to be exact. Ala kesiannya, kata bff. tau dekat FB je ke? LOL. Ala sian sian. Then you make your own assumptions. Then you asked her what had happened. Then she told you the story.

But anyhow, just wanna ask you 1 important question. Are you in any way, was by her side while she faced her difficulties? I bet your answer is NO. Of course it's a no. Judging from your writing. So what makes you so confident to write what you have written? What makes you so sure you know all the facts? Ayat kau tu semua auta, bukan fakta. Satu benda pun tak betul. Sampah.

Dan dan, aku tertanya tanya kawan yang kau tulis tu apa perasaan dia? Tak malu ke bila cerita yang naik dekat blog kau tu cerita yang salah. Dari orang tak tahu jadi tahu. Dari pendek jadi panjang. Eh kalau panjang jangan salahkan aku. Sebab kalau anjing dah mula ikut suruhan tuan dia, anjing lain juga akan lakukan yang sama. Tapi kita tau anjing mana yang mulakan dulu. LOL. Kadang-kadang aku terfikir dia cerita salah ke kat kau? Exaggerated ke dia dalam bercerita? Atau kau salah faham? Atau kau saja ambil kesempatan? Knowing you aku rasa kawan kau tu malu dan kau mmg ambil kesempatan. HAHA. betul kan? Ala tak yah la rahsia rahsia. Ini bukan kali pertama kita bergocoh. LOL.

Oh ya, kau dah cerita side kau, meh aku cerita aku pulak, orang yang kau cerita tu, cuma 2 orang je yang tau 100% apa jadi and for sure 2 org ni ada blog. kenapa aku mensi blog sebab ada la sebabnya. haha. ingat ya ONLY 2 PERSON. I was there by her side though it was just emails and sms's. For months, amounting to a year. Wait. More than a year. Everyday, every single update. Sometimes EVERY HOUR. I never left her outta my sight during that time. Knowing what she cant deal with it alone. What happened to her have affected my life as well, badly. I can't tell how devastated I became. I can't tell how devastated we were knowing what she's going through. I don't even want to remember.

and heres the frickin part i really wanna compare to what you have did! read carefully. walau apa pun yang terjadi did I ever bashed her ex in my blog? Did I went nuts and talk bad about what happened, even if I knew first hand what she went through in my blog? Did I speak on behalf of her in any of my entries in my blog? did i try to make any controversial remarks in my blog about what had happened? Did i question their decision? I didn't!! Though I have all the info in the world to do it. Boleh je aku nak bitter bitter, sedih sedih, meroyan macam kau dalam blog aku. Eh. HAHA. sebab aku ni tau lagi jaga maruah org, aib org. kita tak cakap pasal orang tu je. keluarga dia. sahabat handai dia. jadi lah manusia yang considerate dan berpandangan jauh. hari ni hari orang. esok hari kau?

Well, saje nak share if you said that the world is small. Its true. Cause I know bout you too. kau adalah cousin kepada cousin kepada cousin kepada cousin aku. banyak la tier tapi still. LOL. Surprised much? Yup I knew a lot bout your past, what you did previously before you got married. Wow what kind a person you are. Dari mana aku tau, statement aku dunia kecil je. LOL. mcm kau cakap la kan. So sebelum kau nak mengata orang, fikir sikit kau mcm mana sebelum ni. geng kereta bergaul dengan lelaki lelaki. eh. cukup cukup. haha. Hello miss, nobody care if u did wrong before, sekarang dah suci and u don't touch anybody. Tapi if you're acting angelic kitty kitty cat and you feel like wow you can just talk about other, then you're wrong. Just because people don't talk about you, doesn't mean they don't know anything about you. We know a lil bit about everybody, true or false. But we keep our mouth shut because it's none of our beezwax and we don't even know it's true. You? Perempuan low class. And if u happened to know bout me aku halalkan. sebab mcm aku cakap we know bit bout everybadehhhhhh. biasa lettew.

lets move forward, just so you know after separation, everybody have a fair share to redeem their life back in any way that possible. kau aku kawan kau kawan aku dia mereka sape sape jelah kan. Why so jumpy? Why so worry? If your friend have move on then kindly don't look back. Like what she did now. Don't look back. Cos whatever your friend are doing now is explaining in that. Past is past. we can talk about it but in a healthy discussion or conversation. banyak boleh belajar dari apa yang terjadi. paling habis pn redha la dengan keputusan sendiri. Tapi nak bukak cerita lampau yang mengaibkan, bila semuanya dah selesai, MOTIF? mungkin tak boleh tengok ex happy? lain sungguh kawan kau ni dengan ex kawan aku yang mendoakan kawan aku after the separation.

So like what my friend did. She never look back knowing she have more and more to come. As life is full with possibilities. She went thru hell. Anyway both of our friend went thru hell. Kawan kau pun. I admitted that. Tho I really wanted to stand for my friend I do have some mercy. Aku paham hati perasaan seorang perempuan. But sorry to say, what distinguish both of them is like earth to the moon and return. In any way please bear in mind, what ever happened is the best decision done at that time. Kau tak terlibat pun masa tu.

Anyway, one word for you kiddo, for what you have written, you're damn pathethic for writing nonsense. Psychologically I can tell that u have a sickening mind. Well, after you read this if you're in need to bash me personally I welcome you to do so.

To my sunshine, you have thousand and thousand of beautiful things awaits you in future. I love you!

Last but not least, saje nak tanya 1 soalan yang berbunyi agak rempit,

Ape celopppppp tokkkk? HAHA

Sesuai la kan dengan kau, rempit, tapi rempit kereta laaaaa.

susu kocak untuk ibu mengandung yang boring minum plain milk

2012-04-30T08:07:00.001+08:00

i got alot of boneache lately, ade ke boneache, haha belasah, mcm tak cukup kalsium, klimaksnya last week, sampai tak boleh tido, duduk dekat couch dan tidur duduk, sadis, bertambah teruk bila sejuk aircond tapi dah badan panas kot, mula tangan kanan, esok tu tangan kanan ok, tangan kiri pulak, then esoknya tangan kiri ok, kaki kanan pulak, kaki kiri je tak sempat, haha, berjangkit jangkit dari atas ke bawah, bila dah serius mcm tu terus mengelupur cari susu, all this while makan kalsium pill je and minum susu occasionally, minum susu ni satu je i hate the bland taste of it, ingat makan pill ckp tapi masih tidak, so i decided to find my mojo back, buat milkshake secara besar besaran, we bought this tefal blender last year, teka harga berapa?

haha boleh tahan tp satu investment yang baik, but mmg useful sgt, nanti ada baby blh guna as food processor, eh tibe, lepas beli tu masa bulan puasa mmg menggila buat ice blended, milkshake, lepas dah boring simpan, and ada la skali skala buat, okay dah melalut sangat kan, sila cite milkshake sekarang, sila buat banana milkshake mengantikan susu biasa kita minum, sedappppppp, resepi senang je, letak beberapa biji pisang yang masak ranum, kalau nak sedap letak la banyak banyak tau pisang, jangan kedekut, mcm i haha, lepas tu gula sikit je bg manis, susu i use marigold hl

bila dah siap sgt creamy, then kalau ada peanut butter boleh tambah, atau choc sauce ke, ewahhhh lagi syok naik sheikh kan, then letak ice cube, kalau nak ice blended letakla ice tu banyak skit, kalau pure milkshake 2 3 4 5 ketul ice cube cukup dah, bagi sejuk, lepas tu blend la, bila dah siap tuangkannn dan minum, yummy,

kalau ikut tak senonoh i penah je minum terus dari blender tu, ok rahsia tau, haha gila, boleh jugak buat guna buah lain, my fav is banana, dah la pisang sejenis buah buahan yang tidak mahal, sedap lalu memudahkan kita bon bon, eh haha, anyway dulu kan marigold hl ada banana flavor tapi dah discontinue, i was a huge fan last time, sobsss, boring dengan pisang, u can try ripe mango, ripe honeydew, pear pun sedap serta buah buahan lain, takpun oreo pun boleh dan etc. selamat mencuba, boring kan minum susu plain je, tau jela tekak org mengandung, mcm mcm, boleh la cuba yang begini pula. baby dust to everyone, sambut tau, kecik ati i, hehe.

tanda mengandung

2012-04-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

tanda mengandung, bukan tanda tanda mengandung. hehe. i only had one symptom. iaitu sakit buah dada. and a missed period but obviously that doesnt count cos mine was irregular. no loya, no nothing. just a sore boobies.

so like ive mentioned, its started with sakit buah dada. i tought ill be having my period soon. tapi tak datang datang juga. till sakit buah dada tu menganas. bukak bra rasa buah dada nak runtuh lalu tercabut! exaggerated gila tapi yang benar. even bangun tido a chore okay, sebab i need to pegang buah dada masa posisi baring, bangun then baru lepaskan buah dada. to that extent! masa nak mandi pun ouch ouch. then i started to notice it become slightly full than before. still buat tak kisah. ingat mcm hormon bermasalah, then pergi gym lg la, i only did treadmill so sebab tak tahan buah dada bouncing lalu sakit, i just do brisk walking, kesian, tu pun mcm adoi sakitnyaaaaa buah dada i. LOL.

and yeah finally i did my tests, which turned out positive la, and sakit buah dada yang epic itu stayed with me throughout the first trimester, which a horrible 2 months, minus the unrealized first month. buah dada semakin membesar, areola menjadi lebih gelap; like gelap gila and circle dia membesar besar besar okay! siap kadang kadang tu gelap dan berkilat, duh! i kenot accept it! then boleh nampak vein dalam tu, ketara sangat, and bumps dekat areola pun menimbulkan diri, so lepas tu i selalu la berdiri depan cermin walk in wardrobe and felt like crying, then ada masa i just laugh looking at my own breast, then i said to mus n yaya, my boobs better be good milk factory and supply me lotsa juicy milk later when i finally deliver my baby, and yeah to all boobs nazi, BEWARE. haha.

oklah ive been like mocking out my own boobies, pity u boobs, but on a serious note, its be a pleasant feeling seeing it blossom into one, sebab i knew my body specifically boobies is preparing themselves for the nursing and beyond. i do have vision to breastfeed as much/as long i can like u guys did, but how long its gonna be exclusive, no stress no pressure, we see how it goes, but anyhow ofcos i want the best for my baby kan, insya Allah.

so far i cant share anything that i did to ease the discomfort of this boobies soreness in regards of pregnancy, cos i did nothing and i just bear with it, ala beli jela bra baru kannn, now that im in my second trimester, this bobbies sickness finally subside, and ive one more week to my forth month i can say dah tak sakit langsung dah, but the look of it is totally different, oh thats the exterior, i hope the interior pun mengancam. and yang pasti ada org suka dengan nya. eh. haha. ok u guys will update more later, baby dust to everyone!

how my baby look like at week 13 in my proud tummy

2012-04-16T09:00:00.001+08:00

I should start with the ultrasound pic from the 1st time, the tiny little baby dot, but today excitedly decide to jump to the recent one we had during week 13, remember I wrote in here at almost the end of the entry that doc have seen the gender and sadly not us? There's always next time, pls don't exegerate bout it huda! Here's the reason why, obvious reason, haha.

i remember being super nervous for this particular meeting with doc, scared of anything bad especially the development, dalam babycenter kata dah ckp sifat and such tapi selagi tak nampak sendiri kan, so bila doctor start scan nampak baby, tapi dia tak bergerak, mcm tido then i terus cakap kenapa dia tak bergerak, and once i said that dia terus melompat and pusing pusing, then doc said baby taknak u worry terus dia gerak, haha. okay that was the 1st one, telinga tu dengar je org kat luar ckp apa.

so as happily floating, bouncing, making merry go round, waving his or her hand earlier in my tummy, when the doc said oh there's the genital area, I can see the baby gender, then when she try again to get the same shot for us to see but yeahhhhh no avail, in just few seconds baby decide to shut the genital area with two tiny lil hand as seen in the picture. Sebelum tu okay je tangan meraba raba, bye bye then bila nak tgk terus tutup, oh baby why! apakah dia faham? ke malu? ke buat kelaku? haha

tgk baby buat mcm tu doc was laughing so bad, me too, ketawa sampai bergegar2 perut, muka adlie je tak nampak camne reaksi dia sebab dia berdiri dekat kepala, doc said what a precious photo we got here, and know what it leave us, adlie and I daysss and daysss of wide smiles (even dlm toilet pun haha), when I remember bout it I just can't believe there's a little baby currently reside in my tummy, Alhamdulillah via this ultrasound we got to see the symmetrically butterfly shape of baby's brain too. Syukur. doakan semua selamat will ya?

Anyway fyi, adlie seems not to be too interested with the earlier copies of ultrasound (I do, even its just a dot haha) I was the only one who's been looking at the few copies we got from the sessions all the time but know what he secretly been staring at this 1 particularly. Occupied with it. Hehe. Gotcha!

p/s; adlie have been away for few days, in cherating for company retreat + team building stuff, be back today I mish you! and for that reason I've been staying at my parents, and office is like 5 mins away, school term break as well, so masuk sejam lewat balik tetap 330pm. But anyway we gonna be back at our own place tonight. Yeay!

for real baby bump at week 14

2012-04-12T11:55:00.004+08:00

perut tak besar sebenarnya, nampak mcm bulat je kan? people hardly notice that im pregnant and dah 3 bulan, bila tau sure terkejut, haha. ingat aku boncit la tu kan. i dont know why, maybe sebab i dont eat much, mmg makan tapi mcm biasa je, takde eat for 2, sobss how i wish i can eat for 2, tapi still belum dapat selera balik, being picky and all. ultrasound aritu okay je so nothing to worry. anyway so far i ate my supplements and tak mengemukkan i pun. eh. haha. thats all for now. babydust to everyone!

baby bump at week 14

2012-04-12T11:29:00.003+08:00

excel sheep keep updating

not sure when to table to chairman

get mock 2 result important!!

myp score annie should get by 6th, none

cie mock 2

percentage for myp scoring system 24/36

apt do the same 9-12 - 3 open 12-1 then 1-5pm, top scorer only

this is when i got a call from my boss and i dont have pen and paper to write, kahkah, please bear with me ill update the real one pretty soon.

supplement pill

2012-04-09T12:07:00.002+08:00

sekarang makan pill ni, start from week 13 onwards. sangobion ni ada vitamin c, b, folic acid etc. so mcm dah complete 1 pill. and i still continue dengan proscal; calcium pill sebab kurang minum susu but i took alot of yogurt drinks, okaylah kan its a dairy product and excellent source of calcium apart from milk. dari milk sedap lg yogurt kan. will share my fav brand of yogurt drink. sedap gila. haha tetiba.

anyway sangobion ada sorbitol so possibilities nak kene constipation tu kurang la, haha. masa mula2 tu takut jugak sembelit tapi sofar im all ok, takut sangat kena sembelit, sakit! selain dr doc, dekat pharmacy pun ada jual, over the counter sajer. bila makan sangobion rasa bertenaga compare to before, this week dah buat kerja rumah yang ditinggalkan sekian lama and xde la penat mcm nak mati, haha, maybe jugak sebab dah masuk 2nd tri kan.

oh buah delima!

2012-04-04T08:30:00.000+08:00

aritu teringin nak buah delima, tapi teringin je, bukan la mengidam, then masa pegi beli groceries puas carik tak jumpa pulak, from tesco, carrefour, nsk sume pun takde, i know pasar malam biasanya ada tapi jarang pegi pasar malam pulak, then i remember area jalan tar, masjid jamek salu ada, thennn suruh ayah carikkan, keji, sebab tau ayah mesti akan cari sampai dapat, harini bgtau lusa tu dah ada buah delima, haha, obviously skrg mmg bukan musim kot, tetepi masjid jamek n jalan tar langsung takde like usual, so last kopek ayah masuk sogo punya supermarket, ha kau ada pun, indian pomegranate, merah gila isi dia and sweet! sebiji rm5, he bought 3 and i got 2 :-) dah kawin pun menyusahkan bapak lagi, sobss. banyakla kelebihan makan delima ni mcm menambahkan blood cells/level for mom and baby etc, kalau minum juice pun bagus, and mak kepada nonet binti yaya (nama sebenar aassim nayyif) telah berpesan makan delima tu sebiji sorang2 je, jangan kongsi sebab ada sebutir je delima yang ada keistimewaan, wah istimewa gitu, haha.

Colek Pelam Telur!

2012-04-03T13:04:00.002+08:00

okay, sila jangan terliur, haha tak senonoh!

bid goodbye to 1st trimester!

2012-04-02T07:30:00.003+08:00

i have alot to share tapi saje nak tunggu dah masuk second tri baru nak start. jangan marah. hehe. just hit week 13 last friday, ngam ngam masa checkup sooo bye bye first tri, welcoming second tri from now on. Alhamdulillah. sekejap je rasa. anyway short update for each stuff, yang detail ada, nanti i publish ya?

so i got to know that im pregnant exactly at week 4 via upt at home, did my first check up at week 4 day 3, so during the checkup my lady doctor found out that baby was way behind schedule (by using my last menstrual period, i knew it as well since i have the chart doctor use to determine our edd and stuff, an yup all these while i had irregular cycle), im suppose to be in week 6-7 if to follow lmp, did abdomen scan but nothing can been at that time, saspen! doc pun ckp huda dah 6 weeks ni kenapa tak nampak lg, rasa nak menangis, masa tu belum scan so tak tahu im at which week, then proceed with transvaginal scan (tvs), ye scanner masuk dalam vagina tuuuu hehe.

Alhamdulillah found a dot, solely a dot, nothing else, doctor suggested that i proceed with beta hcg to see if it was a delay development or i just ovulate and conceived lil bit later in my last cycle, draw blood and was sent to bp lab, result was out the next day, asked to call them at 230pm but result was not out yet, makin me nervous! at 530 i call them back and was ask to call doctor immediately right after cause shes the one who going to deliver the result, she started the conversation with Alhamdulillah, ur beta hcb count came back good, its not a delay development, u subur lambat, hehe syukur.

know what while waiting for result i was alone at my parents after came back from office, all of them in kuantan for jedah wedding, and adlie suppose to pick me up late in the evening and rush back to kuantan, i took my own blood pressure only to find out that the reading at 142 over number that i cant remember, haha i hardly reach 120 since i have low bp, but i guess the worry, stress of waiting for my beta hcg result, doctor asked me to come on monday to do another tvs and beta hcg, i called them asking to come on tuesday, so there we were again at the clinic and im at week 5 at that time, we did tvs againnnnn, this time from 0.55cm during first checkup baby now measured at 0.9cm, baby together with yolk sac can been seen inside the sac, membesar from dot to embryo and establishment of yolk sac, rasa oklah kan, tp no hanky panky, still need to do beta hcg as my number should have double from the first time. same procedure this time, blood draw, sent to bp lab, waited a day for result and finally yup my number came back double from 600 to 1200. so with that doctor concluded that i dont have any other things that i should have to worry. ini kes irregular menses and late conception, by the way i was at first reluctant to do second beta hcg, i just want to wait, ntahlah mcm redha, but doctor have a different thinking, she want us to be certain of the pregnancy.

i had stain/light brown staining detected during first tvs, and due to my early miscarriage last time doc asked me to take duphaston twice a day, tho i did not did any test that reveal that i have low progesterone i personally knew by monitoring my own body; my previous previous menses etc. duphaston will increase my progesterone level, a hormon much needed in pregnancy as it play such an important role.

went for another checkup at week 7+, from 0.9cm baby now measured at 1.11cm, sikit je different, there were cardiac establishment, heard and seen baby heartbeat, Alhamdulillah, lega sangat masa ni, and due to a good progress asked to continue duphaston once a day, later at week 10 i had 1 time very light bleeding in the morning, luckily it was sunday morning. did not go for checkup since it was my own fault cause ive been on and off duphaston, malas nak makan, yup salah sendiri, that was the only bleeding i had in the first trimester. beberapa hari selepas tu risau pula, even dah takde bleeding, so pg check di klinik biasa saje, sebab nak cepat, semua okay, fetal echo seen. ye seen je sebab scanner tak boleh keluarkan bunyi. hehe.

other pregnancy stuff ive experience sofar, hmm got a heavy normal discharge as well, asked for med but was asked to take plain yougurt with fruits, not really effective but i guess oklah. gatal gatal jadinya. mengalami melasma; pregnancy mask. dekat tepi bibir and bawah bibir mcm terbakar and merah merah serta kering. ada jerawat dekat dada. sakit tulang sebab kurang kalsium. moood sentiasa baik, takde moody. very active. gain 1kg in each month. tak naik banyak tho i did not suffer any sickness tapi selera tumpul sangat sangat. rasa mcm kuantiti makan sama or less dari sebelum pregnant. and lebih sukakan makanan masam and masin dari yang manis.

in the most scariest dept of pregnancy, todate i did not suffer any morning sickness, and hey it doesnt make me less a pregnant lady, still went thru ketidakselesaan, heartburn, heaty body malam malam, pundi kencing bocor and a serious boobs issues haha, sakit gila, then i had few light vommiting episode due to bad selection/combination of foods and drinks.

did my week 13 checkup, the bestest session sofar, and it was 4D scan, so we got to see our baby clearly, gender and stuffs, awal kan? tapi anyway doctor je nampak gender and we have to wait sebab in the end baby tutup nonet dengan dedua tangan, baby boy much? hehe sukati je kan, will update more later. babydust to everyone!

My Big Fat Positive Pregnancy Test!

2012-02-21T08:52:00.004+08:00

nothing compares to the excitement of seeing two lines on my pregnancy tester. alhamdulillah. will write more soon!

im not feeling very well

2012-02-16T19:29:00.005+08:00

sorry for the long long hiatus. i dont feel so good lately. the differences are more significant now i must say. anyway will be back when the sickness subside. hopefully soon. see you later!

Bon Voyage Moose!

2012-01-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

this entry is for moose, anyway today she's heading to olso (yaya kahhh). its oslo actually, the capital city of norway. jfyi this is a long vacation for her (opkos we jelly haha) she'll be back by 2013 we guess? blog moreeeeeee when ure at the other side of the world. we wanna see things u discover in oslo bebeh! ala mus mesti banyak masa kann. haha. minus those baby making activities? made in oslo 1. siappppp. kahkahhh. k bai for now! mus mesti marah sebab tak paham apa aku tulis, salahkan nawal. haha.

hugs,
chantekss

welcome aboard!

2012-01-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

so happy i could die!

Good Morning

2012-01-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

sunny side up, happy thursday!

Oh So Cute Camera Strap

2012-01-18T21:17:00.005+08:00

anyone looking for 1? saw this at ALL IT Ikano Power Center.

wordless wednesday

2012-01-18T09:15:00.001+08:00

MUKA KOYAK!

2012-01-16T08:36:00.003+08:00

My bad for not getting her a scratch pad, she's nailed at this ya all! KOYAK kan kertas suratkhabar, some felines adore tissue papers but for milo her all time fav is suratkhabar, okay imagine when she sees me reading 1, habesla confirm KOYAK, mind you bukan KOYAK je, tapi RABAKKK. Kahkah. I sound so rempit!

I show you some evidence, tgk habis MUKA adele KOYAK, kesiannn adele, eh salah kesian I cos I love adele so I want to see her face, tapi MUKA dia KOYAK, sobss. eh rasa nak gelak pun ada tgk MUKA dia KOYAK. kahkah. but its okaylah, walaupun MUKA dia KOYAK tapi suara dia best. Tapi kalau MUKA kau KOYAK, mungkin dekat belakang hati dan perangai ko pon KOYAK. and RABAK as well? malahan suara takdela macam dato' siti? Eh apa aku cite ni. Eh tetiba sangat. Kahkah.

Oh anyway extend to milo ur most cutest meeeooowwwwwww evah please? I consider every meowwwww as to KISS HER ASS is it okay with ya all? Opssssss I'm sorry, sorry to say, kahkah I hope I'm not insulting you, oh no. Kahkah. Anyway I'm just kidding, she's actually kinda bored hearing meowwww from me all the time, meowwwwww to milo (cheers to milo! Wah gitu)

cakau muka kau bg KOYAK nak? ala ugut lite2 je. kahkah.

Biar Jiwa by Fynn Jamal

2012-01-13T14:05:00.001+08:00

not everyone are blessed with the ability to express. so why wont we just let everything but the lips speak up? - Fynn Jamal

wordless wednesday

2011-12-28T12:04:00.000+08:00