Although I am not a good writer but there have been times when I have written posts better than my expectations.
The reason I say I am not a good writer apart from my bad vocabulary is my ignorance to details but it’s amazing to know that’s the main reason I started posting on Facebook.

Confusing right? Well even though I can’t write paragraphs describing a building or someone’s lips (well I can appreciate someone’s beauty overall in extreme details but not particularly with a magnifying glass) what I posted on my Blog was fairly detailed making the reader know who it’s about or at least the one it was written about knew for sure but the thing with Facebook was limited space, need for creativity & the fear that this will definitely get noticed by people who would have never seen it otherwise made me convert thoughts in these random creative lines that often confused the readers. Let me just accept it was fun to confuse them.

So today when I wanted to write about my reluctance to give me opinion about something to this dear friend I figured out why I’ll not be doing it & instead wrote this.

Well this stupid fever will not let me continue any further not that I have anything more to write… I’ll end it here.

Bounanotte!

P.S- I know the Italy post is still due but things are crazy back in office so let’s see when or if I can do it..

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Naa no one in particular but ya someone in some sophisticated words suggested I am a thurki bastard but i took it as a compliment.
Although it made me think how i used to be, respected for my feelings for girls and what i have become?
Its fine if someone thinks i am like that because i might be!    but what hurts is when someone you think knows you so well makes a statement about you that you don’t agree with.

A smart person said that i need an Audience for my emotions, i care about what people think about my posts and i like it when someone reads my post…

Yes i do like if people read what i write but i don’t give a damm about what they think about it or if they like it or not.

I have just one rule – Never let a thought go waste,  write it down!

I need to convert my thoughts, my emotions into words else they give me a headache. But i do that not to seek sympathy or likes and comments.

I always say its like a drain for me put it out and get it over with.

To prove my point, NO MORE PERSONAL EMOTIONAL POSTS ON FB.

I’ll post it here on my blog which in the times of social networks nobody cares about!

Ciao!

The matters of Heart…
Laws of physics fail to exist..
North &  south pole comes together..
Gravity becomes just a theory..
The matters of Heart…
Complicating the uncomplicated..
Lucky &  unlucky all in same moment
Deep dark woods or the beach sand just closed eyes away..
The matters of Heart…
Smile on lips while the heart bleeds..
Hurting yourself & the joyful pain..
The two tears that comes out of eyes without any reason..
The matters of Heart…
Smile on lips, Music in ears..
The fight with time, the neglected mind..
The beauty around,  the peace within..
The matters of Heart…
The Heaven & Hell..
The pain &  relief..
The tears & smile..
The matters of Heart…

Zindagi sabhi k liye wahi rangeen kitab hai… Farq sirf itna hai k kisi ne har panne ko dil se padha.. aur kisi ne bas panne palat liye.. {Via - Swati Sethi’s wall post, real source – Unknown}

I have been thinking about this line a lot since I read it first.. Looks really simple sounds great but there’s so much more to it… Especially when you actually feel it understand its real meaning and at times you even know what all you can do but the worst is when you don’t even have that courage to make amends and knowingly you keep screwing up your life!!!

It’s only when you are completely fresh & relaxed that you actually realize the depth of such simple lines or should I say its only then “Hum har panne ko dil se padh pate hain” otherwise “Hum bhi sirf panne hi palat rahe hain haroz”

“Ishq di mere mitra pehchaan ki. Mit jaave jadon zid apnan di” {Via – Namaste London}

Unlike the real meaning of these lines as described in the movie as “ Pyar ka matlab sirf hasil karna hi nahin hai” I also have a different version of the meaning.. It’s not the deep out of the world meaning infact it is just the straightaway word by word meaning in Hindi but it does have a depth to it…

I feel it also means “Ishq ki doston pehchaan ki kya jab kisi ko paane ki zid hi khatam ho jaye” what I mean is after we get someone we always wanted if we start taking that person for granted and don’t try to want that person a little more every day, we stop considering every day as something new and a little more beautiful than the previous one and do not make that person feel more loved with each new day then I guess love has lost its meaning…

There are a lot of threads on internet that describe the meaning of these words but there’s actually no real meaning of any word it’s the perception of the person reading it and his/her state of mind at that particular moment.

This actually reminds me of a few lines I composed long time back while listening to a song and hearing different perception of my friends about the lyrics…

“Log kehte hain Shabdon mein bahut taqat hai… yeh Lafz chahen to Dil badal

sakte hain insaan badal sakte hain aur to aur yeh poora mulkh badal sakte

hain..

Yeh lafz to aapke bhi hain aur hamare bhi par fir kyun, na hum dil

badal paye aur na hi insaan..

Jab badal gaye lafz aur na badle mulkh tab

jana asli taqat na to un lafzon mein hai aur na hi unhe kehne walon mein..

Agar taqat hai to sirf un lafzaon ko samjhne walon mein.. Agar taqat hai to

sirf un lafzon ko samjhne walon mein!!!”

Oh yes FYI I am not drunk today, it’s just that I have created the right environment around, Coke studio kind of music, Newspaper covering the Tube Lights, just the right room temperature, Work from home day so completely relaxed {No traffic jams & potholes} takes me back to the good old tension free college life and my hills facing Hostel room! Deep thoughts amidst the deep hills are inevitable…

Baavren dill kya karne chala hai..
Sapna ek haseen dekhne chala hai..
Sambhal ja e dill yeh mumkin nahin…
Pane ki chahat jisse tu rakh ke challa hai..
Baavren dill kya karna chala hai….

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1-1-11 is here… A new year a new day unfortunately I woke up after noon and most of the day has already passed but does it make a difference…

Well hell yes because till 31-12-2010 I had so many plans for the year to come but sitting here writing this post I don’t feel any difference except for the fact that if I manage to post this it’ll be a big thing for me as It’ll mean that I have overcome the writer’s block. I might not be an awesome writer like some of my friends especially Varun and Hundoo but I also hit that wall at times…

Coming back to the year’s game if I didn’t have the No liking and joining stupid application and pages policy I would have joined the recently surfaced “2011 IS ALREADY SCREWED UP. I CAN’T WAIT FOR 2012” group on Facebook.

The starting of 2010 like every year was absolutely normal if not exciting, I had a good job at least enough to keep the so called near and dear ones silent… But by the end of year I have seen the true colors of an IT company… It’s a big poorly managed industry that manages projects of some of the most managed verticals.  Maybe that’s the reason on the 1^st anniversary of my job I was forwarding my profile to managers for a different project as the previous client was financially unable to pay me.

By the end of first quarter two important things happened my dad’s promotion and transfer to Delhi along with my best buddy Sahil getting transferred from Mumbai to Noida. The first news meant end of my freedom and second gave me the hope that I still got a chance. Result Dad Mom staying in Gurgaon and me and Sahil taking a place in Noida. The end of the year also brought another change and that is I now want to shift to Gurgaon. The reasons – well if you get it by the end of post do let me know.

The year was also like a roller coaster ride when it comes to my love life which in one word can be described as Non-Existing. Explored a new kind of love this year the one in which you fall not because of your heart but because of your brain. I call it the intellectual connect maybe that’s the reason it was really easy to get over with… but the journey was really interesting with some very close one’s staying away from the entire thing and some so far coming so close to hold me in my times of need.

But the entire journey made me feel really proud of the fact that I can stand up to truth and I can proudly say as of now I have no regrets. Of course I made mistakes but I never thought twice before saying Sorry.

This journey also made me believe that I can be a Good Motivational speaker and someone’s lows are my motivation.

Anyways enough of this Bull shit… Let’s come to the awesome part of the year. This year my friends saw different versions of me, Facebook was full of numbers like 2.0,3.0,3.5 beta and all such kinda crap, the only significance these number have is that I was happy in the second half of the year. A big reason for it was Hundoo aka pinkie…

Alcohol, weed, friends, parties and Non Veg took majority of space in my Facebook posts {Sorry for the irritating @having posts}. By now most of you might have understood the meaning of lines like Bhaiji kala la rha hun or om namoh shivaye…

Guess I managed to keep the Work-Life balance with the first half of year good because of work and second part where the work life was so damm frustrating that I had to run away to JUIT to keep the balance intact but the SOB Billu proved that he still sucks!! So unfortunately 2010 also marked an end to my journeys back to my Alma Mater.

Oh how can I forget all the lies & tantrums thrown by my Land lord to get me and kaiva leave his house…? Hundoo and Zain became witness to some of these. Zain you might like to enlighten the readers about why people thought you are a girl…

Must confess the year confused me a lot enough for me to erase my bio on FB Twitter and made me wonder who I am, what I want???

The answers I am still figuring out, but there something definitely wrong because I don’t feel like doing anything, going out. What is it that I feel satisfied with less I mean what happened to all my dreams my aspirations…  what more on New Year’s eve I was sitting at my place and watching TV WTF! Is it because I am too fat and lazy now that I created this new theory “Pay for drinks and not the place you drink”…

Coming back to second paragraph of this post and all the great plans I was making for the year 2011. Maybe this will be the year when I’ll find solutions to some of my questions or problems… May be this will be the year Vaibhav will reduce weight {I certainly doubt that but hey these are some of the resolutions you have to make all the time}. This might be the year I’ll seriously go for MBA or change my job but for that I really need the answer to what I really want in Life.

2010 also changed the way I used to care {well good for me, bad for some and no change for people who matter} or my need to make people aware that I am still alive. The post is ending and there are so many changes which I made to be happy but still I am not!! The reason???

Let’s see what 2011 has in store for me. Wishing you all a very Happy New Year and if it’s not that good guys come’ on  2012 is just around the corner…

For those of you wondering why there’s no mention of Sahil Moushmi in this post, well here I mentioned them… There are so many people I wanted to mention but hey you know who you are and what you mean to me… Love you people…

Eat Drink Kiss Live Enjoy & Keep walking… Cheers!!!

So many Blessings, that one got from you…

The stories of time before we were born, shared by you…

The way of Life and Values, Taught by you…

The fight for justice, which you fought so patiently…

The green belt of comfort that we enjoy today, result of the hard work that you did…

The pain free life so many enjoy today, result of lessons that you gave…

It’s been 2yrs. Since you left the world, but not our hearts even for a single moment…

Dedicated to my dearest Dada Ji, Dadu you’ll live forever in our hearts…

We all miss you!!!

Its after such a long time I am writing something.. but don’t worry its just a few lines..

I always say Life is uncertain, it can be short or long but will always be a mystery…  What’s gone is gone and what will happen that nobody knows!!!

What you have is Today..

You may never get 100% of whatever you dream but you can give your 100%  to achieve them!!!  Unfortunately that’s reality!!

Always Remember :-

• Live Xtreme {Not recommended for all}
• Sometimes answers to the most complicated problems can be either Yes or No, Don’t complicate things with Jalebi Answers!!
• Trust comes from transparency & that’s the backbone of every relation!! There’s no point assuming things in background when you can just clear out things face 2 face!!!

I’ll end this post with these lines –

 “No matter what the reason is, no matter what the season is – A smile is what I love the most and not just for now but for a life time…”

 ~KEEP WALKING – KEEP SMILING~