I think I want a whole shelf that I can plant flowers and herbs and stuff. I like plants that don’t need to have direct sunlight, which is good because that shelf can’t really do that.

To add onto that, I want to redo my room. I love my duct tape idea (I put purple duct tape on a bunch of stuff in my room and I love it!), but I wanna change the color of my walls. Any ideas that would go with my room?

My room has a white desk, white shelves (one of them is duct taped), a purple duct taped bulletin board, a purple duct taped mirror, a purple dry erase adhesive calender and note board, a GIANT bed with punk princess sheets, a black bedskirt, a purple tie-dyed pillow, and I have black blinds on my window. Lastly, I have a large floor lamp with two red light bulbs and one white one, and my name in purple on my wall. My walls are a dull red, its not really blood red and its not rose red, its almost pinkish.There’s more, but if I wrote all the stuff that’s in my room this would get lengthy.

And I’m running out of purple duct tape.

I’d send a picture of my room… but it’s messy. Really. Messy.

So, basically, I need a few things.

• A new wall color that would go with purple, but isn’t purple,
• A way to organize my room, cheap,
• Some ideas for my closet, it’s boring,
• A way to convince my parents to buy the paint and spend the time,
• And more duct tape.

So shoot me a comment if you have any ideas.

I want to get rid of the color red in my room. It’s completely bringing down my mood and its making me grumpy. Not good.

Speaking of mood, I’ve gotten really into stuff like that. Finding songs to match my mood, clothes to match my mood, certain flip-flop colors to match my mood (I have a lot of flip flops)… etc.

Omg, flip flops reminded me, I’M GOING TO THE LAKE ON SATURDAYYYYY!!! My Mimi and Papaw have  a lake house on Lake Shafer and it’s awesome. Fishing, swimming, boat rides, and at this lake house they have a pool too! Yay! Oh yeah, that’s how I got reminded of the lake. Flip Flops=summer, which = pool, which = new lake house with pool. Simple scatter-brained teenager logic.

Speaking of scattered I told myself I’d clean my room. Oh well. Hey, has anybody heard that new song Last Friday Night by Katy Perry? <3 it!!!

While we’re on the subject of hearts, I need to clean out my basket full of junk.

Speaking of junk I need to clean under my bed.

On the topic of my bed I need to make my bed.

Oh! I need to make a chore list.

I guess that means I gotta go, right? LOL

I bet every ones parent have told them they’re not in charge. They are. The parents. Not you. And that you don’t get to do whatever you want whenever you want. Now this is weird…. because I’ve got the opposite. I’ve always thought that if my parents gave me the silent treatment it would be HEAVEN! I would do whatever I want whenever I want. I might just cook all day long! I find cooking therapeutic.

Okay, back to reality. Now my mom said, “Today we’re gonna do whatever we want. You do anyway.” and she’s basically ignoring us. Whenever we ask her to do something for us, for example take the password off the computer so Brenia can get on it, she says, “No. I don’t want to. And today we’re doing what we want.” that’s pretty much all she’s said to us all day.

What started this is my little sisters grabbed an antique pot off of the shelf in our kitchen and apparently almost broke it. I think that put her over the edge because now she’s MAD. No, ANGRY. No, FURIOUS. Ugh! I don’t even have a word to describe it.

My point is that I have no idea what to do about it so for now I’m just going with the flow. I’ve made bread, I’ve basically ungrounded myself by taking my computer back, and I plan on just doing whatever. I guess that’s my solution for now.

          Anyway, Christmas so far has been busy. Duh. But we all have had fun. Bren got a Ipod Nano, Rory got all the Disney Princesses (except Pocahontas because she has that one), and I got a cute purple laptop case for my new laptop. We’re all happy and Mom and Dad look pretty pleased as well. My Mom got a movie night set from me,  Brenia, and Lorelai complete with a movie, a book, candy, and popcorn. My Dad got Avatar The Last Airbender Book 2 from us.

                 I think waking up at 6:54 isn’t the best idea. I’m going to be SOOOOO TIRED. In fact, I think I’m going to sleep. Well, maybe I’ll just read some of my new books…. Haha bbbbbbbbbbbbbbye!!!!!!!

My dad and I had an disagreement argument the night before she left, and he said some things that really hurt my feelings. He apologized later that night and the next morning, and I said I forgave him, but I’m not sure I did because all of that week i cried and was overemotional and still felt ridiculously sad  really furious sort of mad. It didn’t help when I got pushed off the couch, poked in the eye, and had have a splitting headache.

If anybody has any ideas on how to feel better and how to forgive my dad (for real) I’m ready to hear all of them. I understand he loves me and is sorry for the things he said, but apologizes aren’t helping this time. I feel really bad that I haven’t forgiven him. HELP MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Okay. So we all have a reason we were put on this earth right? I’m pretty sure mine is to help people with Celiac Disease. Celiac Disease is a disorder in children and adults; you cant eat any gluten and stuff (wheat barley,rye,and malt); symptoms include

and more

Those are only some of the (waaay to many) symptoms. Scary right?!?!?!?!?! Get this though; i have it   Ya that’s right. I have Celiac Disease so i know all of this from experience (and www.google.com) . Celiac Disease is genetic, which means it runs in direct family (parents,sibling,etc.), and 1 out of 133 people get Celiac Disease. Haha! What’s funny is, my mom,both my sisters,and i have it. That’s just my luck! I recently slipped off my diet and ate some Girl Scout Thin Mints I’m not happy about my decision, and I’ll pay the consequence not  just by terrible symptoms, but also being grounded for a month. For least a month to five months, i will have some of those symptoms and some not listed. For instance i might be a little over emotional for a while. Ya this is so much fun. NOT! Some of the symptoms include other diseases like cancer,diabetes, and osteoporosis.Osteoporosis is the  abnormal loss of bony tissue resulting in fragile porous bones attributable to a lack of calcium. You know what cancer is, (it can kill) and you know what diabetes is, and now you know what osteoporosis is. All this can happen to you and more if you don’t stick to a strict diet of no wheat,barley,rye or malt and take care of yourself.

So now you know a lot more about Celiac Disease than you used to (if you knew anything about it at all) and are aware of how common it is now compared to say, thirty years ago.  Look online if you want to get technical and read big complicated words.