So nice, I have to say it twice.

THANK YOU for contributing to me:  Chekesha, Petal, Kathryn, Percy, Sally, AC, Pamela, Dr. Barbara, LORRAINE, ALICIA, Herb, and Niamo for making this possible!

Day Two didn’t disappoint.  Miracles abounded.

Dr. Len, Llenar, Malcolm

Here’s the photo of Malcolm, me and Dr. Len.

What happened?  I cleaned all night.  (Oops, I didn’t ask Dr. Len if he cleaned too!)

I was in my head most of the night with conversations such as:  I KNOW that was HIS stuff from the past and now he’s laying it on me!!!  It’s NOT about him.  It’s about me - No Out There.  That’s his crap, it doesn’t have anything to do with me.   Well, yes, AND I was there when he said NO so it’s about ME.  That came out of HIS mouth, it was about HIM not me.  OK even if it is his crap AND it’s about him, what he said in class is that if the person who shows up in my space with an “issue” isn’t cleaning or won’t clean then I’ve got to . . . so do I wanna’ be RIGHT or do I wanna’ be effective?  I chose CLEAN because I wanna’ be FREE!  Free of the memories.

I also had conversations, in my mind, which went like:  When a person shows up in my space with a problem it shows me what there is for ME to clean.  OK, I wanted to get a photo and didn’t get it.  What do I have going on in my life which looks like Dr. Len’s fear or concern of someone taking his image and using it to sell something which he’s not promoting?  Hmmm, is this similar to me having a concern that if I spell out No Out There’s process on my website that someone will take that information, write a book, give workshops/seminars, etc.

So most of this morning when the photo thoughts came up, I cleaned, “Please forgive me.  Thank you.  I love you.” At the first break, I was getting my nerve up to go and ask Dr. Len for a photo - again.  There was a long-haired blonde woman speaking with him, and two other people forming a line ahead of me, when suddenly, my friend Nellie and I, saw Dr. Len step back behind the whiteboard on the right and a flash went off.  Now in the old days, I would’a been all in my head with conversations like, “Oh, so that’s how it is.  White,  blonde and long-haired gets you a photo of Dr. Len?  Um-hmph!!”

This time, that didn’t even enter my head.  Nellie said, “See you did the cleaning and someone else got a picture.  Get yourself on up there and see what he says.”  I walked up the aisle with butterflies in my stomach, “Please forgive me.  Please forgive me.  Please forgive me.”   When it was my turn, I said, “Dr. Len, I’d like to take a picture with you and Malcolm today.”  He kind of smiled and made a noise.  He put his hand on my shoulder and asked, “Do you have your camera with you today?”

‘Yes’, I replied.  So Dr. Len waved for Malcolm to join us.  And the rest is mystory - above!

CLEANING WORKS!  I got my photo with Dr. Len and Malcolm.  On the drive home, Nellie told me there were a few more people who got photos of and/or with Dr. Len.

Nellie, Rom, Fani, Jade

I got photos of my friends - Nellie, Rom and Fani and listeners.

Shelley and Paul

Today, I saw two other mutual friends, Shelley and Paul, whom I know from Landmark Education.  They had been attending Pre-Paid Legal.  Didn’t see Cecelia today, so no photo of her.

Pamela, who originally took Ho’oponopono back in the 80’s she took Ho’oponopono with Mornah Simeona is also a friend from my Landmark Education days is also a mutual friend of Shelley and Paul.  Pamela had a different last name.  

When I saw Pamela yesterday, I kept thinking she reminded me of someone I knew from Landmark.  Her name was Carol.  She did astrological charts.  So this morning I mentioned that to Pamela and she said, “That was my friend.  We were in a business together.  And you won’t believe this - she passed away in April of cancer and didn’t tell me her friend and business partner  .”  I felt saddened to hear that and pleased to be in touch with Pamela again.  Aargh, I cannot believe I didn’t get a photo of her!

Godwin, Diane and Betty

Here are some Ho’oponopono listeners:

Linda, Llenar and Agnieszka

Here’s a sample of what we discussed on Day Two - similar to what was covered with Joe Vitale’s Zero Limits III:

-  Review and repetition of material covered yesterday

-  The importance of non-stop cleaning and how to do it

-  Why problems seemingly outside of you are really inside you

-  How you can clean in advance

-  A guided meditation with Dr. Hew Len

-  A fast-track process for getting to the state of Zero.

-  Why you have to take 100% responsibility for your life

-  The eraser - whaaa?

-  How to utilize the bottle palm for cleaning

-  The use of blue corn meal

-  How to talk with your house or car, so they clean for you

-  The benefits of hot chocolate

-  and much, much more!

A BIG HUGE - THANK YOU for contributing to me:  Chekesha, Petal, Kathryn, Percy, Sally, AC, Pamela, Dr. Barbara, LORRAINE, ALICIA, Herb, and Niamo for making this possible!

I’ve attended DAY ONE of the 2-day SITH through Ho’oponopono Seminar with my friend Nellie.  For those of you who don’t know about Ho’oponopono, it is an ancient Hawaiian Forgiveness and Release Technique.  Self I-dentity through Ho’oponopono (SITH) is that process updated to release memories that are experienced as problems. SITH was developed by Morrnah Nalamaku Simeona, a Hawaiian Kahuna Lapa’au and for the last 20 years has been taught around the world by its Master Teacher, Dr. Ihaleakala Hew Len.

I was intent on attending THIS class for 2 reasons.  It was being taught in Chicago AND by Dr. Len.  Even with that, I was late arriving - chose to use 15 of the 30 minute lead time to feed my stomach rather than find out that the parking lot was full.  Then had to invest 15 mintues to park in the lot next door - which cost $5 more!!!

I heard a voice that I recognized from the show as that of Malcolm Fraser - the local Ho’oponopono Instructor and as I walked over to him, he read my name tag and a huge grin broke out over his face (Malcolm smiles a lot!).  I continued walking towards him and gave him a big hug before taking my seat.  I happened to sit next to Godwin, one of the No Out There listeners who was present!  He told me at one of the breaks that someone else had been sitting in my seat and decided to move shortly before I came in.

I met two more No Out There listeners, Betty and her friend, gotta’ get the friend’s name tomorrow.  A couple of other people whizzed past me and mentioned they recognized my voice from the show.  Gotta’ get their names tomorrow also! 

I’m pleased that so far this course has covered many of the topics Joe Vitale says were covered in the “Zero Limits III (The Final Chapter)” seminar he presented with Dr. Ihaleakela Hew Len, the SITH (Self-Identity through Ho’oponopono) student of Morrnah Simeona for over 10 years and now it’s Director.  I’m happy about that because Zero Limits is ALL about Ho’oponopono and my thinking was “I hope we get summa’ that otherwise, I’m gonna’ be upset!”  Yeah, yeah, I know.  Never said I was perfect.

So on Day 1, here’s what I checked off as taken from Joe Vitale’s list:

-  What a problem is and where you will find it

-  Why you exist ­

-  What it means to be clear

-  The number one reason you need to get to
zero

-  Why you are not yourself when you have
problems

-  Why you are separate from data

-  The importance of non-stop cleaning and how to
do it

-  How to get unstuck from all the negative data
consuming you

-  How to breathe away data

-  The guided data cleansing breathing exercise

-  Why problems seemingly outside of you
are really inside you

-  How you can clean in advance

Dr. Len mentioned one book to check out:  The User Illusion by Tor Norretranders.  I’ve had that book ever since Malcolm mentioned it on the 1st interview I did with him early in 2008.  I still haven’t finished it - VERY DEEP!

The only weird thing for me is that I wanted to take a photo with Dr. Len, myself and Malcom and Dr. Len said, “No.” He said the last time he “took a photo with someone it ended up on a website selling machines.”  Of course, I wouldn’t use his photo in that manner and told him as much.  I also mentioned that was his response in this moment and in another it might be different.

“Please forgive me for whatever is going on inside of me that I experience as Dr. Len saying ‘NO’ to a photo with me because the last time the photo ended up on a website selling machines.”

I forgot my camera today.  Tomorrow I’ll have photos of my buddies, my friend who went with me, Malcolm, folks who listen to No Out There AND possibly, Dr. Hew Len.

Clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean, clean,

Mama & Daddy enroute home to Arizona 10-09

This was packing light!

Mom hadn’t cleaned out her fridge or freezer and there were several things left to pack into the van.  I helped get the frozen foodstuffs down to the basement freezer and the other things upstairs to my fridge while Mom washed down the shelves.  (We share a 2-flat apartment building.  They occupy the 1st floor, my brother and I the 2nd.)

THE FOG

Mom announced, to no one in particular the morning we were leaving, “I’m not going to drive anymore.”  Dad and I looked at each other and burst out laughing because Mom hasn’t done any of the driving for years!!!  When she realized why we were laughing, she smiled and began laughing too.

Pre- and Post THE FOG!

Back on the road and NO MORE FOG the entire drive to Tucumcari.  LOA?

If anything interesting happens on the road to Peoria, I’ll let you know on the No Out There Stopping The Blame Game talkshow on Wednesday.  If I have time, I’ll tweet it too!