tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13275041549646323332009-10-22T19:45:07.026-07:00The blog about a lost soul in Portland who can't seem to stop throwing it all away.Lost Soulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03313205570746248672lostsoul@lostsoulsearching.comBlogger61125http://creativecommons.org/images/public/somerights20.gifLostSoulSearchinghttp://feedburner.google.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1327504154964632333.post-29727615435966069032009-10-05T20:15:00.001-07:002009-10-05T20:18:21.188-07:002009-10-05T20:18:21.188-07:00Oooops. I did it again. Tonight she called the whole thing off. It's funny, although I haven't been on Cloud 9 lately about the whole thing....I'm still torn up. We went for a fantastic 8 mile...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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In a relationship, I guess. We more or less call ourselves girlfriends. It's been fun, light...you know how it goes. The funny thing is that I am finding myself in...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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I give what I receive. Today, I choose to give love. I just wish it was to a certain person.<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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I met a really nice gal. Started doing a bit more work than I had in some months. The dating thing is odd as I carry quite a bit of baggage in this...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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I can't stop crying. I feel like I am going to hyperventilate. My mind is swirling with thoughts about so much stuff. All mostly sad. Does anyone understand how this happens? ...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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It's a personal thing. If you know what it means, you know-if not, sorry! Had to go on a trip out of town this weekend. Very short...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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It was good. I love my therapist, she is really great. Has a wonderful way of pushing and pulling things out of my emotional self. Is very good at helping me get past the...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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I think mostly it's due to the depression/anxiety...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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I'm through. I don't know where I'm going, how I'll get there or when, but I can't take it here anymore. I need to start making plans for a change. Without...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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Your mind makes you believe that there are no friends, no love, no anything. This has been the...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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That the cynic in me brings more cynicism into my life but also that more openness and warmth brings more openness and warmth into my...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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It's easy to forget. My inner child is the one who gets joy out of the simple things in life. The sounds of rain on the trees while hiking, the...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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Every song, every day, there is always something that brings it up. When did the memories become so damn clear? For the last 20 years I...<br/> <br/> [[ This is a content summary only. 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