tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81178475119916380262010-09-13T22:14:35.089+08:00〓柠檬〓〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.comBlogger84125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-53505177491810238962010-09-13T21:53:00.002+08:002010-09-13T22:14:35.125+08:00呓语0。<div><br /></div><div>开学第一天。</div><div>整日的恍神。</div><div><br /></div><div>本想到团室练琴</div><div>45分钟后开始睡着,</div><div>3点半,决定不撑了。<br /><div><br /></div><div>1。</div><div>好久没有写作。</div><div>似乎又要投稿了,却没有那番情绪去写。</div><div>愈来愈希望,我写诗能再度为了自己而写</div><div>而非为了比赛</div><div><br /></div><div>愈是这样想,就愈频繁地为征文而动笔而已了。</div><div>哎。</div><div><br /></div><div>我期待那刹那,突如其来的光影进入我的笔与纸之间</div><div>而我将会潇洒地将诗句布满那早已泛黄的稿纸,</div><div>和陈旧的灵魂。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>2。</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(85, 85, 85); ">now life has killed the dream i dreamed----------- i dreamed a dream</span></div><div>嗯,如果一切将似泡沫般粉碎</div><div>我该如何是好?</div><div><br /></div><div>又或许我不该再自命不凡,</div><div>只能甘于平凡。</div><div>却不能说,为什么是我。</div><div><br /></div><div>不能。</div><div><br /></div><div>3。</div><div><br /></div><div><div>不去想太多,留给生活一些惊喜吧,</div><div>我说。</div></div><div><br /></div><div>也许这样比较好。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>4。</div><div><br /></div><div>新的学段,上一次的期中考只过了两个星期</div><div>而下星期迎接我的就是作文考。</div><div>这什么世界?</div><div><br /></div><div>5。</div><div><br /></div><div>常常发些怪梦</div><div>比如说</div><div><br /></div><div>我曾经在梦里被子弹射穿太阳穴</div><div>心里无比平静。</div><div><br /></div><div>又比如说</div><div>我曾经在梦里遇见你</div><div>同时遇见了恶魔————至少它怎么看都不像天使</div><div><br /></div><div>可我却同你擦肩而过</div><div>同恶魔打交道。</div><div><br /></div><div>我记得我对他比了个手势——</div><div>:“嘘。”</div><div><br /></div><div>它的狰狞在我醒来后才慢慢显现。</div><div>即使至今依旧毛骨悚然</div><div>而梦里的我如斯平静。</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-5350517749181023896?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-10381383587430931002010-08-31T19:42:00.002+08:002010-08-31T19:53:04.032+08:00❤放自己一天假❤<div>❤下雨了</div><div> 对街邻居家有三个小孩,柱子上有三双校鞋</div><div> 妈妈喊道</div><div> “快去收鞋了!!”</div><div> 于是,我见到一个小孩跑了出来</div><div> 拿起其中一双白鞋</div><div> 其他两双就这么淋湿了。</div><div> 他们的主人应是补习去了。</div><div><br /></div><div> 现代教育?家庭教育?叫人发指。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>❤ <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIIntentionalStory_Names" ft="{"type":"name"}" style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128); "> </span><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">the most i wish is i can escape from the truth, </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> and skip from the moment that i will face.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> But how should i do?...</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> i think i need to learn how to forgive myself .</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">❤国庆一天的假期</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 剪了个新发型</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 顿时觉得清新许多 </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 希望把这学期的厄运连连也都给剪去了</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 卡擦。</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">❤当我在敲着键盘 当我赖着床上睡午觉 当我无所事事</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 只用三几样功课填充假期</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 这世界有多少人正庸庸碌碌地过好生活</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 每当我这么想时</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 其实就真的会很内疚</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 我不曾休息得有实质</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 也未曾忙碌得有品质</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">❤但今天我还是坚持想放自己一天假。</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-1038138358743093100?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-85167609440736380172010-08-31T00:43:00.002+08:002010-08-31T01:42:28.744+08:00☆疲惫不堪☆<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">☆我一直觉得中文是种用情很深的文字</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 所以 当我很严肃地诉说一件事而不用中文时</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 就代表我曾尝试将对那件事的情绪抽离</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 但失败了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">☆</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我能把想说的用文字全然表达</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 而言语却有时会将我不想告诉的东西也流露了出来</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 所以我更信任文字</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; ">☆我总是只把目光往前看</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 甚少停下来环视周围的你们</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 而我感谢的是你们还能够想起我</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 纵使人数不多</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 每一封信息,抑或forward msgs</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 都叫我觉得不可思议地 被人记得</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "> 而我自己却甚少记起过你们 或是觉得你们会想起我</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 对不起,谢谢。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">☆也许是完美主义太重 自我要求太高</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 抑或是 我高估了自己</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 这次 是注定得跌得遍体鳞伤吧</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 我注入大量的努力</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 却因为自己愚蠢的失误毁了全局</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 那股绝望已经不再是在于成绩或是分数</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 而是对自己所做的事的一种执着与要求了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 我从来就难以原谅如此的自己</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;">☆我失控了 失去了原来努力维持的形象</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 上半年的自信淡漠打第三学期开始消失无踪</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 我把自己变得非常狼狈 然后在士气低落中无限缩小</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 我暂时已不再是我</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 可在其他注视的目光里</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> “原形毕露了吧”</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 也许我解读有误?</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;">☆我好想快些恢复 不久以前的那些神采飞扬</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 纵然有那么些不可一世可那总比狼狈不堪来得好</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;">☆终于 我收到了入围通知书</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 而这趟颁奖旅可以行得坦荡一些</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 是值得期待的事儿</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 调剂我 当我陷入喘不过起来的漩涡</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;">☆凌晨1点40分</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 而我九点二刻才从沉睡中醒来</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"> 十点一刻才啃完晚餐</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;font-size:6;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 28px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Georgia, serif;color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 心情是依然带着丝丝的懊悔与凄凉</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8516760944073638017?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-52886494108258281762010-08-26T20:36:00.003+08:002010-08-26T21:26:42.256+08:00考完试了(?)哟<div>考完试了 哦不</div><div>说实在的</div><div>高一商一是还么有考完</div><div>星期一还有一科会计加考</div><div><br /></div><div>这次考试</div><div>成绩曲线下降</div><div>不知怎的 整个情绪就很不在状况内</div><div><br /></div><div>好吧</div><div>我下次会再卷土重来</div><div><br /></div><div>—————————————————————————————</div><div>关于各人要求各有异之事</div><div>我已不想再度重复</div><div>我的目标依然执着</div><div>请别问我凭什么。</div><div><br /></div><div>————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>昨天得知了一件事</div><div><a href="http://www.xuehaiblog.com/viewthread.php?tid=76933">《星云文学奖》</a> 貌似入围了</div><div>作品为《沉静时刻》</div><div><br /></div><div>“佐匹克隆”博主——明惠的《警讯》也是</div><div><br /></div><div>可是可是可是可是~~~</div><div>本人尚未接获通知邮件</div><div>所以 也许是同名作品也说不定</div><div><br /></div><div>咳···==</div><div><br /></div><div>下星期就颁奖了呢</div><div>据说当日有城邦书展 =D</div><div>而颁奖日期还撞上训练营</div><div>而我自然会选择前者</div><div><br /></div><div>但这一切都尚且是未知数</div><div><br /></div><div>只盼望结果快些确定=D</div><div><br /></div><div>————————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>话说</div><div>会计加考前两天我正在岜诛巴辖观赏《气弓》音乐会</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我说啊</span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">就让时间催化早已疲惫的心情,</span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">在凌晨的前一刻爆发,</span></span></h3><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message" ft="{"type":"msg"}" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; font-weight: normal; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; "><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">让我继续熬夜==<br />问君能有几多肝?恰似一串鞭炮爆不完。</span></span></h3><div><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">呵。</span></span></div><div><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">———————————————————————————</span></span></div><div><span class="UIStory_Message"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">近乎筋疲力尽喽</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">目标还有很多</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">即将到来的乐理double lessons, 乐器比赛</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">新升升级考,旧生技术考</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">训练营,(也许会去的)颁奖礼……</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">还有很多很多的书籍尚未归还</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">还有啊</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我们的史地科终极计划</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">=D</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">——————————————————————————————</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">请勿凡事报备</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">如果你发现我的忽视</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你会原谅我吗</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我希望我们仍是朋友</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">只是</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我的速度型始终不习惯于你的拘泥小节</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">im sry.</span></div></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-5288649410825828176?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-61456716640287467452010-06-27T21:59:00.002+08:002010-06-27T22:25:56.902+08:0027.6 闲来小记♬ 这假期去了笨珍培群独中参加柔甲第十三届华乐观摩会<div> 名为"丝竹同谱四海春"<br /> 名字极度诗意</div><div> 差点儿就看不懂了(呵呵</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 观摩会真的非常开心<br /> 第一次出席 第一次上百人</div><div> 虽然学长说奏得很乱 但是 还蛮好玩的啦哈哈</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 交流落下了遗憾</div><div> 希望两年后不会再有同样的错误发生 :)</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 乐器比赛很想出首独奏</div><div> 小阮组需要人手 也想去玩玩</div><div> 还是别两头不到岸的好 呵</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 嘉年华进展依旧是令人担心的</div><div> 我跟1c3比我还糟的布置负责人说</div><div> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFF99;">【人要学会绝望】</span></div><div> ……才不会失望</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 广告设计比赛即将在嘉年华后开始计划</div><div> 没有人告诉我合唱比赛继续比与否?</div><div> 我大概会将重心放在乐器比赛吧</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 星期五发生了一件事</div><div> 我对此深感抱歉</div><div> 虽然就只是那么一天 我依然在一开始时没有选择出席会议</div><div> 我不否认我有错</div><div> 只是 在两个星期后的嘉年华 和我可爱的班无与伦比的进度跟前</div><div> 还有2011年的演奏会筹委</div><div> 我选择了前者</div><div> 即使只有那么一天的会议 </div><div> 因为我也真的很怕 很怕赶工都无法完成</div><div> 我们的基地不能熬夜去做</div><div> </div><div> 然后我们都牺牲了补习</div><div> 我衷心地希望 这件事不要、不可被发现</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 我一直很想自己学习音乐的路程能有一些些微小的成就</div><div> 希望这次开始的练习计划 一直持续下去</div><div> 毅力是撑出来的</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 那时候到吉隆坡出席 寸草心6征文比赛颁奖典礼</div><div> 主办单位给了每个人一朵花</div><div> 今天我看到那朵花枯萎了</div><div> 它渐渐地缩小缩小缩小</div><div> </div><div> 我突然感伤 也害怕</div><div> 不知道我的写作生涯会否也正如那朵花一样 终究走向凋零?</div><div> </div><div> 也罢 就连我自己</div><div> 也摆脱不了走向枯萎的道路呐</div><div> 怎可要求其他什么的万古流芳?</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 最近感冒病毒再次肆意地扩散</div><div> 在班上我周围的人貌似都在伤风</div><div> 今天到我了</div><div> </div><div> 做了个实验</div><div> 原来咖啡会使咳嗽加剧</div><div> 呵</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 今天家长日</div><div> 我什么都没问题</div><div> 只有三大缺点</div><div> 1. 迟到足足记了4个</div><div> 2. 作业分足足领了个两科全班最低,几乎科科作业分无一能满</div><div> 3. 睡觉时间永远在班上,会计节以外的时候</div><div> (压根就没有很严重对不对?? ;))</div><div><br /></div><div> 品行毫无意外地拿了个乙上</div><div><br /></div><div>♬ 不知不觉就打了很久的字</div><div> 无名指无故作痛</div><div> 好吧</div><div> </div><div> 到此为止。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-6145671664028746745?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-89788825549584494282010-06-06T20:49:00.003+08:002010-06-06T23:10:54.176+08:0006.06.10 (sun)苏格拉底说:“暗恋是世界上最美丽的爱情”<br />讲座 很精彩<div>讲师 很sweet XD<br /><div>精彩得大家都(只?)记得了这句话</div><div>呵呵</div><div><br /></div><div>“经典”——是一种现象,能够真正表现出死后的重生。</div><div>至少我是那么觉得的。</div><div><br /></div><div>现时的通俗能不能成为以后的经典?</div><div>而现时的经典在当代又是否可能是通俗?</div><div><br /></div><div>——————————————————————————————</div></div><div><br /></div><div>我总是很幸运能得到许多</div><div>让我自己都感到内疚的殊遇</div><div>所以</div><div>我决定要突破</div><div><br /></div><div>请相信那不是我的局限 :)</div><div><br /></div><div>辉煌的时代以后</div><div>是用双手与成果进行等价交换的时候了</div><div>我得学着适应</div><div>当仅有的一点天赋被依赖直至极限</div><div><br /></div><div>我得让我的十指明白</div><div>速度 不过就是速度</div><div>也可以不是速度</div><div><br /></div><div>——————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>硬着头皮走下去</div><div>高一商一嘉年华筹委团</div><div>有多少个人已经是这样觉得了呢</div><div>看来真的不少</div><div><br /></div><div>我也是</div><div>i need help now!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>6月6</div><div>08年的今天</div><div><br /></div><div>曲漾。萦洋。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8978882554958449428?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-26383195025593384502010-06-03T19:25:00.003+08:002010-06-03T19:43:14.309+08:003.6.10 (thurs)躲在光影交接处<div>我看 一些变化以微妙起伏的姿态</div><div>赶走欲睁眼的星辰</div><div><br /></div><div>我转身便是 疾走与沉默</div><div>而掌心那朵含苞的花儿</div><div>落在身后狂欢的人群</div><div><br /></div><div>是枯萎还是绽放</div><div><br /></div><div>这其中的壮烈 抑或绚丽</div><div>已不能够再属于我</div><div><br /></div><div>———————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>脑海里突然涌现的一些感叹</div><div>一整页 相同的字迹</div><div>一笔一划地能够将快腐坏的情绪一点点带走</div><div>很是神奇</div><div><br /></div><div>这比谁都更能被仰赖。</div><div><br /></div><div>———————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>假日倒数一天了</div><div>明天仍然得交4则功课</div><div>商业学报告 嗯 我不想放弃</div><div><br /></div><div>据说明天有文学讲座</div><div>虽然不知内容是否沉闷</div><div>可比起在叫人昏睡的教室里上课</div><div>讲堂不论如何都比较好 (:</div><div><br /></div><div>这也是唯一能被期待的事了..</div><div>哎(><)</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-2638319502559338450?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-89578832044862306732010-06-02T23:27:00.004+08:002010-06-02T23:41:01.165+08:00我“美好”的假期为假期的到来感到不知所措。今年第二段假期,第二段不是假期的“假”期。<div>sigh。</div><div><br /></div><div>5~19日,区区14天的假期。</div><div><br /></div><div>⊹6~9:摊位设计,预计会安排回校练习</div><div>⊹10:沙巴中学华乐团到来交流</div><div>⊹11:party time with sis gang^^</div><div>⊹13~14:到笨珍参与柔甲八校华乐观摩会</div><div>⊹15~18:游戏小组参与布置组</div><div>⊹19:寸草心颁奖礼 =) (此为假期最后一天)</div><div><br /></div><div>我几乎数不出这个假期能有多少私人时间</div><div>两篇征文貌似生产无望</div><div>整半年没练过的琴技在这假期似乎也提升不了多少</div><div><br /></div><div>吓!</div><div>提到钢琴,本班“貌似”有参与班级合唱比赛</div><div>而伴奏“状似”选上了我(状似?根本就是!)</div><div><br /></div><div>可,以现在班上的风气来说,</div><div>此赛成不成行我仍是不敢断定。</div><div><br /></div><div>——————————————————————————</div><div>突然忆起</div><div>明天的广告呈现……</div><div>道具?!!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>对!道具!!</div><div>目前毫无头绪尚未准备。</div><div><br /></div><div>而余下的还有两则商业学报告。</div><div><br /></div><div>高一的假期</div><div>着实比开课更令人痛苦。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8957883204486230673?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-79447095343791118862010-03-14T21:17:00.002+08:002010-03-14T21:26:16.247+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> 看过很多关于双鱼的各种传说,分析,解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座,动不动就是流眼泪,唉声叹气。可惜可叹,如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座,那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼,而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。 </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">========== 最本质的部分:思考 ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">双鱼座的最本质特点是什么?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">善良?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">懦弱?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">温柔?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">不是,我告诉你,是思考(在很多情况下,是过多的思考)。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">是的,双鱼座的一切特性,都来自于他过多的思考,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理,更能分析事情的本质。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你可以称之为敏感,但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用,那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故,在这一方面,有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色,他的名字是周恩来。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">因为思考的太多,所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的,也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说,善良与其说是本质,不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式,以善良的方式活着,是轻松而又受人尊敬的,一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">再谈谈温柔,这一点,不管是哪篇文章,都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的,双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化,时刻了解到对方心意的转变,表现在行动上,就是能尽快的知道,什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣,什么时候应该停下手里的活,转过身去和女友好好的说话。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">========== 与众不同的部分:信仰 ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰! </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">在双鱼的世界里面,没有绝对的对和错,如果发生了一件事,他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事,去分析这件事,而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点:</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">'鱼座男人没有偏见,没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路,他不会评断印地安人;</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">没有试试赤脚走路,他也不会评断裸体主义者。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">甚至这些做了,他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">他很少冷酷的指控,倒是每每温暖的忍耐,他甚至会试试了解他的岳母,天底下有几个男人能这样?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">海王子拥有罕见的同情精神,他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著,要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧,因为他重婚,在四个州各有一个老婆,你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他,冒著火,心想监狱是最适合他的地方,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但你的鱼儿很可能问:'那四州?你爱不爱她们其中任何一个?'</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼很好奇,但防震。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对他来说,这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。' </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">有一位伟人利用了这点特性,结果成就了科学史上的神话,他就是爱因斯坦。 ========== 双鱼的致命缺点:懦弱 ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望,懦弱,多疑,自卑,优柔寡断,没有主见.....</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点,但至少会有一,二个。就算是伟大如周恩来,有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见,当然,这种时候不多。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择,在一个射手看来,只需要考虑2样东西,但是在双鱼看来,却需要考虑10样东西,因为他想的实在是太多了。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">简单的说一句话,双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响,它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法,会不会造成误解。(虽然很多时候,双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出) </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">至于多疑,这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图,看透事情的真相,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">关于前一点,比较突出的一个例子是,双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她,他不爱她了,女孩就总是还抱有一线希望,虽然女孩心里明白的很。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">懦弱呢?关于这点,和信仰联系在一起。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你一定觉得很奇怪,懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">信仰是种很可怕的力量,他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情,拥有不该拥有的勇气,牺牲不该牺牲的东西。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的,就算有,也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂,或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说,自己能过舒适,安稳的日子,比什么都重要。富贵如浮云,最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的,酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂,也会不惜重金施于,但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">接下来,可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">只要能让自己和爱人平平安安,有什么不可以忍受的呢?什么尊严,什么气节,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">见鬼去吧。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境,你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">每条鱼的忍受范围都不同,但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了,那么你真的要小心了。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼可以践踏人间一切法律,无视所有道理,更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你务必要相信这一点,虽然这种时候很少,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">========== 双鱼的最大优点:感情 ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座,不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于双鱼来说,世界上最重要的东西是感情,一条精神上满足的鱼,可以没有其他东西,就已经是最幸福的人(当然,绝大多数情况下,没有其他东西,很难精神上满足)。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的,爱情很重要,但不见得会比亲情更重要,在双鱼的眼中。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于鱼来说,感情是单纯的,是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切,只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦,可以吃喝嫖赌,可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女,可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子,都可以原谅,只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他,对他好。但是请注意一点,大部分的鱼都比你聪明,不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼,你是不是真心喜欢他,他比谁都清楚。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于一个男孩子来说,双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切,温柔,爱你不顾一切,可爱(很多时候是装的,鱼大多数是很聪明的),体贴..... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于一个女孩子来说,双鱼男孩....嗯..... 看你的运气了,如果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气,不想做事,玩玩乐乐的鱼,而且他已经25岁左右了,那么好心的提醒你,还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆,或者你只是找个情人(没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了:安全快乐而无副作用)。否则,你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活,阿门................ </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心,能上进,肯做事的鱼</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼,那么真的是恭喜你,你是千万少女中最幸运的一个,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐,包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人,看到他爱的人开心,他会更开心。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情,而没有物质,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼,现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。 ============= 提到感情不得不提的:公平 ============= 很奇怪吗?公平对于双鱼来说,是个很重要的单词。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观,是非观,你不能用这件事这样做是对的,那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住,鱼的世界里很少有对错。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人(尤其是爱人的关系)呢?就是公平。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">如果鱼曾经有过十几,二十个女朋友,那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友,如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情,那么你一夜情的时候,他也会选择无所谓好吧,就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂,你是他(她)的第一次,他也可以原谅你的曾经花心,一时花心,可能会的花心,只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼大致兑换了下你的关心(兑换比例只有天知道了,呵呵),</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">如果觉得双方大致公平的(相对于他对于你的感情付出),那么他就无所谓,就会原谅你。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情,只要你能保证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多,就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯,讲真的,鱼从来不是教条主义者。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">反过来,如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对他的爱不够多(不够多是指没有他给你的多),</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么鱼会在痛苦之后,也相应的减少对你的关心和爱,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">不要怀疑,这方面,鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"> ========== 感情中的完美主义 ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼在意的东西很少,所以很不幸,鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于鱼来说,完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">不是事业爱情兼顾的情人,也不是外形完美的情人。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你可以不经常说我爱你,但是你说的时候,一定要是真心实意。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你可以很少陪他逛街,但是你陪的时候,一定要是真的开开心心。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">你也可以对他说很少的情话,但是你要保证,你对别人说的情话更少,而且你对他说的是真心的话。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">对于鱼来说,欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">很多人以为简简单单的对鱼说几句我爱你,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">固定性的发些短信问候鱼,经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">真不幸,大部分鱼都聪明过了头,一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那些不过是手段(如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生,也别得意,只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已)。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所以,请诚实一点对待鱼,爱他多少就给他多少,他也会给你同样多。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">这至少比他生你的气好的多,不是吗? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">========== 双鱼真的浪漫吗? ========== </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但是所有和双鱼(特别是双鱼男生,一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情)接触过的人,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫,到底是为什么呢?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">难道双鱼并不浪漫? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我给你个肯定的答案,双鱼绝对浪漫,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">还有更多他自己的原创镜头,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面,一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么为什么现实中是两样呢?因为2点,自卑和善良。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">前一点很好理解,大部分的浪漫需要自信。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">很多时候,不是鱼不想浪漫,而是不好意思和没胆子那么做,你能理解是吧,呵呵。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么自信的鱼呢?为什么他也不浪漫? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">因为他没有遇到合适的人,因为他善良。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子(注意,我用的单词是喜欢),</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">然后开始和这个女孩开始交往,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">然后十有八九,会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩(这是肯定的,遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易),</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼很现实的知道,他和这个女孩不可能有将来的,2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那么对鱼来说,绝大部分的情话都会说不出口,因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的,很多浪漫的举动做不出来,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深,怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">很多人说处女,金牛的人想的多,其实鱼想的并不比他们少,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼,就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来,也不会点破,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">只会静静的维持,享受拥有的每一天。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">但是这样的情况下,鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">呵呵,没有什么真正高尚的人。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">鱼能如此的为女孩着想,是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">有一种悲剧式的美感,鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">当然,这样至少比不顾别人的死活,只图自己开心要好的多是不是?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">所以,如果有一天,你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">不要怀疑,他已经认定你们有个美好的未来,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">那你还犹豫什么?上去拥抱你的幸福吧。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">============ 结语:什么样是好的双鱼? ============ </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">双鱼有很多缺点,但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条,懒惰和犹豫。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">而双鱼要成为一条好鱼,所需要的东西很简单,事业。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了,他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了。 </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">一旦鱼用心去赚钱了,那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难,真的很难,如果有一天,你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼,千万不要放过,好好的捆住他,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">很有可能,他会带给你所有的梦想.</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-7944709534379111886?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-1686769660028935682010-02-15T15:43:00.002+08:002010-02-19T22:51:53.889+08:00@今年新年,根本就不是新年?好闷。。。<div><br /></div><div>@为什么新年一定不可以在家上网?会被神奇的眼神拷问。不解。请别问真的就这样吗。</div><div><br /></div><div>@新年放完假后,等着我的是4天食物中毒没抄到的笔记+作业+测验+默写【OMG】</div><div><br /></div><div>@有时候不甘会让人做出自己都想不到的事儿,有时候不甘会让人操回本业。。</div><div><br /></div><div>@有时随心所欲吼还是无助&无奈。。。。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>@原来今年每天我都不知自己在干啥。。。机械化一天天天走。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>@曾经熟悉的大家被一栋楼的距离逼出“你最近还好吗”之类的对白。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>诚美说我很久没写部落格了哦~~~结果就来写写~突然发现思维不连贯==</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-168676966002893568?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-20236493928649623432010-02-08T18:02:00.003+08:002010-02-08T18:19:12.057+08:00最近……1.最近上了高中。。。没什么“不习惯”的感觉。。。我一度以为我是冷血<div><br /></div><div>2.高中唯一的改变时默写变多了。。。语文课很多【这是当然,因为高一商科本科只有2科】</div><div><br /></div><div>3.开始怀念09's初三一的默契,这是什么感觉?怀念却不会想回到过去,并不会不舍。</div><div><br /></div><div>4.我在你身上看见梦想。这是个遥远的距离。</div><div><br /></div><div>5.我不喜欢老师说商科是数学不好的人才选择进商科的==搞得好像理科【必须】是第一选择,然后 因为能力所不及所以才【黯然】放弃。(我不否认此为个人极端所致,任何评语绝对接受)</div><div><br /></div><div>6.最近【讨厌第一班】课题一直在耳边打转,有没有人想过这是外人的误会还是真的有根有据的 一 回事?</div><div><br /></div><div>7.非常清闲的新年假日我就拿来练琴吧</div><div><br /></div><div>8.打从心底不想过年,原因不详</div><div><br /></div><div>9.明明不常熬夜却整个很熊猫</div><div><br /></div><div>10.每个看得见我的人都说“我真的变得很黑呢。。。”【我要漂白配方的东西~不是美白哦==】</div><div><br /></div><div>11.人长越大时间会过的越快。。。别去想挽留。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>12.很久没写blog了~~这样跳思维的写法有助增长记忆==</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-2023649392864962343?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-9068901112691575932010-01-01T22:46:00.002+08:002010-01-01T23:39:27.196+08:0009已逝·展望1009年成了历史,10年无声降临。日子照样地过,地球也不会忽然倒着转。按某种奇怪的定律,在一如往常的时日过去时,许多人会在元旦这依旧平凡的日子“反省”过去的一年。<div><br /></div><div>09年之予我是个不幸的年份,可以的话永远不再提及的那样。这年,很累,很累。我失去了至亲的父亲,永远不能在挽回。我害怕那种生离死别的痛,非常。我曾连写出伤痛的勇气都欠缺了,打在键盘的手颤抖。那段日子,原来喜爱的文字、音乐如酒一般,借酒消愁、愁更愁。垮了的一年。4个月了,这些日子我怎么走过的,完全不自觉。我以为巨大悲恸会将我吞噬让我消失。这也许是最好的方法,可惜没有。</div><div><br /></div><div>回首一看,什么结尾都无所谓了。反正也不过如此。易碎短暂的生命,回忆着痛苦的不堪。我厌倦。至今。没有所谓释怀。</div><div><br /></div><div>10年了。很快。很多事情变得不一样了。但不代表什么事情都能随着时间流逝而淡掉,有者甚至反其道而行地与日俱增,创伤尤其。心境不一样了,快乐也有了异样的成分在内。</div><div><br /></div><div>10年了,怎么说,2012也还有两年。</div><div>愿2010能稍微顺利吧。展望未来。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-906890111269157593?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-55114867129748473262009-12-30T11:32:00.001+08:002009-12-30T11:33:54.269+08:00☆如果人活着是为了梦想★也许有一天<div>我把所有的愿望写成wish list列出来</div><div><br /></div><div>再一一实现</div><div><br /></div><div>就可以等着让自己慢慢消失了</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-5511486712974847326?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-404431399835685282009-08-27T22:09:00.000+08:002009-08-27T22:10:43.124+08:00http://odonata-novel-competition.blogspot.com/<br /><br />今天看到这个<br />BEEBEE@NG同学给我的<br />得奖几率=0%<br />写得出几率=低于20%<br />…………<br /><br />哈哈哈哈<br />也好<br />挑战自己<br /><br />————————————————————————————————————<br /><br />这假期<br />我逼着自己过的充实却又忍不住将他落了许多的白……<br />=。=<br /><br />然后无聊地在这里写不懂想什么样的文=。=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-40443139983568528?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-42246396923015877502009-08-26T20:28:00.004+08:002009-08-26T20:50:26.790+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">今天七夕节<br /><br />照惯例地下雨了<br />……<br />线一直断<br />打100号投诉tmnet<br />结果……<br />听到他说:happy merdeka day还是什么的<br />为什么不是<br /><br />七夕节快乐咧=。=<br /><br />————————————————————————————————<br /><br />呵呵<br />心情挺沉重的<br />巴不得把整个人匿藏起来<br /><br />这也是最近<br />越来越少写blog的原因<br />害怕让奇特的人看见<br />越来越不想让人看到这一些事迹<br /><br />就是少了以前那种 不顾一切的任性妄为<br />哈。<br /><br />Bach Invention 13 aminor很好听=。=<br />奇怪的结束..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-4224639692301587750?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-40203609152675534402009-08-24T21:37:00.001+08:002009-08-24T21:42:29.356+08:00假期规划:<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings;font-size:180%;" >❀</span></span><span style="font-family: webdings;font-size:180%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">我</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);">要</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">逼</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">自</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">己</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">不</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">要</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">上</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">网</span></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);"><span style="font-family: webdings;font-size:180%;" >✿<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">…</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">…</span></span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-4020360915267553440?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-29801202711464394022009-08-22T14:19:00.005+08:002009-08-22T14:37:06.567+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">放假了<br />最近都在断线<br />好累好累<br />——————————————————<br /><br />假期功课多道做不完<br />但是~~<br />这个假期本来就是拿来准备接下来开学后的一连串考试的丫<br /><br />今天是最后一天堕落了<br />XDD~<br /><br />——————————————————<br /><br />还是很累呀<br />这几天的下午都是雨季<br />好喜欢下雨的感觉<br /><br />但耶很想上网啊<br />∴~<br />我喜欢雨季前提是我如果在下午有东西做~<br />==<br /><br />——————————————————<br /><br />昨天是文学奖<br />对于奖项<br />还是有点惊喜<br /><br />又是另一种肯定吧<br /><br />是预期<br />还是始料未及<br />我不敢不愿不想说出口<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">*自信vs自大的界限有多远</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> 我从来就假装不知道</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">*自卑与做作</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> 之间有多近</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> 也只能自己去衡量</span><br /><br />写的东西<br />已经开始词穷<br />但又如另一个转折<br />开始了学习另一种风格<br /><br />这也是班史之后的事了<br /><br />致谢词时<br />一下台<br />老师问我:“为什么没有感谢评审的筛选,评审也是很辛苦的”<br /><br />我当头棒喝<br />然后深感抱歉<br />却也不解<br /><br />致谢词<br />始终是种主观的东西吧<br />谢意岂能是说出口便能表达的?<br />说出口的<br />怎能就认定那是真心的而非那些该死的客套?<br /><br />就当作是训练礼仪<br />的一种方式吧。<br />——————————————————————————————————————<br />9月过后<br />就很多东西都结束了<br /><br />我就继续自己慢慢地在自己的世界里<br />努力地超未来踏上一小步吧<br />……<br /><br />不知道最后的我<br />或我们<br />会怎样<br /><br />但至少最后我尝试过<br />得到过<br />失去过<br />拥有过</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-2980120271146439402?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-57652213114539905102009-06-22T20:02:00.002+08:002009-06-22T20:05:05.374+08:00❤诉苦篇❤<span style="font-size:130%;">倒数9天<br />我就要考钢琴咯<br /><br />柠檬丫你以为你还在干嘛!!?!!<br />靠~<br />又是那股无能为力<br />失去信息的无助感<br /><br />我到底还能干吗?<br />Oral~背了多少?凭记忆?!!?<br />scale~时好时不好~那当天会怎样?<br />考歌~情感指数0%~纯粹在弹歌<br />sight-reading:靠运气?!<br /><br />唉<br />怎么办啊<br />oh my godness</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-5765221311453990510?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-3095281058178276362009-06-22T16:40:00.000+08:002009-06-22T16:41:23.404+08:00❤不管多普通,都是我写的xD❤<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:180%;" ><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">花谢花开<br /><br /><br /> 情已尽<br /><br />日升月落<br /><br /> 独泪垂</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-309528105817827636?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-20136266793630014282009-06-22T16:33:00.003+08:002009-06-22T16:42:15.806+08:00❤近期烦恼有感❤<span style="font-size:130%;">我发现<br />很多东西原来都不属于我<br />是我一霜情愿归附于它<br /><br /><br />人群<br />渐渐多了 之后<br /><br />我再也找不着 那一颗颗真心的影子</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:180%;" > <span style="font-weight: bold;">对 不 起</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">在这样的情况吓 我只能选择不受伤害<br />即使我将失去你们<br /><br />要知道<br />变色龙若少了保护色<br />就甭想当什么龙<br /><br />只是软绵绵的一块<br />任人 宰割<br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">用这样的任性<br />捍卫最后一点的尊严和自信<br />倔强是唯一道具<br /></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_dINiehJYvGE/Sj9C4c3TPjI/AAAAAAAAAMo/P6zihPw08WY/s1600-h/6647215.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 165px; height: 160px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_dINiehJYvGE/Sj9C4c3TPjI/AAAAAAAAAMo/P6zihPw08WY/s400/6647215.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5350068419927686706" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">**至少在壳里还能那么安宁 是逃避也好</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-2013626679363001428?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-86890584469588411102009-06-21T15:36:00.001+08:002009-06-21T15:40:31.003+08:00家长日·父亲节家长日了<br />成绩……<br /><br />又退了<br />说我不失望不伤心是假的<br /><br />我明白我今年到底在压力什么<br />却不屑于说出来<br />连我自己都不屑自己了<br /><br />还能怎样<br /><br /><br />要退步<br />是很容易的事<br />可是进步呢<br />即使是进步区区一名<br />都是很辛苦的事<br /><br />成绩:23<br /><br />没想到会迭出了20<br />好失望<br /><br />下半年开始了<br />到底<br /><br />会怎样<br /><br />——————————————————————<br /><br />今天也是父亲节<br />没什么特别<br /><br />什么庆祝也没有<br /><br /><br /><br />就这样吧<br />顺祝:<br />威静生日快乐XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8689058446958841110?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-81486164560479188462009-06-16T20:05:00.003+08:002009-06-16T20:21:07.928+08:00现在的我 已无所谓<span style="font-size:130%;">http://www.facebook.com/yhl94<br />link我吧<br />哈哈<br /><br />心情终于松懈了些<br />呵呵<br /><br />刚才跟Xting聊了她❤的XX<br />不知道 她是不是因为这样的动力<br />而那么努力地参与团体<br />呵呵<br /><br />和我当年的相似<br />已分不清<br />也看不清<br />他以外的点点滴滴<br /><br />而当他走后<br />我才知道<br />撑下去 是自己一个人的那样<br /><br />也许也是<br />身份的转变带来的不适<br /><br />每每合奏时<br />回首、映入的再不是那熟悉的影<br />吸入的空气<br />便空虚得想要逃离<br /><br />下半年了<br />渐渐适应了<br />找回了合奏的乐趣<br /><br />在总有点落差的空间里<br />我也该早些放下<br /><br />也许多年以后想起还会有些体会<br />只是现在的我<br />已无所谓<br />XD<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" >改编歌词?><</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8148616456047918846?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-90461419568424793762009-06-09T23:16:00.004+08:002009-06-16T20:05:34.267+08:00※这阵子,好空虚※<span style="font-size:130%;">这阵子<br />好空虚<br /><br />空虚是什么呢<br />我不知道 别人的空虚是什么<br />而我的<br />就是一种 堆满了忙碌的<br />却还在偷闲<br />的感觉<br /><br />明明知道这个放假 对初三生涯的我<br />有多麽重要<br />我却无法记起在这个假期内 我做了什么<br />能让自己进步的?<br />琴艺?技术?功课?<br />我好像<br />什么都做了 <br />却耶什么都 没完成<br /><br />这种感觉 好难受<br />却<br />任由自己继续地看了两天的戏跟小说<br />我却觉得其实我已浪费了两年<br /><br />每分钟 变得重要了<br />所以<br />我在意每个人的回应<br />每一封信息 都是很重要的问题<br />关乎我的每一分每一秒的分配<br /><br />剩9天了<br />好像是18号开学<br /><br />9号了<br />接下来的9天,<br />有2天在回校练习 有1天在上钢琴乐理><</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">还剩几天<br />不能再这样渡过了吧<br />钢琴考倒数21天<br /><br />其实我很怕很怕<br />1天没动琴的罪恶感好深好深<br /><br />09年<br />我好压抑<br />每一步都小心翼翼着<br />却似<br />每一步都走错了<br /><br />该怎么办呢<br />这忧郁<br /><br />会持续到统考过后?钢琴考过后?运动会过后?<br />还是…………<br /><br />一直一直<br />持续下去??<br /><br />好像放个长假……</span><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-9046141956842479376?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-81284331497229842082009-06-03T21:16:00.003+08:002009-06-03T21:28:13.695+08:00❤发泄篇❤<span style="font-size:130%;">假期<br />就这样剩下12天了<br /><br />不到一个星期的时间<br />该怎么花<br />怎么分<br /><br />才能让我把钢琴练好?<br />完全失去信心了<br /><br />每每练考歌时<br />都是哭着结尾<br /><br />我很害怕<br />真的<br /><br />好怕好怕<br />如果失败了<br />我会怎样?<br /><br />坠入疯狂?<br />老师说<br /><br />我不适合用这种心态去考试<br />不然<br />我会疯掉<br /><br /><br />不知道什么时候开始<br />我变得没有耐心<br />只要些许错误<br />就会让我几近崩溃<br /><br />谁能告诉我<br />怎么才能平复那种练不好时激烈的愤怒<br />几近将热情烧毁的失落甚至疯狂<br /><br />差点就让我讨厌起音乐的自暴自弃<br /><br /><br />昨晚<br />做了个梦<br />背景是<br />舞台上的我 正在演奏着音乐<br />感觉上<br />好快乐<br /><br />但现实中<br />练考歌时<br />我无法快乐<br /><br />说什么<br />放松心情。。不要去想<br />如果做不到<br />那些话<br /><br />都是垃圾都是敷衍都是~!@#¥%……&*()——<br /><br />(*我不是说你们的安慰是假的只是我真的做不到)<br /><br /><br />我不知道多少人做到了<br />我知道肯定不少<br />更肯定<br />那绝对不是我<br /><br />以往<br />都是把歌练到练紧张时都能弹<br />而现在呢<br />我有多少时间多少精力多少意志力?<br /><br />我不知道<br />不知道不知道<br />也不想去知道了<br /><br /><br />而新在的心情心绪<br />不是只字能带过<br />不是洋洋洒洒写篇blog就发泄的了的<br /><br />心态<br />也不是自我安慰就能扭曲就能纠正的<br /><br />谁能了解我的废话一堆呢。。。?<br />...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8128433149722984208?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8117847511991638026.post-86683659641705300142009-05-30T21:46:00.003+08:002009-05-30T22:02:13.179+08:00❤我还在等你❤<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >❤小小❤</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />我走到海边 看浪花片片<br />我在我小小的世界<br />哼着一首歌<br />抬起头 睁开眼 星星堆满天<br />一二三 mmm 会不会实现<br />深呼吸 闭上眼 风偷吻我的脸<br />mmm 四五六 某人在心里<br /><br />抬起头 睁开眼 星星堆满天<br />一二三 mmm 会不会实现<br />深呼吸 闭上眼 风偷吻我的脸<br />mmm 四五六 某人在心里面<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >❤把握❤</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />对第三首考歌<br />开始有点信心了<br /><br />呵呵<br /><br />终于整理完那些<br />三年来<br />地理历史生物物理化学的 乱78糟的<br />讲义了==<br /><br />统考<br />该怎么准备<br />不知道==<br /><br />坚持自己的路吧<br />哈哈<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >❤交响生命❤</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />开始喜欢上<br />交响乐<br /><br />考完钢琴后<br />去找一手交响曲来弹^^<br /><br />好难哦虽然<br /><br />……<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >❤等❤</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br />还有<br /><br />我<br /><br />还在等<br />你</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8117847511991638026-8668365964170530014?l=i-m-lemon.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>〓柠檬〓http://www.blogger.com/profile/07067193927962813233angie0904autumn@gmail.com0