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		<title>Keeping a Simple Bike Project Simple</title>
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		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A couple months ago I shared this small vision of making sure every kid in my neighborhood that wanted a bike and a lock could have one. I really appreciated the overwhelming support and realized I hadn&#8217;t updated everyone on the progress. It&#8217;s been a fun ride.
September
At the beginning of September, Eli (my bike partner-in-crime) and I went to a small grassroots conference called BikeBike. It&#8217;s a very cool eclectic bunch of folks from all over the country who come together to talk about running community bike shops. We had ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A couple months ago I <a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2009/09/03/a-simple-bike-project/">shared</a> this small vision of making sure every kid in my neighborhood that wanted a bike and a lock could have one. I really appreciated the overwhelming support and realized I hadn&#8217;t updated everyone on the progress. It&#8217;s been a fun ride.</p>
<p><a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/The-Northside-Bike-Project.jpg"><img src="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/The-Northside-Bike-Project.jpg" alt="The Northside Bike Project" title="The Northside Bike Project" width="200" height="150" class="alignright size-full wp-image-2561" /></a><strong>September</strong></p>
<p>At the beginning of September, Eli (my bike partner-in-crime) and I went to a small grassroots conference called BikeBike. It&#8217;s a very cool eclectic bunch of folks from all over the country who come together to talk about running community bike shops. We had a couple of guys from Nebraska sleep in a tent in our backyard. At the conference we learned a bit and hooked up with a guy named Jason from Sibley Bike Depot. Jason was excited about what we were doing and encouraged us along and promised the support of Sibley. A week or so later we check out Sibley to see what a real professional community bike shop looks like, it&#8217;s sweet. Sibley has a board meeting and agrees to support us by allowing us to order tools and supplies through their wholesale account. We put in a $550 order (from a neighborhood block grant) for locks, tires, tubes, patches, and more. At the end of the month we host a small &#8220;bike safety&#8221; gathering to connect with a few neighborhood kids and give away some bike locks (along with an elaborate system to help track whose lock and bike each is).</p>
<p><strong>October</strong></p>
<p>Sibley offers to give us some bikes. I was thinking maybe 10, but they say they&#8217;ve got plenty more. We take two pick-up trucks and put 67 bikes in the back! The bikes fill up half our basement.</p>
<p>A week later, Eli is given a big trailer from another bike group that&#8217;s disbanded. The trailer used to be for a traveling bike circus (tall bikes, strong man, etc). It has a wild mural painted on it, the side opens up to a stage and it&#8217;s seven feet tall. Not sure exactly what we&#8217;ll do with it yet, but it&#8217;s sweet. And it&#8217;s parked in my backyard.</p>
<p>We buy a few more tools too and start setting up shop at the end of the month.</p>
<p><strong>November</strong></p>
<p>It&#8217;s just me and Eli, but we&#8217;ve had our first two &#8216;open shop&#8217; times where we mostly hung bikes up, set up a work bench and organized tools, but we&#8217;ve started messing with a couple bikes. We also scored a couch for the downstairs and as soon as I get the radio working we&#8217;ll be ready to make the shop public.</p>
<p>The plan is to have open shop hours every other week for other volunteers to come and help fix up bikes. Come spring time we&#8217;ll potentially have over 50 bikes to give out to neighborhood kids. I&#8217;m still planning on keeping things very low-key on my end, just giving bikes to kids who I know, but we&#8217;ve talked about partnering with other neighborhood groups to give out bikes through their programs.</p>
<p>Here are some photos:</p>
<p><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike"><img class="UIPhotoGrid_Image" style="background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: white; vertical-align: middle; background-position: initial initial; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #cccccc;" title="Anyone willing to let us park are new mobile bike shop trailer at your house, business, church, ect?????" src="http://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs215.snc1/8217_182327508901_166746708901_3799108_4407178_s.jpg" alt="" /></a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike"><img class="UIPhotoGrid_Image" style="background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: white; vertical-align: middle; background-position: initial initial; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #cccccc;" title="and a close up" src="http://photos-h.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs037.snc3/12438_189093548901_166746708901_3866820_7676140_s.jpg" alt="" /></a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike"><img class="UIPhotoGrid_Image" style="background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: white; vertical-align: middle; background-position: initial initial; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #cccccc;" title="The bike pile, that's about 50 bikes.  Bikes donated courtesy of Sibley Bike Depot" src="http://photos-g.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs017.snc3/12438_189093528901_166746708901_3866818_4419834_s.jpg" alt="" /></a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike"><img class="UIPhotoGrid_Image" style="background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: white; vertical-align: middle; background-position: initial initial; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #3b5998;" title="The complete shop (like the couch on the left? Come by and relax and watch us work)" src="http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs094.snc3/16133_203998373901_166746708901_4036235_1185759_s.jpg" alt="" /></a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike"><img class="UIPhotoGrid_Image" style="background-image: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: white; vertical-align: middle; background-position: initial initial; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #cccccc;" src="http://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs058.snc3/14533_192993868901_166746708901_3907858_4546311_s.jpg" alt="" /></a></p>
<p>And to finish things off, if your on facebook, consider becoming a Fan of the project there as I&#8217;ll be posting more regular updates and pictures as things progress.</p>
<p><script type="text/javascript" src="http://static.ak.connect.facebook.com/js/api_lib/v0.4/FeatureLoader.js.php/en_US"></script><script type="text/javascript">FB.init("add9c8bdc559928995a81c998fb38734");</script><fb:fan profile_id="166746708901" stream="" connections="10" width="300"></fb:fan>
<div style="font-size:8px; padding-left:10px"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/northsidebike">The Northside Bike Project on Facebook</a> </div>
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		<title>Update: Open Letter to Wheaton Selection Committee</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:39:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Last week I posted about an open letter we were gathering signatures for regarding Wheaton&#8217;s hiring of it&#8217;s next college president. This past Sunday, I delivered (via email) an open letter signed by 350 Wheaton alumni. So far I&#8217;ve received a brief email acknowledging they&#8217;ve received the letter:

Mr. Fine &#8212; thank you for sending this official listing to the Presidential Selection Committee with the information on the &#8220;signers&#8221; of the open letter.  The information has been forwarded to the Presidential Selection Committee for their review.
We appreciate your interest and especially ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Last week I posted about <a href="http://wheaton.tryingtofollow.com/">an open letter</a> we were gathering signatures for regarding Wheaton&#8217;s hiring of it&#8217;s next college president. This past Sunday, I delivered (via email) an open letter signed by 350 Wheaton alumni. So far I&#8217;ve received a brief email acknowledging they&#8217;ve received the letter:</p>
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<div>Mr. Fine &#8212; thank you for sending this official listing to the Presidential Selection Committee with the information on the &#8220;signers&#8221; of the open letter.  The information has been forwarded to the Presidential Selection Committee for their review.</div>
<div>We appreciate your interest and especially your continued prayers for this very important process.</div>
<div>Sincerely,</div>
<div>Presidential Selection Committee</div>
<div>Wheaton College</div>
<div><a href="mailto:presidentialselection@wheaton.edu" target="_blank">presidentialselection@wheaton.edu</a></div>
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<div>In the mean time, <a href="http://www.christianitytoday.com/">Christianity Today</a> decided to cover the story on one of their blogs. Here&#8217;s a snippet,</div>
<div><a href="http://blog.christianitytoday.com/women/2009/11/wheaton_students_advocate_for.html">Wheaton Students Advocate for Woman President</a>:</div>
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<p>Mimi Barnard, <span>CCCU</span>’s vice president for professional development and research, provided Her.meneutics more recent statistics. As of fall 2008, the gender ratio among all senior administrators at <span>CCCU </span>schools was 86 percent male, 14 percent female, compared with a 55/45 percent ratio among all <span>U.S. </span>colleges and universities.</div>
<div>Further, 5 percent of <span>CCCU </span>schools are now led by women&#8230;</div>
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<div>The Wheaton Record (the school&#8217;s print paper) will also be covering the story this Friday. I&#8217;ll try and post that article here as well. What I&#8217;ve really enjoyed seeing is the conversation this has created and more specifically some of the great thoughts I&#8217;ve heard from others. Here is one comment from the blog post above that I found interesting:</div>
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<blockquote><p>The sad fallacy of this article is that the school must trade off excellence in favor of diversity. That&#8217;s just nonsense. Even for a position as prestigious as president of Wheaton College, there will be more than a few candidates who are fully qualified for the position. Each will bring a couple of unique &#8220;extras&#8221; to the table. One&#8217;s area of scholarship might be a more currently &#8220;hot&#8221; topic. One might have exceptional skills in fundraising at a time when that is paramount. One might have exceptional interpersonal skills at a time when faculty reorganization is paramount. One might bring gender or ethnic diversity at a time when that has been lacking.</p>
<p>These things should be considered as bonus points in favor of one candidate or another and one bonus point may be more important one year than another. Given the current abysmal diversity statistics, it seems reasonable that on this go-round, seing gender or ethnic diversity (among candidates who are ALL fully qualified) as a more important bonus does not seem to be any more immoral or unfair than favoring an exceptional fundraiser at another time.</p>
<p>The view that diversity should NEVER be considered is to completely devalue the different voices that non-white-male people bring to any enterprise. Of course white men can teach diversity, but there is a qualitative difference for the student body when the faculty actually reflect what is taught about the worth of ALL of God&#8217;s children.</p></blockquote>
<p>The letter is still open for signing. Regardless of what happens with the presidential selection, this letter and signers will stand as an accountability check on the process and a statement of our collective commitments and values.</p></div>
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		<title>Encouraging Diversity of Candidates for Wheaton Presidency</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 13:42:39 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The following open letter has been signed by 90+ Wheaton alum since Friday evening, and you can sign it as well here.
Dear Wheaton Presidential Selection Committee,As an academic institution and as a Christian community, Wheaton recognizes the importance of diversity and has acted successfully on it. The selection committee, chosen to help select the next Wheaton president, also recognizes the importance of diversity and includes this as part of its &#8220;Commitment&#8221; section in the concise &#8220;qualifications desired&#8221;:
To champion ethnic, economic, and gender diversityCompared to other academic institutions, the percentage of ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The following open letter has been signed by 90+ Wheaton alum since Friday evening, and you can sign it as well <a href="http://wheaton.tryingtofollow.com/">here</a>.</p>
<blockquote><p>Dear Wheaton Presidential Selection Committee,<br style="line-height: 10px;" /><br style="line-height: 10px;" />As an academic institution and as a Christian community, Wheaton recognizes the importance of diversity and has acted successfully on it. The selection committee, chosen to help select the next Wheaton president, also recognizes the importance of diversity and includes this as part of its &#8220;Commitment&#8221; section in the concise &#8220;qualifications desired&#8221;:</p>
<p>To champion ethnic, economic, and gender diversityCompared to other academic institutions, the percentage of white and male Christian college presidents in the CCCU is much higher than in their secular counterparts (currently there are no minority CCCU presidents and only 2% female, compared to 12.8% and 21.1% respectively in all national institutions). Wheaton College has had seven presidents over the course of its 150 year history and Litfin began his tenure as Wheaton College&#8217;s seventh white male president in 1993. We should acknowledge that our historical prejudices would probably not have allowed it otherwise, but a lot has changed in the 17 years since Wheaton last had the chance to select a president.<br style="line-height: 10px;" /><br style="line-height: 10px;" />We strongly encourage the committee to search diligently for a female or minority candidate to be in the final pool of candidates. It is not enough to hope that qualified women and minorities will present themselves. Wheaton should make diversity of primary importance in considering the leader of this great academic institution for Christ and His Kingdom.</p></blockquote>
<p>The Selection Committees deadline for applications is next week (Nov. 1st) and so we are trying to gather signatures as quickly as possible. The hope is that this letter will serve as an accountability check on the process, recognizing that diversity isn&#8217;t something we just pay lip service to, but that we actively have to work against some of the systemic discrimination that exist in the system.</p>
<p>After posting this letter on my own facebook page and sending a note out to all my fellow Wheaton alum, I received a rather negative comment about this sort of &#8220;affirmative action&#8221; being &#8220;racist&#8221; and discriminatory. It was a pretty harsh critique, but seeing as the letter had already garnered several signatures in a couple hours, I felt I wasn&#8217;t alone in my beliefs. Before I had time to respond to the comment another friend, Indie, gave this brilliant response that I&#8217;ll include below. I think this comment is a great summary as to why a letter like the above is so important to keeping our &#8220;christian&#8221; institutions accountable.</p>
<blockquote><p>That depends on your definition of qualified. &#8220;Qualified&#8221; has traditionally been defined in a way that excludes the experience of women and minorities. For example, if unpaid volunteer experience is considered to be less than paid experience then by and large women are being excluded because they tend to spend a large amount of their time not working in order to serve others. As a Christian institution, Wheaton should be recruiting leaders based on Christian values. Giving up your income to serve others is very Christlike, but it seldom wins you any fans on the types of boards that choose presidents of universities.</p>
<p>Another thing that might be looked at is where a candidate did his or her course work. Will the committee take into consideration that some candidates were excluded from even attending many schools in the past (including many Christian schools) due to their race?</p>
<p>The biblical precedent for this sort of thing is jubilee. Those who had failed and missed out in the past (due to injustice or their parents or whatever) were given another chance, an equal playing ground. We need to really clearly understand that women and minorities have not been given an equal playing ground and take that into consideration.</p>
<p>The letter simply asks that a minority or woman be in the final pool of candidates. That is not too much to ask. If 50 percent of the final pool is not female, the leaders at Wheaton should be asking themselves long hard questions about the fairness of the system to begin with. Unless they truly believe that women are inferior. In that case they should be upfront about it. Likewise, minorities should be represented in proportion at least to their existence within the Christian community. The fact that we have to be so intentional to make this so points to the systemic unfairness of the system in the first place rather than the unfairness of the request for equal representation.</p></blockquote>
<p>Please consider <a href="http://wheaton.tryingtofollow.com">signing the letter</a> and passing it on to your friends and fellow Wheaton grads and students to sign as well.</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 01:39:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m not usually one to play the salesman role, nor am I one to plan much in advance. However, this year we managed to order some fair-trade (read: Slave Free) mini dark chocolate bars for Halloween. The deal is though that you have to buy in bulk, 888 bars of chocolate for $144, which evens out to 16 cents a bar. And you need to order right now so you have it in time for Halloween. Just do it now and then sell the candy to your friends and neighbors ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://interfaith.equalexchange.com/ProductInfo.aspx?productid=45200"><img class="alignright" title="chocolate" src="http://www.equalexchange.coop/images/stories/products/minikit.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="244" /></a>I&#8217;m not usually one to play the salesman role, nor am I one to plan much in advance. However, this year we managed to order some fair-trade (read: Slave Free) mini dark chocolate bars for Halloween. The deal is though that you have to buy in bulk, 888 bars of chocolate for $144, which evens out to 16 cents a bar. And you need to order right now so you have it in time for Halloween. Just do it now and then sell the candy to your friends and neighbors who probably haven&#8217;t run by the store to stock up on their trick-or-treat handouts either.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.equalexchange.coop/mini-kit">Order Here.</a></p>
<p><a href="http://laborrightsblog.typepad.com/international_labor_right/2009/08/child-trafficking-in-the-cocoa-industry-continues-but-theres-a-new-way-to-take-action.html">Read about child labor in the chocolate Industry here.</a> <a href="http://www.equalexchange.coop/child-labor-in-the-cocoa-industry">and here</a>. <a href="http://globalexchange.org/campaigns/fairtrade/cocoa/background.html">and here</a>.</p>
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The one thing I think about each year when my birthday rolls around is whether or not my life (and the past year) has had a positive impact on those around me. If I&#8217;ve had a positive impact on you let me know and consider doing something intentional …Read More
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<p id="app2318966938_long_cause_desc">The one thing I think about each year when my birthday rolls around is whether or not my life (and the past year) has had a positive impact on those around me.<br />
If I&#8217;ve had a positive impact on you let me know and consider doing something intentional to have a positive impact on others. I&#8217;ve listed 5 things that make up my birthday wishlist for this year. Consider doing one of them and then let me know about it (or not).</p>
<p>1.   Become   a   mentor   (   <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://www.bbbs.org/" target="_blank"> http://www.bbbs.org </a> ,   Kinship,   Bolder   Options)<br />
2.   Eat   Fair   Trade   chocolate   or   give   up   chocolate   for   a   year.   <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://bit.ly/lqC1R" target="_blank"> http://bit.ly/lqC1R </a><br />
3.   Sponsor   a   child   (   <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://www.worldvision.org/" target="_blank"> http://www.worldvision.org/ </a> <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://www.compassion.com/" target="_blank"> http://www.compassion.com </a> )<br />
4. Take a person in need out to a nice dinner or hold a banquet for a larger group <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://bit.ly/2ytjsX" target="_blank"> http://bit.ly/2ytjsX </a><br />
5.   Loan   money   to   someone   through   <a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=2318966938&amp;action_type=3&amp;post_form_id=27869c07fa3a9c50c9f3ae0bd097a8a8&amp;position=3&amp;' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://kiva.org/" target="_blank"> http://kiva.org </a></p>
<p>And if your not comfortable doing any of the things I listed pick something else: bike to work, donate blood, volunteer at a domestic abuse shelter, pay for the persons toll behind you, give all your money away, become an organ donor, adopt a child, give away your nicest coat and don&#8217;t buy a new one, smile.</p>
<p>(Via my <a href="http://apps.facebook.com/causes/birthdays/171926">Birthday Wishlist</a> on Facebook Causes)</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 19:22:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[After discovering John Piper&#8217;s sermons (via a youth leader in my high school youth group), round about my sophomore year, I became a Christian Hedonist. At the time, I did not know what Hedonism was, but learned, via context, that &#8220;Christian Hedonism&#8221; was a bit of a radical/controversial doctrine. Piper sums it up most concisely like this:
&#8220;God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in him.&#8221;
The idea of our &#8220;satisfaction&#8221; being central to life&#8217;s purpose, to &#8216;worship&#8217; and to God was apparently counter to what most religious ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>After discovering John Piper&#8217;s sermons (via a youth leader in my high school youth group), round about my sophomore year, I became a Christian Hedonist. At the time, I did not know what Hedonism was, but learned, via context, that &#8220;Christian Hedonism&#8221; was a bit of a radical/controversial doctrine. Piper sums it up most concisely like this:</p>
<blockquote><p>&#8220;God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in him.&#8221;</p></blockquote>
<p>The idea of our &#8220;satisfaction&#8221; being central to life&#8217;s purpose, to &#8216;worship&#8217; and to God was apparently counter to what most religious people believed. Me, personally, being early in my faith and walk, soaked it up. It seemed to make perfect sense to me, we were created to have pleasure (think: taste buds).  And that quickly, I became a Christian hedonist.</p>
<p>Now, you can read Piper&#8217;s summaries of Christian Hedonism, but for the purpose of this discussion I&#8217;ll try and summarize it in my own words.</p>
<p>Basically, the idea is that following and seeking our intended purpose will lead to the most fulfilling life. Piper believes that our purpose is to glorify God and we do that through following the scripture and mandates laid out in the Bible. So, we are ultimately seeking our own happiness and satisfaction through Biblical calls to &#8220;deny yourself&#8221; and &#8220;love one another&#8221; and give to those in need and so on and so forth.</p>
<p>I think one of the things I connected with so strongly with this view is it is, again, something that most people, regardless of religious background can relate to. We all want to be happy. We all want purpose in life and to fulfill that purpose.  I had discovered this and then sought after it within the context of the Christian faith. And so far, despite faith struggles, I haven&#8217;t found the need or desire to seek it elsewhere.</p>
<p>One of the reason I think I&#8217;ve carried this doctrine or view with me for so long is that I think it had a huge impact on my turning many of my convictions in my early college years. As I read the Bible and began to see with my own eyes so much of this radical love you enemies and care for the poor sorts of commands, I did not hesitate as much as I might have without this Christian Hedonism view. For me, I&#8217;d come to believe following those mandates would lead to the most fulfilling life and so if there was clear and obvious commands like &#8220;love your enemies&#8221; then it was best to follow those.</p>
<p>And that&#8217;s where it leaves me. I know others might find this semi-heretical and still others might find it makes a great argument for ditching Christianity and seeking many other hedonistic routes. I&#8217;d like to hear opinions from all sides. What I wrote above is some reflection on where I have been, I&#8217;m comfortable holding loosely to those views and open to hearing others.</p>
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		<title>Who’s That Yellow Bird? Published in Geez</title>
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		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Each week I walk my two toddlers down the hall at the Children's hospital, past a large statue of an over-stuffed yellow bird and up an elevator to our appointment. Sometimes they point out the "big birdie," other times they don't, it's no more attractive to them than the nearby painting of a moose or the cars they see through the windows of the skyway.
What they don't know yet is that the big bird is, in fact, Big Bird. And though I'm sure someone will soon point it out to them (they've already learned who Elmo is), I'm in no rush to have Big Bird or any other media industry creations become my childrens' branded pals.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-2416" title="Sesame Place by stev.ie" src="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/Sesame-Place-by-stev.ie-225x300.jpg" alt="Sesame Place by stev.ie" width="225" height="300" />Each week I walk my two toddlers down the hall at the Children&#8217;s hospital, past a large statue of an over-stuffed <span>yellow</span> <span>bird</span> and up an elevator to our appointment. Sometimes they point out the &#8220;<span>big</span> birdie,&#8221; other times they don&#8217;t, it&#8217;s no more attractive to them than the nearby painting of a moose or the cars they see through the windows of the skyway.<br />
What they don&#8217;t know yet is that the <span>big</span> <span>bird</span> is, in fact, <span>Big</span> <span>Bird</span>. And though I&#8217;m sure someone will soon point it out to them (they&#8217;ve already learned who Elmo is), I&#8217;m in no rush to have <span>Big</span> <span>Bird</span> or any other media industry creations become my childrens&#8217; branded pals.<br />
What&#8217;s wrong with Sesame Street&#8217;s <span>Big</span> <span>Bird</span>? The show is certainly not as overtly problematic as Power Rangers or Barbie and the characters themselves don&#8217;t bother me particularly much. It&#8217;s all the other places they manage to show up that troubles me.<br />
Grover is selling my kids diapers, Oscar is peddling fruit snacks, <span>Big</span> <span>Bird</span> is pimping shoes and Snuffleupagus . . . don&#8217;t get me started on Snuffleupagus. Licensing characters is a multi-billion dollar industry and although Sesame Street is not the worst offender, they milked Elmo for all they could when he became a smash hit in 1996 as a &#8220;tickle me&#8221; plush toy. Sesame Street is still a non-profit with support from the government and &#8220;viewers like you,&#8221; but 68 percent of it&#8217;s revenue comes from licensing.<br />
An estimated $15 billion dollars is spent each year marketing to children under the age of 18 in the United States. That&#8217;s roughly $200 per child.<br />
Using Elmo to sell my kid juice boxes isn’t the same as marketing to adults. Young children don’t understand the dynamics of persuasion. They don’t understand that the smiling kids on the commercial are paid actors following an elaborate script with the sole purpose of making little viewers want a product. They don’t understand that when their favourite character is munching on junk food that it’s a deceptive scheme, not an honest opinion. Kids think they&#8217;re watching Saturday morning cartoons, but to marketing execs the shows are &#8220;Program Length Commercials.&#8221;<br />
Like most kids, I too grew up on these Saturday morning infomercials – Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, He-Man and Strawberry Shortcake. Though I turned out okay, as they say, I think I would have been better off with out them. I would have been less demanding of my parents and wouldn&#8217;t have spent the better part of my childhood being sold to. I don&#8217;t want my children to be victims of the deception</p>
<p>So when we pass the <span>big</span> <span>yellow</span> <span>bird</span> at the Children&#8217;s hospital next week, we might say hello but he&#8217;s not going to get any special treatment.</p>
<p>(This article was published in the summer issue of <a href="http://geezmagazine.org">Geez Magazine</a>, a rough draft had previously been posted on this site, but I realized I had not posted the final version for your viewing pleasure. Hope you enjoyed.)</p>
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		<title>A Sermon Discussion: Did Christ Die For Us Or For God?</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2009 19:45:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I intended to put a lot more time into this post then I have. I was also hoping for some dialog with others pre-writing to get my thoughts stirring, but neither of those two things happened, and I promised you readers I’d get something up, so here goes (how’s that for a lame preface)
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Last week, I suggested listening to this sermon, Did Christ Die For Us or for God?, by John Piper. It was one of the foundational sermons in my early faith development and something I had not really ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I intended to put a lot more time into this post then I have. I was also hoping for some dialog with others pre-writing to get my thoughts stirring, but neither of those two things happened, and I promised you readers I’d get something up, so here goes (how’s that for a lame preface)</p>
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<p>Last week, I <a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2009/09/24/a-sermon-and-a-discussion/">suggested</a> listening to this sermon, <a href="http://www.box.net/shared/a7uvieo2ay">Did Christ Die For Us or for God</a>?, by John Piper. It was one of the foundational sermons in my early faith development and something I had not really gone back to reflect on in several years. Listening to it this past couple weeks I found I could still quote much of it verbatim, which gives you an idea of how much I’ve listened to it. So, for those who have and haven’t here is an ever so brief summary.</p>
<p>SPOILER ALERT: The answer to the sermon title is “for God.”</p>
<blockquote><p>Summary:</p>
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<li>Secular Mindset: Man is at the center of the universe vs. Biblical Mindset: God is the most absolute reality. </li>
<li>“Is the basic riddle of the universe how to preserve man&#8217;s rights and solve his problems (say, the problem of suffering)?” “How shall God be known in the fullness of his personhood and glory?” </li>
<li>Jesus Christ was a sacrifice of atonement to show God’s righteousness, “because in his divine forbearance he had passed over the sins previously committed.” (Romans 3:25) </li>
<li>“All sin is a preference for the fleeting pleasures of the world over the everlasting joy of God&#8217;s fellowship.”</li>
<li>“God would <em>be</em> unrighteous if he passed over sins as though the value of his glory were nothing.”</li>
<li>But, how can self-exaltation be an act of love? “God&#8217;s self-exaltation is loving, because it preserves for us and offers to us the only all-satisfying Object of desire in the universe &#8211; the all-glorious, all-righteous God.”</li>
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<p align="right">(quotes pulled from <a href="http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/Articles/ByDate/1995/1541_Did_Christ_Die_for_Us_or_for_God/">this transcript</a>)</p>
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<p>That is an ever so brief summary. Now let me breakdown a couple things that I <em>think</em> have really had an impact on me.</p>
<p>&#160;</p>
<p>First of all, I really resonated with Piper’s explanation of mindsets, because I don’t think it has to assume you believe in the Bible (the catch 22 of many apologetic arguments). <em>If</em> a creator exist, then it would be fair to argue The Creator has the ultimate rights in the universe, not the creation. That does not, for me, have the terrible implications some people see in believing in God (that of an angry supreme being eager to wreck havoc on the earth for no reason). I think it simply settled in my mind that, if I believe in a Creator (which I do), then that creator should be considered in your worldview (rather bland explanation).</p>
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<p>Two, and I think this is the main thing I’d like to get at, I think Christ’s death and sacrifice make sense as a “vindication of God’s righteousness.” The explanation used in the sermon is that say someone tried to assassinate the president, was stopped at the last second, apologized, and where then let go, scot free. What would that say about how much we value our president? God would not be a righteous God if there was not some sort of payment for the wrong doing we humans have done (and continue to do, myself included). See, God was already being a loving God by forgiving wrongdoings (like King David), but, unless there was some form of payment (like a sentence served in the above example), God would be unjust. Thus, Christ life and death was an act to vindicate God’s righteousness. </p>
<p>&#160;</p>
<p>Now what does that all mean for me? Even after writing it, I’m not totally sure. I didn’t find in revisiting the sermon and the theological points or anything else, that I was uncomfortable with the theology or points put forward. Maybe there are things that should make me uncomfortable, maybe not. I do think my above two paragraph sound a lot more evangelistic and typical “gospel presentation” then I intended. </p>
<p>&#160;</p>
<p>The reason for doing this though was to allow for dialog. So please, take a minute after reading to lend your insight as well. Push back if you have a thought. Lend an encouraging or corrective word if you have it. Add further insight you came across. I can’t find the second sermon tape, but I’ll do my best to talk about the next topic next week: Christian Hedonism. Peace.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[In preparation for a post I intend to write next week, I&#8217;ve been listening to one of two John Piper sermons that have been quite foundational in my early formative faith/theology years (sophomore and junior year of high school). The sermons are from a Passion Conference, which was an annual college student conference focused around bringing students together toward a shared evangelistic and missional call (this is my own summary). I did not attend, but received the tapes from a leader in the youth group I was attending. The two ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In preparation for a post I intend to write next week, I&#8217;ve been listening to one of two John Piper sermons that have been quite foundational in my early formative faith/theology years (sophomore and junior year of high school). The sermons are from a Passion Conference, which was an annual college student conference focused around bringing students together toward a shared evangelistic and missional call (this is my own summary). I did not attend, but received the tapes from a leader in the youth group I was attending. The two Piper sermons resonated with me and I listened to them many times over the next several years. I&#8217;ve since lost my copies of the tapes and my search to recover audio from one of the two sermons has been futile. I do have the first sermon though, which I will link to below and ask that you try and find the time to listen to it before the weekend is over.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s a 40 minute sermon entitled: <a href="http://www.box.net/shared/a7uvieo2ay">Did Christ Die For Us Or For God?</a></p>
<p>If you&#8217;ve listened or read much of John Piper&#8217;s theological stances, you might know some of what he talks about in the sermon. Maybe you&#8217;ll just need to skim it to get the main points. Anyways, my hope is that you&#8217;ll listen to it and provide your input and feedback in the comment section below. My hope is that regardless of how you feel about Piper, you&#8217;ll put that aside to simply listen to the sermon and converse with me about it.</p>
<p>I will be posting some of my thoughts and reflections next week, but I want to open up the discussion in hopes of bringing further thoughts out to help me reflect on it and what about this sermons I&#8217;ve found so shaping. Please, chime in with questions or comments.</p>
<p>(P.S. This is not an endorsement of John Piper or his theology. This is part of <a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2009/09/16/revisiting-what-i-believe/">a series</a> of posts of mine reflecting on those sermons, books, etc that were foundational in my early theology and my attempt to revisit those tenants. For better or worse, I credit Piper for impacting much of my foundational theology, I&#8217;ve also <a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2009/08/24/john-pipers-tornado-exaggerations-and-doubts/">harshly criticized</a> him on this blog.)</p>
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		<title>Trying To Follow…Who?</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Sep 2009 09:16:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If I did musical intros to my blog posts, the one for this post would be Bob Dylan&#8217;s, Gotta Serve Somebody. I&#8217;m not quite sure when I chose this title for my blog or mantra for my life, but as time goes on I find myself more and more comfortable with it. I think the question that it immediately evokes is: who? Who am I trying to follow?
Several years ago, that answer would have been staunchly black and white. I am following Jesus, the God of the Bible and no ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>If I did musical intros to my blog posts, the one for this post would be Bob Dylan&#8217;s, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqxW6E24Jh8">Gotta Serve Somebody</a>. I&#8217;m not quite sure when I chose this title for my blog or mantra for my life, but as time goes on I find myself more and more comfortable with it. I think the question that it immediately evokes is: who? Who am I trying to follow?</p>
<p>Several years ago, that answer would have been staunchly black and white. I am following Jesus, the God of the Bible and no one and nothing else. &#8220;Let us fix our eyes on Jesus&#8230;and run with perseverance&#8230;&#8221; Back then though, I probably wouldn&#8217;t have used the word &#8220;trying&#8221;, it&#8217;s too wishy-washy, too uncommitted. The songs sung in church never have the ambiguity of &#8220;trying&#8221; they are steadfast commitments, battle cries and no compromise allegiances. Most of that&#8217;s not bad, positive self-talk certainly has it&#8217;s place, but somewhere along the way I found it fairly disingenuous to be singing those types of words. I wasn&#8217;t really following Jesus, not most of the time anyways.</p>
<p>Nowadays, I&#8217;m quite happy with just trying to follow. I don&#8217;t have aspirations to be a leader, I&#8217;m going to just stick with doing my best at following. And, I&#8217;m going to be honest about my lack of resolve and commitment, I&#8217;m gonna &#8220;try&#8221; that&#8217;s the most I can offer and I&#8217;m okay with that.</p>
<p>As to the who, I still use this line sometimes:  &#8220;I once read the words of a man who said, &#8220;Follow me,&#8221; and I&#8217;ve been on that journey ever since.&#8221; That is definitely a reference to Jesus and his teachings, which I&#8217;d still consider the primary path I&#8217;m trying to follow. I&#8217;ve found nothing more fascinating and life-changingly radical then the philosophies and teachings I&#8217;ve seen in Jesus&#8217; words, that&#8217;s just the honest truth. At the same time, along my journey there have been other mentors whose wisdom and lives I&#8217;ve found inspiring, Gandhi, Mother Teresa, MLK, Dorothy Day. I&#8217;ve also found I don&#8217;t need to completely agree with someone to find wisdom and encouragement in their teachings. Greg Boyd and John Piper have both been largely influential in my theology and yet they appear to be each others archnemesis.</p>
<p>Trying to follow means taking this humble journey one step at a time. Being okay with making mistakes, being wrong, needing to turn around, or seeking further wisdom on the path. It means no one person might have all the answers, that maybe there is kernels of truth lying in many. And it means not being too stubborn to think your going to lead the way on your own. We all know, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqxW6E24Jh8">you&#8217;ve gotta serve somebody</a>.</p>
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		<title>Revisiting What I Believe</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2009 08:38:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A series of occurrences recently have caused me to really want to revisit some of my basic beliefs that probably formed sometime in high school and beginning of college. It&#8217;s interesting that much of my spiritual growth and understanding of my faith came about over 10 years ago when I was in high school. And it was during that time that I think I formed some of the sort of root theological views that I had and have continued to hold or ascribe to for several years. What&#8217;s interesting is ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A series of occurrences recently have caused me to really want to revisit some of my basic beliefs that probably formed sometime in high school and beginning of college. It&#8217;s interesting that much of my spiritual growth and understanding of my faith came about over 10 years ago when I was in high school. And it was during that time that I think I formed some of the sort of root theological views that I had and have continued to hold or ascribe to for several years. What&#8217;s interesting is that much of it hasn&#8217;t been called into question or changed despite many of my changing beliefs on social issues, politics, daily lifestyle choices, etc.</p>
<p>So, I&#8217;d like to start writing about these things and share them with you here. I&#8217;m not sure if these old beliefs I&#8217;ll dig up from the back of my brain have simply line dormant and unused or if they silently serve as the very foundation upon which much of my other thoughts are formed. We&#8217;ll find out. I might even get around to writing a post explaining the long held title of this blog.</p>
<p>I ask this of you in return, if you are going to come back and read what I write. Be gracious, but feel free to critique or call out what you see as off or misguided. I might very well share things I believe, that I&#8217;ll decide shortly after I don&#8217;t really believe at all, please give me room to grow and change and make mistakes. And I ask if you do read, please don&#8217;t be a silent participant. Dialog with me, be willing to share your own thoughts, be open to your own mistakes. Not sure this final disclaimer was necessary, my post might end up being underwhelming, but at least we prepared for something potentially bigger.</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 14 Sep 2009 19:38:59 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[With the hallabaloo last week of Obama speaking to school children and then the Health Care debates and townhall&#8217;s and speeches, it was hard not to get a little caught up in the happenings. The reality is I&#8217;ve checked out a bit on the national political ruckus, there just seemed to be too much yelling for me to keep my head on straight.  It struck me that next week will mark 8 months in to the Democrat ruled White House, which seems like a relatively short amount of time to ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>With the hallabaloo last week of Obama speaking to school children and then the Health Care debates and townhall&#8217;s and speeches, it was hard not to get a little caught up in the happenings. The reality is I&#8217;ve checked out a bit on the national political ruckus, there just seemed to be too much yelling for me to keep my head on straight.  It struck me that next week will mark 8 months in to the Democrat ruled White House, which seems like a relatively short amount of time to form such a strong opinion of folks. It took me a good 3 1/2 years to go from a Bush supporter to a governmental dissenter.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t think political maneuvering and government are the way to get things done, though I do think are collective organizing and resources (i.e. government) for all it&#8217;s flaws can definitely be a tool to address community needs. I do find it useful when the fire department shows up to put our a fire, and when I check out books from my local library, and when we bike on the paths all over the city. I don&#8217;t like it when our collective funds are used to purchase weapons of war and kill women and children.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s really the end of my train of thought here. I think there are plenty of reasons to engage in politics and write your congress (here&#8217;s <a href="http://humantrafficking.change.org/blog/view/department_of_labor_releases_list_of_slave-made_goods">one</a>). The reason I didn&#8217;t want this to be a political post is that I&#8217;d love to see those who trumpet their religious values (on both sides of the aisle) to start presenting real non-governmental solutions and ideas that uphold and live out the values they (we) claim.</p>
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		<title>A Birthday Banquet?</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 09 Sep 2009 09:11:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[My birthday is coming up in less then a month. I don’t often make much of my birthday. I don’t really like getting gifts and have for years (without much success) asked those who wanted to get me something to donate to a cause instead. If I ask anything, it’s been for others to share with me how I’ve had a positive impact on their lives, that’s about it.
I’m not sure I’ll change that routine, but I’ve had an idea brewing for about a year and figured I’d just share ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-2491" title="banquet" src="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/banquet-199x300.jpg" alt="banquet" width="199" height="300" />My birthday is coming up in less then a month. I don’t often make much of my birthday. I don’t really like getting gifts and have for years (without much success) asked those who wanted to get me something to donate to a cause instead. If I ask anything, it’s been for others to share with me how I’ve had a positive impact on their lives, that’s about it.</p>
<p>I’m not sure I’ll change that routine, but I’ve had an idea brewing for about a year and figured I’d just share it here. Thanks to <a href="http://apps.facebook.com/causes/birthdays/">Facebook</a> and other <a href="http://mycharitywater.org/">social</a> sites, I’ve had close friends and mere acquaintances use their birthday’s as a chance to fundraise for a cause of their choice. It’s been fun to see that and I’d like to encourage it to continue as an alternative to further consumption.</p>
<p>My idea is a bit different, and it’s inspired by this passage:</p>
<blockquote><p>Then Jesus said to his host, “When you give a luncheon or dinner, do not invite your friends, your brothers or relatives, or your rich neighbors; if you do, they may invite you back and so you will be repaid. But when you give a banquet, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind, and you will be blessed. <a href="http://niv.scripturetext.com/luke/14.htm">(Luke 14:12-14</a>)</p></blockquote>
<p>Though I’m not positive what to make of Jesus’ statement or following parable, I do think he meant it more literally then figuratively. And so I find it quite sad that 2000 years later, many “christ-followers” (myself included) seem far from following anything close to that statement of Jesus.</p>
<p>What if my birthday was a big banquet with those who couldn’t repay me? What if my birthday wish was for others to consider Christ words and hold their own banquets? Maybe it’s a reservation at a restaurant, maybe a meal at your home, or a party in the park. I’m not quite sure, I’d just think a great birthday wish would be for us to take Jesus’ words and “crazy ideas” a little more seriously. That’s my birthday wish.</p>
<p>[<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/15923063@N00/2069104457">photo credit</a>]</p>
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		<title>YouTubesday: Know Who You Are</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Sep 2009 09:27:33 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m planning on posting just one video on YouTubesday, sometimes writing a brief thought of my own in response to the video, and encouraging others to do the same. I&#8217;ve found YouTubesday is one of my most popular series (and only really ongoing one) on the blog, but it&#8217;s often the least commented on. Here&#8217;s to opening the Conversation.
Know Who You Are (2 minutes long) via

This is the line that struck me the most: 
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m planning on posting just one video on YouTubesday, sometimes writing a brief thought of my own in response to the video, and encouraging others to do the same. I&#8217;ve found YouTubesday is one of my most popular series (and only really ongoing one) on the blog, but it&#8217;s often the least commented on. Here&#8217;s to opening the Conversation.</p>
<p><a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2009/09/08/youtubesday-know-who-you-are/">Know Who You Are</a> (2 minutes long) <a href="http://escapingbabylon.com/?p=1234">via</a><br />
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<p>This is the line that struck me the most: </p>
<blockquote><p>“If I have a missionary who comes to me and says, ‘I have no culture,’ I’m terrified of him because they’re going to think that the way they do things is the Christian way.”</p></blockquote>
<p>This hints at the reason that discussing race (and racism) in the church is so important. If we act like race and culture is a non-issue, then we are most likely maintaining the dominate race and culture as the norm, and there is a great danger in that.</p>
<p>What struck you?</p>
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		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Last summer, I was walking around the block with my daughter when one of the neighborhood kids came up to me, &#8220;do you have a wrench?&#8221; I sure did, so I grabbed my wrench and we walked over to see what the fix-it project was. Turns out the kid was swapping some stuff on some bikes so he&#8217;d have something to ride. I assessed the situation and said:
&#8220;Actually, what you need is a chain tool.&#8221; I ran inside and grabbed my small handy little device for removing a bike chain. ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Last summer, I was walking around the block with my daughter when one of the neighborhood kids came up to me, &#8220;do you have a wrench?&#8221; I sure did, so I grabbed my wrench and we walked over to see what the fix-it project was. Turns out the kid was swapping some stuff on some bikes so he&#8217;d have something to ride. I assessed the situation and said:</p>
<p>&#8220;Actually, what you need is a chain tool.&#8221; I ran inside and grabbed my small handy little device for removing a bike chain. When I came out and showed the kids how to use it, I was instantly transformed from that random neighbor who walks around with his kid all the time to The Bike Guy (I&#8217;d like to think of it as on par with super hero status).  Soon, I had neighborhood kids coming over all the time to make adjustments and patch tires. We&#8217;d sit on the porch together and I&#8217;d show them some of the basics (I honestly don&#8217;t know all that much myself).</p>
<p>Fast forward to this summer, We have a growing pile of dismantled bikes in our backyard, the kids are still knocking on the door daily asking to use tools, I even bought a few thrift store bikes and gave them away, flats are still a regular repair&#8230;and then my bike pump broke. I&#8217;d had some ideas brewing for a while, but now with the need to dig up some money for some new tools, I decided to put them into action.</p>
<p>I got approval for a neighborhood block grant to organize a community &#8220;bike safety&#8221; event to give youth bike locks, and then I&#8217;ll also use grant money to purchase a set of tools and a whole stockpile of patches, tubes and more. And recently, I&#8217;ve been talking about Eli about what a northside bike project might look like.</p>
<p>I have a small vision right now: Ensuring every kid in my neighborhood, that wants one, has a bike and a lock. Hopefully along the way we can teach some basic bike maintenance, build some relationships, and have some fun. Interested in getting involved? Let me know.</p>
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		<title>You Wouldn’t Believe What I almost Ate</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Sep 2009 09:08:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was a typical afternoon with the kiddos yesterday. I was scrambling to make dinner and clean the house while catering to their every need. Adyra wanted a piece of bread, which promptly meant Bret wanted one too. He remembered our PB&#38;J from lunch and requested it again, which Adyra in turn requested as well. So, I’m smearing the Peanut Butter (creamy, sorry mom &#38; dad), when Adyra comes over, arm outstretched, a little whiny. 
Ironically, my children are a bit of clean freaks. Adyra’s never really liked finger painting ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It was a typical afternoon with the kiddos yesterday. I was scrambling to make dinner and clean the house while catering to their every need. Adyra wanted a piece of bread, which promptly meant Bret wanted one too. He remembered our PB&amp;J from lunch and requested it again, which Adyra in turn requested as well. So, I’m smearing the Peanut Butter (creamy, sorry mom &amp; dad), when Adyra comes over, arm outstretched, a little whiny. </p>
<p>Ironically, my children are a bit of clean freaks. Adyra’s never really liked finger painting or anything else that gets your hands icky, like getting peanut butter on them. Occasionally, when they are eating, they’ll stick their grubby hand out and I’ll wipe or grab and sometimes eat the yogurt or kiwi or food in question. So, when she sticks out her fingers yesterday, I naturally lean down to wipe them off, seeing the brown peanut butter substance. I’m getting ready to just lick it off my fingers when in a split second a smell hits my nostrils and I realize, Adyra’s Peanut Butter sandwich is still on the counter.</p>
<p>I almost ate my daughter’s poo! Now that’s disgusting. Apparently, and this is a first for her, she decided to stick her hand in the back of her diaper and check out the results. Why she neglected to tell me that when she innocently stuck them out there is beyond me, but fortunately that creamy nutty-colored poop stunk like the dickens, otherwise this story would have had a much worse ending.</p>
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		<title>On My Way to 10,000 Hours</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2009 08:53:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Monday&#8217;s are my blog reading day, I go through all the posts in my reader and tag ones to come back to, skim most and respond to others. One post mentioned Gladwell&#8217;s book, Outliers, which I read last year and his premise that &#8220;Becoming a superstar takes about 10,000 hours of hard work.&#8221; And just like that, I decided I needed to start blogging again. I took a break earlier this summer to focus on a few other projects. Though I did concentrate my energy elsewhere, I still wasted enough ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Monday&#8217;s are my blog reading day, I go through all the posts in my reader and tag ones to come back to, skim most and respond to others. <a href="http://biscotti_brain.blogspot.com/2009/08/summer-of-rediscovering-my-life-15.html">One</a> post mentioned Gladwell&#8217;s book, <a href="http://tryingtofollow.com/2008/12/19/book-review-outliers-by-malcolm-gladwell/">Outliers</a>, which I read last year and his <a href="http://sethgodin.typepad.com/seths_blog/2008/12/10000-hours.html">premise</a> that &#8220;Becoming a superstar takes about 10,000 hours of hard work.&#8221; And just like that, I decided I needed to start blogging again. I took a break earlier this summer to focus on a few other projects. Though I did concentrate my energy elsewhere, I still wasted enough time in the day to day that I could have been writing.</p>
<p>So, here I am, back with some daily posting. The reality is that I enjoy writing, if only because it helps me process my thoughts. I feel I frequently find myself saying that I&#8217;m not a very good writer, but that I tend to say things I don&#8217;t see being said. So, until someone comes around and starts saying these things more eluquently then I (which wouldn&#8217;t be hard), I&#8217;m going to keep saying them. And that&#8217;s true. At the same time, I find that each day that I write I&#8217;m slowly refining my craft and becoming a better writer. Maybe not great, but better.</p>
<p>It might not be till I&#8217;m fifty, but if I keep writing on a daily basis, I&#8217;ll hit my 10,000 hours of writing in plenty of time to share that skill with others afterward. Here&#8217;s to trucking toward 10,000.</p>
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		<title>John Piper’s Tornado: Exaggerations and Doubts</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 24 Aug 2009 08:59:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If you haven't heard, John Piper's god sent a tornado through downtown Minneapolis last week to tell Lutheran's not to let gay people become pastors.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-2469" title="heart_tornado" src="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/heart_tornado-300x253.jpg" alt="heart_tornado" width="300" height="253" />If you haven&#8217;t heard, <a href="http://www.desiringgod.org/Blog/1965_the_tornado_the_lutherans_and_homosexuality/">John Piper&#8217;s</a> god sent a tornado through downtown Minneapolis last week to tell Lutheran&#8217;s not to let gay people become pastors. Let me clarify two things before I get to what this incident rose in my mind: 1) I do not agree with Piper at all on this, 2) Piper&#8217;s sermons and books were instrumental in my early faith growth and I have a great deal of respect for him. But on to what I want to write about: exaggerations and doubts.</p>
<p>Piper&#8217;s view of this tornado was, at best, an exaggeration (there&#8217;s probably a better term [and a whole lot of much harsher ones], but I&#8217;m using this one). There are hundreds of tornados a year and to point out this minor one, which happened to damage the steeple of a church, the hand of God seems like a stretch to me. There are a lot of people who believe in christianity and in God doing miracles and speaking through the natural realm even today. I think you could draw a spectrum from &#8220;no miracles&#8221; to &#8220;everything that happens is a message from god&#8221; and most people fall somewhere along that spectrum. I could be wrong, but I bet most folks, even some of the more charismatic types, would see Piper&#8217;s tornado as an exaggeration.</p>
<p>Now, anyone whose picked up and read a bible, or heard some of the stories, knows there are a lot of crazy miracle/hand-of-God type things in there: Moses parts the Red Sea, God floods the earth, Jesus heals people&#8217;s sicknesses and diseases, the walls of Jericho crumble. Christians tend to take those stories at face value, if you believe in a super-natural God there&#8217;s no reason those things couldn&#8217;t have actually happened just as they&#8217;re written. Other folks see the bible as a mythical story, maybe based on actual history, similar to many others told of gods and goddesses and their interaction with the natural world. They see it as best an exaggeration. One example of this division I can think of Moses parting the Red Sea. You&#8217;ve maybe hard something similar: &#8220;Some scholars believe that it was actually &#8220;Reed Sea&#8221; not Red Sea, just knee deep and that&#8217;s how the Israelites were able to cross it.&#8221; And someone will respond, &#8220;But if that&#8217;s the case, then isn&#8217;t it a miracle that the entire Egyptian army drown in knee deep water!&#8221; One group believes God is at work and attributes miraculous acts to God. The other group believes devout followers exaggerate natural events as miracles for their fictitious deity.</p>
<p>For several years, I&#8217;ve counted myself in the God does miracles camp. I believe some sort of super-natural being exists and I see no reason to believe that being couldn&#8217;t do super-natural miracles. So, I&#8217;ve read the Bible and had no problem assuming those stories could have actually happened, just as they&#8217;re written. Over the years, I&#8217;ve had my doubts about God and faith and a great many things, but I never spent much time debating the validity of the miracles recorded. If God exists, I don&#8217;t see any reason they couldn&#8217;t be true; if God doesn&#8217;t exist, there&#8217;s a good chance they aren&#8217;t true.</p>
<p>Enter Piper&#8217;s Tornado. <strong>If John Piper, a devout, respected, faithful, bible-reading-and-believing pastor can equate a tornado damaging a church with the hand of God, how many of the devout followers of God in the Bible exaggerated the stories and miracles they wrote about?</strong></p>
<p>This conclusion didn&#8217;t shake up my own faith, I&#8217;ve heard enough of these sorts of declarations from <a href="http://www.godhatesfags.com">others</a>, but I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s a good testimony to the evangelism Piper claims to be about.</p>
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		<title>The Church of Derek Webb</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 09:17:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Over the last few years, one consistent 'pastoral' voice in my life has been the music and lyrics of Derek Webb.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright size-full wp-image-2465" title="derekwebb" src="http://tryingtofollow.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/Picture-1.png" alt="derekwebb" width="197" height="196" />Over the last few years, one consistent &#8216;pastoral&#8217; voice in my life has been the music and lyrics of Derek Webb. Derek used to play with Caedmon&#8217;s Call, a band I was introduced to and thoroughly enjoyed during my high school years. Several years back Webb started doing his own solo albums, all of which have been great, but the last three of which have spoken words of encouragement, conviction and compassion into my life.</p>
<p>Most of his lyrics these days would be considered too political, too controversial, or too explicit for most churches, he doesn&#8217;t seem to be getting invited to many christian concerts or worship services either. But, if he had a church, I&#8217;d go to it.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve struggled a lot with faith over the last nine years, and amidst that struggle I&#8217;ve grown a lot in my awareness of the world, my understanding of the Bible and what Jesus said and did while he walked the earth. I find myself in this mysterious place, trying to reconcile my beliefs and values that I have now with the faith I still believe in, but that looks nothing like the faith I embraced in high school and still see so many embracing today. Derek Webb&#8217;s music has been a saving grace in my life, speaking in lyrics and melody, the beautiful ways my faith and values align.</p>
<p>You should seriously just listen to all his stuff, like now. Here&#8217;s a whole album for free: <a href="http://www.box.net/shared/lgg1uf7t29">Mockingbird</a>. And here&#8217;s a five set playlist for you to listen to right now of some of my favorites:</p>
<ol>
<li><a href="http://www.box.net/shared/lh5pyb2og5" target="_blank">Rich Young Ruler</a></li>
<li><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZgZD91T5-4" target="_blank">This Too Shall Be Made Right</a></li>
<li><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KC0j6FTg1xU">What Matters More</a></li>
<li><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1p00ASxejlE">Savior on Capitol Hill</a></li>
<li><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvQRd7D9BDM">Wedding Dress</a></li>
</ol>
<p>Seriously, if you want more I&#8217;ll send you a nice personal mix.</p>
<p>*Webb would not like this post title I don&#8217;t think. He said this in an interview about his newest album:</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t go into records thinking, &#8216;OK what am I going to go after this time, what big controversy am I going to stir.&#8217; These just happen to be the things that occupy my mind. I don&#8217;t know how else to say it. And as an artist, the resources that I have to tell my story, to communicate to people what I see when I look at the world, are melody and lyrics and rhythm. And I try to do that. I don&#8217;t do it intentionally to be provocative, I don&#8217;t do it intentionally to be a leader or communicate a message. I really don&#8217;t. I&#8217;m literally just a person trying to live my life and do my job. Lord knows, there are easier ways to sell records than this.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>While You Were Out…</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 20:31:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ariah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve only written 4 blog post in the last month and a half, but it doesn&#8217;t seem like you missed it too much. The break, which I have every intention of continuing in some form or fashion, has been beneficial. I&#8217;ve focused my energy a little more and cut back where I could. At the same time, I didn&#8217;t replace blogging with other writing, which is what I had fully intended to do. Honestly, some of my time was just squandered away playing a ridiculous flash game that will remain ...]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve only written 4 blog post in the last month and a half, but it doesn&#8217;t seem like you missed it too much. The break, which I have every intention of continuing in some form or fashion, has been beneficial. I&#8217;ve focused my energy a little more and cut back where I could. At the same time, I didn&#8217;t replace blogging with other writing, which is what I had fully intended to do. Honestly, some of my time was just squandered away playing a ridiculous flash game that will remain unnamed.</p>
<p>Here&#8217;s some of what I&#8217;ve been working on lately and what&#8217;s been on my mind:</p>
<ul>
<li><a href="http://insidenorthside.org">InsideNorthside.org</a> is the project I&#8217;ve been contributing most of my energy to over the past month. I&#8217;ve carved out a few hours a week to meet with people and organizations in the neighborhood to try and spread the word about the effort. It&#8217;s basically an encyclopedia (built of the wikipedia model of user contributions) for North Minneapolis. I&#8217;ve met with some great organizations, our council person and even the mayor. My plan is to spend maybe another month to try and spread the word and hopefully &#8220;sell&#8221; folks on the idea. People are very receptive of the idea, but very few people have actually made contributions. Anyways, that&#8217;s where most of my free time has gone.</li>
<li>Summer has meant a lot more time outside with the kiddos, parks, bike rides, libraries, you name it. Add a couple recent road trips and it&#8217;s wound up being a busy summer.</li>
<li>I started reading again, after about a 6 month break without finishing a single book. Recently I&#8217;ve read: Work Hard. Be Nice. which is about KIPP Academy a very successful charter school; The Glass Castle, a memior; Finding an Unseen God, reflections of a former athiest; and  maybe one or two others I can&#8217;t remember right now.</li>
</ul>
<p>And of course now the kids are waking up, so my time here is almost done. My current plan is to write one short thoughtful blog post a week, probably following a certain topic or train of thought (consistently is the plan). So, help me choose the first topic thread to begin with:</p>
<ul>
<li>money and finances</li>
<li>church</li>
<li>parenting</li>
<li>neighborhood and community</li>
</ul>
<p>Or if you&#8217;ve got something else you think I might like discussing leave a suggestion.</p>
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