fluxtuation

shutdown

dfcloud — Sat, 31 Jul 2010 15:28:13 +0000

everything will end. so does this blog.

than just

dfcloud — Thu, 22 Jul 2010 22:26:57 +0000

nothing more than just
an unknown entity
a foreign attribute
a lesser shadow
an afterthought

a change

dfcloud — Thu, 22 Jul 2010 05:17:53 +0000

degradation in quality of life
a change in obsession

its just

dfcloud — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 13:25:05 +0000

its not that i dont care
its just that i dont give a fuck

dfcloud — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 06:26:29 +0000

suddenly im depressed.
urghh.

in all honesty

dfcloud — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 14:00:21 +0000

in all honesty i knew
i knew its coming
because it is too damn freakin good to be true
but still
i play along and enjoy all the sweet moment
very short sweet moment mind you
but its enough as a proof to me
that nothing ever end
except for life on earth

and so
i just held my head up high
and say
fuck yeah!

dfcloud — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 11:39:48 +0000

it is just simply a figment of my imagination

unless

dfcloud — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 17:46:51 +0000

what im gonna do now
when there is nothing to look forward for
leading a life with smile and laugh
whilst there’s sorrow in every steps

not to say im alone
because there are those that helped
encouraged, lift me up
either plainly or discreetly

but this hole
this wormhole i could say
would devoured every bit of my life
till there is none

unless

but i know
i realize i couldn’t afford it
could not bring myself to it
not yet…

inconsiderate subconscious

dfcloud — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 16:15:49 +0000

yes yes.. you’re still in my mind
i still think bout you now and then
to be precise you as in the one i know
cuz sadly we are a total stranger now
to me at least

happy now?
you inconsiderate subconscious
begone now!

dfcloud — Wed, 07 Jul 2010 14:07:52 +0000

ahhh
i havent touched EU3 since i bought it.
crap eve online is really taking me off from other stuff
-_-”