Reaching Out

Real Love

2011-07-31T22:54:00.000-04:00

If you’re looking for real love don't come around here. Your idea of real is just that your idea. I love the best way I know how. I love with entire being. Almost like a pet or a small child. My love would have me follow you to the edges of the world, as long as I do not feel deliberate disrespect. If the disrespect is a reacquiring thing then I let go. Not all at once either over time. The stronger my feelings the slower the release

It’s an S.O.S to let me be me. Why do you have something negative about everything I say I want to do or accomplish but when you tell me what you want I encourage you to never give up... Forward I cannot move with you. You are a bag lady and your going to miss me when I'm gone.

P.S. Smile for me ® ™ ©

Depression

2011-07-09T13:14:00.001-04:00

It hits home... I'm crying inside

Get up off me

2011-06-23T23:41:00.001-04:00

Devil get up off me! Devil I rebuke you by name.... In the name of the lord Jesus Christ

Run Bitch run!

2011-06-22T14:16:00.001-04:00

Run!

Outtie Five Thousand

2011-06-10T02:34:00.000-04:00

I cant believe I'm losing sleep, so many night pass with out a wink no z's for me to count no not for me my thoughts are on how not to make your eyes pop outta your fucking head. I know & soon I will share it with the fucking world

Confessions

2011-06-01T15:03:00.001-04:00

Forgive father its been 25 years since my last confession... I've been hurting people my entire life because for my entire life I've been hurting.

Heavy Hearted

2011-05-27T23:04:00.000-04:00

I wont continue to deal with your bullshit, selfish unhappy ass. You speak when you want to or when you feel you need to but I can read through the lines & cold words fueled by emptiness.

Displays of affection or consideration in the simplest form, a simple goodnight kiss. Where did the love go how long has it been why do we continue when its all in the past? The future is all behind us and the past is all we had. Move on let it go hold on to nothing because at this point from you i want nothing

Kids

2011-05-15T08:28:00.001-04:00

Just because you have children doesn't make you a better person you are still you. Educate yourself do things that would make you proud to see your children do as adults. What is wrong with you chick what you think is wrong with me I'm chicken to lose what I have or want but not anymore.... I'm not afraid to move through this door, it's best if we're not together I got this

Love

2011-05-02T21:11:00.001-04:00

Loving yourself should be a piece of cake... Why is it so hard loving 100% of who you are? It's as if I'm never satisfied with me or who & what I have... When he said that to be all I could do was hug him and tell him he is loved by many.

Company

2011-05-01T14:45:00.001-04:00

As I've grown in wisdom I've come to learn that the old saying about misery is 100% true.

Easter

2011-04-23T22:38:00.001-04:00

Thank god for everyday that lead up to this day and moment in time and for every day that follows. Lord I thank you for all that I have family friends and for them I pray for tomorrow. Lord I thank you for the life you have given to me and I pray for tomorrow.

Family Day

2011-04-22T23:04:00.001-04:00

my family came over to wish my grandmother happy 75th birthday we had a great time everybody had a great time we ate we laughed we had fun we all enjoyed each others company I feel connected I'm glad it happened I can't wait for it to happen all over again :-)

2ND POST

2011-04-22T00:06:00.001-04:00

Trying to stay focused on my N.I.G.G.A. (Never Ignorant Getting Goals Accomplished) its tough. I am grateful for my family, my kids, and even my job as I work towards a career & setting myself & kids up for the future.

2011-04-21T23:59:00.001-04:00

Go after it! If you dream it and want it take it. Go for it!