P's piece of mind

GREAT, THE PETITION I SIGNED IS ADVANCING!

2009-10-15T02:19:00.000-07:00

LOVE IT!

Dear P.Johanna,

You signed the petition, Protect Marriage, Protect Children, Prohibit Divorce, on Jan 26, 2009. The petition received 7791 signatures. The petition author, No On Prop 8, has now closed the petition and posted the results:

Message from the petition author, No On Prop 8:

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Person Who Signed the Prohibit Divorce Petition (Created in November, 2008),

Thank you so much for your support.

I was recently contacted by another person with a similar petition that has gained traction recently. Please see the below email that this person sent me. If you're interested then he would love your support!

Thank you,
J.S.

As a past supporter of the "Protect Marriage, Protect Children, Prohibit Divorce" Petition, the supporters of the 2010 California Marriage Protection Act seek your support to safeguard traditional marriage by banning divorce. We have already filed our initiative with the Secretary of State and are planning a big, Wedding March on the Capitol on November 14th.

Remember, you said, until death do us part. You said I do and are not dead yet.

Please join our fan page on Facebook or get all the complete details on our website: Rescue Marriage! We need your help to get this on the ballot and end the EVILS OF DIVORCE!!

Here is also a link to our recent PSA.

Thank you for your support in bringing this vision to reality!

My Response to Courage Campaign

2009-10-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

I sent a question to the Courage Campaign asking them what steps are being taken to endorse Mayor Gavin Newsom as Governor of California. I was asking this, not only to see if they were going to publicly speak about him and the importance of voting for him, but to also volunteer. This is the response I received:

Dear Patricia,

Thank you for your support of the Courage Campaign!

Whereas we certainly hope that our members would research and actively support the candidates they believe best able to bring progressive change, the Courage Campaign does not endorse candidates or their committees.

We believe our strength comes in holding our elected officials accountable on the issues, and that our efficacy is greatest when we stand up, courageously, in support for what is best for our state and country.

Andy

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Andy Kelley
Courage Campaign
andy@couragecampaign.org
http://www.twitter.com/andekelley

I was disappointed to say the least, especially when they state that our efficacy is greatest when we stand up, courageously, in support for what is best for our state and country. Isn't this a paradox?

Last year in November I was angry and I felt like a second hand citizen. I went to every protest possible. While protesting along side of us were heterosexual couples and people telling us that if they knew how we would be affected in that campaign they would have voted no. They were also surprised in the number of us. I remember at one protest, in front of City Hall. I had to move my car, the people that worked in the buildings came out and they were saying "good for them". Some were saying, "I didn't know they were so many". I also attended town hall meetings and received information as to what went wrong. They said we didn't contribute our money from the onset, we were not visible from the onset, and we did not get involved from the onset. I made those mistakes. I don't want to make them again.

I look at my twitter and the re-tweets are all the same, a cause happening in another country, someone getting hurt in another state and the past politics that are already being covered by the media. This is all good, to keep informed, but what about starting to educate our brothers and sisters as to why we need to unite and make a difference in California.

Let's begin with the CEO of Ebay running against the Mayor. Are we aware how much money she contributed to Proposition 8? Have we in fact forgotten who contributed to Proposition 8? They weren't just people that lived in California. Now is the time to unite and get others outside of California to contribute. To start signing up to volunteer. To start publicly speaking FOR the Mayor and to start mobilizing for next year. They already have stated he is behind. They are already talking about his private life and they are already mentioning that he supported us in equality.

Basic political science is that all the small states look at us for progression and for hope in their state. Let's make a difference. I will end with a quote from Harvey Milk:

It's not my victory, it's yours and yours and yours. If a gay can win, it means there is hope that the system can work for all minorities if we fight. We've given them hope.

Gone A Long Time

2009-10-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

I'm back, I strongly believe in Gavin Newsome, not just for his ethics in following on his word, but because of changes that he has shown in San Fransisco. Another main reason: the support that he has displayed towards us and also never backing down when it came to criticism against us. I feel like it is time to pay back his support and show our appreciation. I started a donation request for him, and even if you can't donate, pass it on and send to others, the more this gets the visibility the more we can help him.

Also let's spread the word that some kind of organization needs to START now in backing him up.

Thanks for your time.

I HATE TAXES!

2009-04-13T17:31:00.000-07:00

ok, my fault, i am officially a lazy procrastinator...seriously. I have been working, since Saturday, on my tax receipts and tomorrow night I am meeting my tax guy. I HATE THIS!

it's a good thing that my LADY FRIEND, is gone on vacation and that i am currently not working...IT'S A BAD THING THAT I GET EASILY DISTRACTED WITH MY PHONE AND RANDOM STUFF, LIKE A PIECE OF LINT ON MY PJ'S...

although i feel really stressed and depressed, i am glad that i am currently not working and i can get this done.

another thing on my mind, that i never got to blog about:

these past two months and getting used to 'dating' and now in a relationship have reminded me how hard it is to be with someone. you know, first there was the drama of the ex showing up. then suddenly we both had flat tires on our cars. then there was the PMSing stage and i had no clue it was PMS time and i suddenly was hurting her feelings and then realizing that it had to do with PMS. then there is the issue of the dog...yeah, that issue combined with my cat. then there is the issue of how different we both are and how i am more aware of the differences and i tend to point out the differences, matter of fact, but it turns out to be translated differently in her head and then i get really frustrated and i have ended up throwing everything away, ONLY managing to hurt her, even though it wasn't meant as such. yeah, i forgot...but, again BUT, it so much better to have someone to share life with. i really didn't realize how much fun a loving, truthful relationship can be.

so, while she is on vacation, for a month, i'm here trying to sort out the chaos of my personal life. a life that i haven't much shared with her. it takes a lot for me to open up about me, and she is smart enough to sense it and ask, and smart enough to know when to back down and let me be. i love that about her.

on a different note, she is really into me and it amazes me.

Pssst!

2009-04-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

She asked me to be her girlfriend...

The perfect toilet for Lesbians

2009-03-17T13:10:00.000-07:00

So different

2009-03-10T12:50:00.001-07:00

The salad was really good. The shower did not have regular soap and the bathroom did not have your standard toothpaste. I hadn't planned on spending the night, so here I am at work wearing what I wore yesterday, with the exception of her hooded sweatshirt.

We are very different. She was tripping on me and I tripped on her. I am razor happy (tripped her out) and she, well, she is a feminist. I consider myself a feminist too, but...AH, we are different, oh so different.

Bow Chick-A-Wow WOW!

2009-03-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

Last night I got my way, that is all I'm gonna say...

Judge Judy on Octa MOM

2009-03-03T17:58:00.000-08:00

Kasper's Post

2009-03-03T12:01:00.000-08:00

shit, my mom is crazy, but not THIS crazy!

thelesbianlifestyle.com

2009-03-03T10:35:00.001-08:00

I found this fascinating quote today:

I wonder if there really is an equal for each of us out there. I wonder if I have an equal. Someone that believes in themselves and in love. Someone that is willing to give themselves over completely but yet someone who will match me, complete me. Someone with the same core values of friendship and family above all else.thelesbianlifestyle.com, Feb 2009

The bottom line with me is FRIENDS & FAMILY, everything else is workable or sustainable...

Councilman Jack Weiss

2009-03-02T17:57:00.000-08:00

Last week, on Tuesday, I was on set and had to get EVERY ONE'S release to come out on our TV show for the Music station. I happened to be at the gate to get the signatures of everyone as they come in. In comes this guy in a white shirt and tie. I try to explain the release and he shouts, "I AM COUNCILMAN JACK WEISS!" I explain that EVERYONE needs to sign. He grabs my pen and clipboard and then shoves it right back at me. There happened to be a city employee standing next to me handing out the days events and I look at him and said: "HE EF'D UP, I'M A EF'N VOTER AND HE REALLY DIDN'T IMPRESS ME ONE BIT!" I was a little hot and the city employee replied, "I thought the same thing, but didn't want to say anything to influence you."

Again...

2009-03-02T17:44:00.001-08:00

Been Busy

2009-03-02T17:25:00.001-08:00

I have been so busy, at work and on a personal level. This picture of Cynthia and her chick Christine reminded me of my current "friend" and I. So far this is how we are:
She is 6 ft 1 and I am 5 ft 3. She is super green (environmental) and I am: WHAT? She doesn't eat meat, I HAVE MEAT ALMOST EVERY OTHER DAY. She recycles, I do at work, but that is about as far as I go. She is into the natural smelling scents, literally from trees and stuff, I own about 15 bottles of cologne and perfumes AND I own like 6 bottles of stuff for my hair AND you get the picture. She is into classic black and white films, I am into current chick flicks. Her dream is to build her own house, made out of environmentally safe material, I don't like to be tied down, BUT if I had to get a house it would be those modern homes that are jagged and uncomfortable, like my current furniture. She has traveled the world, I can't get out of Mexico. She loves art and the beauty of the earth, I love modern art and expensive cars and expensive beer and you get the picture.

She is a very nice person. She isn't hung up on my height as I am and she said there are three things that matter to her: Looks, the size of the heart and the personality. I got one out of the three...

About Last Night

2009-02-25T18:44:00.000-08:00

So, she told me I pretty much hurt her feelings. She explained why. I apologized, realizing before she told me that I did treat her like a piece of meat, but on my defense (not an excuse) I reminded her the text messages she has sent me and let her know that it was like setting me up. She agreed.

When she first hit me with how she felt, I took some time to think of what I was going to chose to do. I realized that I did feel more for her than I was allowing myself to admit. I promised to behave, to tone it down and I literally told her that I would treat her like the delicate flower that she is. I meant it. She stated she was being oversensitive, I don't agree, or I don't see it that way. If I felt she was being oversensitive, I wouldn't bother with her, my ex was oversensitive and it was a difficult situation to handle ALL the time. I don't want that.

I admitted to her that I am scared. I haven't been in a relationship for 3 years now. Relationships require consideration towards one another and I have become lazy to that. I realize that I am used to doing my own thing, getting my own way and getting what I want, how I want, when I want it. Now, I have to learn to play with others. My sister is constantly telling me: "BE NICE. BE NICE" and now I'm getting that. Seeing it, realizing what she means.

I think I'm growing.

That show Dexter. I relate to him a lot. Not in the killing sense, but when he talks about feelings and him not knowing how certain things feel or how to react to them. I am the same. I don't know how to feel certain things or how to behave to certain feelings. I tend to take the easy way out. I don't like dealing with hard situations. I'm not used to it. My ex and I had a rough relationship and I think I'm stuck on the idea that everyone will make it that hard. So, I tend to just push people away or not try at all, just because in my head, that is easier.

So, I am making a choice and I told her that I was going to choose her. That I was going to make an effort to tone it down and give her what she wants AND deserves. I wasn't going to pressure her into anything and if she wanted to just move along then I was willing to move alongside of her.

I'm starting to ... hum, like her . . .

The Call

2009-02-25T09:45:00.000-08:00

"COME OUT, COME OUT AND PLAY!"

So, one of my friends broke up. Calls me and texts me last night. She's ready to play and wanted to know if I was ready. I told her yes.

We spoke this morning. She asked me why I had replied so late last night. I gave her the fyi. She was laughing. She knows me well, knows my feelings about height. We go way back, and like most of my friends, know me like a book and when we go out they goat me. They tend to like to go out with me, because somehow we always end up having fun.

She is messing around with a 23 year old. Says the 23 year old has lots of friends. I laughed at her, told her I already said yes, doesn't need to sell me the idea. She said she wasn't selling it, was preparing me for the ride. I told her I'm not like before. I'm different. Lots has changed. She wanted to know what, I told her I don't know, I'm not the same. She said she will see when we go out.

I'm not the same. I realized after talking to her. She is my rough neck friend. I met her at this bar after one of my friends got into drama, this one jumped in, twice, two different occassions. Somehow she has always been loyal towards me and always protective. She gets tied quickly and I go out with her and her gf's and she is always trying to hook me up.

So, we shall see...

Two Things

2009-02-25T01:53:00.000-08:00

I just got back from seeing my friend. I realized that I am used to getting my way, AT ALL TIMES, and she didn't let me. That was number one. Number two: isn't it funny how all of a sudden people start popping out of the wood work?

I had a rough one at work. I mean, I was busy. I get back to work and was able to leave early and I told my friend that I just wanted to leave my work, so I was going to meet her where I feel comfortable. As I was driving to see her, this Mercedes starts honking, I look over and this woman is telling me to put my window down. I did and she yells something, me, I just look like an idiot, 'smile' and keep driving. So she sees me at the next light, her window is down, so I put my window down and she yells, "where you going!?" light turns green and I take the next street to the right. I don't like that shit.

So, I get to the bar and I happen to be outside of it when she calls, which means I get to see her walk up to me. Now, let me tell you what she did earlier. She e-mailed me a picture of her in her bikini...and I liked it. I liked it so much that I show it to a guy at work and tell him, "dude, I was hung up on her height, but after looking at this, I can handle it" and he was like YEAH!

So, I watch her walk up to me and I like what she is wearing, but the thing of it is, I'm not lying, when she walks next to me, my head is like all the way back to look UP at her. So, it bugs me. It bugs me a lot.

We had good, convo and this time I'm like really looking at her. I really look at her eyes to see if they are blue. And you want to know something? HER PUPILS ARE SO DILATED THAT ALL I SEE IS BLACK, THAT IS WHY I DIDN'T SEE THE BLUE, so I start smirking. I really start laying on the stare and she starts getting uncomfortable. Anyway, good dinner, we move on to the bar.

We go to the bar and she goes in on one end of this booth and I go through the opposite end onto the corner. She starts bitching at me, about how she has to round the whole booth. I shrug my shoulder to that. I start drinking and yeah, bikini on my mind I wanna kiss her, so I pull her towards me. She complains. She tells me she isn't used to being with someone that is like a guy. Says I am too aggressive, but you know what, THAT IS ME! My God, I am like that, if I feel turned on, I want you, nothing to it.

She wants me to meet her half way. She wants me to move towards her. She wants me to be the way she wants me to be.

So, I didn't get my way. We made out, but she kept voicing how she isn't used to someone like me...and all I kept thinking was: YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOWN ME THAT BIKINI...

Sigh...

2009-02-24T10:11:00.000-08:00

So, last night I got the million dollar question via e-mail: "what color are my eyes?" I immediately shot back, "why are you testing me?" While laughing and trying to remember...my first thought was blue, but then I thought, maybe brown. She shot back that I am bad. I shot back that I know but that I don't know why she would have to resort to asking me. She replied back with everything about me, the colors I wore, down to the necklace I had on. I was impressed to say the least, so I replied, "blue, they are blue, stop tripping." She fired back that I had a 50/50 chance (I was so panning on that) and that I was lucky to have guessed right. (whew!)

Then she told me she is going to have to send her friend and see if I noticed. So I PLAYFULLY asked the specs on the friend...she says I'm bad.

I don't think I am bad. I can't help myself. The only time that I will remember everything about her, will be after sex. My mind works like that. I mean I am attentive, unless it is EXPECTED from me, then I become an ass.

I think the situation here is the pimp is trying to play the player and it's not working out very well.

I have never really played, although I have been accussed of that, but I guess I am a player in the sense that I don't throw myself out there quickly and I don't get on the hook easily.

I think she is the pimp/player and I think that is what is nagging me. I'm down to play, just don't get your feelings hurt...

Silence

2009-02-23T21:49:00.000-08:00

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When she revealed this everyone got quiet, you can hear a pin drop. People starting running from the back to the stage to watch this.

She hadn't told anyone in her family and she broke down with that announcement on t.v.

Update on my friend

2009-02-22T17:48:00.000-08:00

I chose no on the Truck Stop for Friday night. I wasn't really feeling it. We have talked on the phone, sent text and e-mailed. Today over the phone she told me she is worried, says she is really feeling me and never has felt for someone and dated others. I told her not to think too much about it. I wasn't asking her to marry me, so why worry? She was quiet.

I told her, I'm gonna be honest here. All of my ex's became gfs right off the bat. I told her, I really don't know what I feel about you and I am not going to put a clamp on you. Date. Don't worry, just be honest with me. I'm cool.

She is really smart, speaks french, not perfect, but speaks it and throws spanish out there too. I like that. She is also a volunteer for the Trevor Project, which I also liked. She is nice.

Her conclusion about me? That I am being 'reserved'. She says she is ok with that. My conclusion about her? I really don't know. Something inside me is nagging me and I don't know what exactly it is. I do know that she kind of reminds me about my last August experience: nice, not really my type, and I don't want to be the cause of hurt.

I also don't want to feel like someone is putting the clamp on me. We have a date for Tuesday. I'll see...

It's All About Me

2009-02-20T15:45:00.001-08:00

I wanted to e-mail you about me. Just so you get an overall on me, not for anything else. I will throw out what I think about myself. I think I am pretty chill and laid back, sometimes maybe too much. I like to do things, and try new things. I love my sisters and their kids and like to spend time with them, even though they get on my nerves. I am also picky, after working at a hospital for three years, there are certain things that catch my eye... or maybe that my eyes check. I am also inquisitive about the most random things. I will ask questions about things that interest me and sometimes people don't find what I find interesting, interesting. I have a dry, sick, random sense of humor. I can also be a prankster. I love to laugh and I love to make others laugh. I love with passion, and sometimes that passion can get me into trouble. Here comes the bad temper. It is controlled, but when pissed off, i'm pissed off. I tend to swallow a lot of what might offend me or bother me and then i will bust like a volcano, but, again, only if provoked. i'm imperfect and i'm aware of that. i have my insecurities, but since i am a private person, i will keep them tightly hidden and just deal with them, in my own way. i don't think i am possessive, but, if i sense something then yeah, that might come out. i am not a jealous person at all, but if i love passionately, of course i will verbalize if something is bugging me, but i am always open to talk and discuss, sometimes too much.

i can be an asshole. i try to work on that negative aspect, but it is me. i am a baby when sick, but when someone else is sick, i don't dote. i give compliments, but sometimes i don't. i get embarrassed when i get compliments and don't know how to react to them. i love to flirt. i love to play. i'm a big kid at heart.

my parents weren't parents. so, i might not have learned a lot of human qualities while growing up. one of them is love. my sisters and I didn't start saying "i love you" to each other until my niece was born. She taught us what love is. we were loved with conditions and our religion also had a lot of conditions so now as an adult i seek someone to love me unconditionally, but i kind of don't know what that is.

i am a visual person, but like to be stimulated with my brain. that turns me on. yes, i'm a doer in bed. i love to be the top, because women just fascinate me, especially when they are sexy. let me share the profile i had on match, i think it is me:

i just wanna make you smile, laugh and love to hate me. i want you to be happy so that you can make me happy. let's play together.

I consider myself a funny, serious and reserved person. If you win my heart and I chose to give it to you, I promise that I will make you laugh and when you cry I will be there to comfort you. I am very imperfect and I promise to work on what makes you angry or upset or what bothered you. I will be considerate, but at the same time I will forget, I am human. I will be easy going and I will forgive you if you make a mistake...but at the same time, I am not stupid and I will not let you walk all over me. I want us to work on things together. I want us to learn about each other slowly and at the same time, I want to know everything about you right away. Am I patient? Probably not, but that is when you come in and put the smack down...bring me back to reality and remind me why I love you. I need you just about as much as you want me in your life. Yes, I will put my foot in my mouth, but, gee I know you think my dimple is cute and I will melt your heart. I don't know, give me a chance and we'll see where this leads us to.
for fun:
i work hard, so what do i do for fun? sleep...no, or yeah...i like to play, i like to joke, i like to smell the sun and the grass. i love to watch tv and cuddle, i love to dance and i love to drink, the cigar, that happens once in a while, too.

my job:
ask me, and i will let you know.

my ethnicity:
Paternal grandpa, full german, maternal grandpa full chinese. parents and grandmas, central american. one day doesn't go by that at least one person will ask me, WHAT R U?

my religion:
i believe in a higher being and i believe that that higher being is with me and watches over me. i just don't believe in organized religion.

my education:
NURSING and then figured out that i didn't want to do that for the rest of my life. now i'm doing something completely different.

favorite hot spots:
i live in california. I love cali, and anything in the west hollyweird area. i can take you to a bar or i can take you to a cafe. i can behave at a bookstore or i can behave at church. im just ez going and im open to anything.

favorite things:
Thai food, sushi, japanese food, spicy and sweet. not together, i like spicy, and i also like sweet. i love to dress in black, red or baby blue. not all three together but those are my favorite colors. i love to cuddle when it is raining.

last read:
call me by your name by andre aciman

so, what you think?

BETTER YET, AM I BEATING THE ARGENTINE?

The Truck Stop, tonight?

2009-02-20T14:27:00.000-08:00

So, she wants more. Been texting me all day, and finally asked me if I'm up to going to the Truck Stop. I don't know if I am ready, yet... it's the height. I know, I'm being stupid, but the height really bothers me. At least standing next to me. OK: I GOT SHORT MAN SYNDROME! THERE I SAID IT! DAMN IT! AND ME BEING A SNEAKER CHICK DOESN'T HELP MY HEIGHT... DAMN! I'M GONNA HAVE TO LOOK FOR MY BOOTS, AND I DON'T WANNA WEAR THEM!

I have to give her this much: she has complimented me up the wazoo. Also, she says Latinas are her kryptonite. I agree with her on that, cause they are for me too. Says she doesn't like the negative aspect to a Latina: bad temper (oh-oh), possesive (not I), etc. I don't know what etc is, but I'm going to have to be honest and tell her, I AM VERY LATINA...VERY!

I don't know how I feel about her, and I am not about to go rushing into anything, but I do know, I'm going to be upfront and honest from the get go. I am not going to have someone come into my life and try to change me, UNLESS, I feel the need to change. I have had that in the past and I was MISERABLE.

The Velvet Margarita

2009-02-20T09:51:00.001-08:00

So she calls me around 3 p.m. and I couldn't answer the phone. She leaves me a message asking me if we were still on for Thursday night and where. I immediately call my bff and told her the following: I called her Tuesday and this weird answering machine went on and I didn't leave a message cause I don't like leaving messages, especially when it sounds like a community voice mail. I haven't heard from this woman and now she calls me at 3 pm and it is uncomfortable for me. My bff narrows it down: "Are you being lazy?" Me, "aaaah, yes" My bff gives me a woop in my ass: I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT THAT YOU ARE ALL ALONE....BLAH BLAH BLAH. I mean, she really let me have it. I said, "ok" and my bff said, "no, don't just tell me ok" so after talking to my bff I called this chick back, and it just kept ringing. So, I thought, Who in the hell gives out their home phone now a days? An hour after that, I try again. This time that random voice mail comes on, I left a message, and I sound annoyed. Around 5:30 p.m. she calls me and tells me the time and the place, of which I push the time to 9pm. I then asked her: how am I gonna know you are there? I asked her: do you have a cell phone? She laughed. Said that she remembered me. Asked me if I remembered her. My response: "kind of". She told me she had a cell phone, but leaves it in her car. Ok. that really tripped me out. I have my phone on me at ALL TIMES.

I rush home, get ready. My sister texts me that Peanut was drinking his milk near Jacob (other nephew) while Jake was on his laptop. So she told Jake, "watch out, Peanut might spill the milk" of which Jake says: "Why? Is the laptop lactose intolerant?" I was rushing and didn't get the joke, so my sis, text me: "are you ignoring me or laughing hard?" I then text her that I got it, but was getting ready for my 'date'. She thought it was late. And the minute we were texting each other a thought flashed through my head: What if she was born a male? I mean seriously. So, I text my sister: "I HOPE SHE WASN'T A GUY AT BIRTH". At this point I am driving to the place with 20 minutes to spare. The place is by my work. My sister (who thinks I'm crazy) just types LOL and "best of both world".

Parking was a nightmare. I finally found parking and as I am walking to the place she calls me from her cell telling me she was a bit late. I told her she was "fired" and get to the bar. I haven't had dinner and order a margarita on the rocks. I hate hetero bars. She came in and came right to me. She is tall, blond and well, tall.

We are shooting the shit and this man walks up to the bar BETWEEN us. His friend (looks like Bill Gates) walks to my left. The man makes a comment about her breasts and getting his drink. I don't like that shit, but I don't make a fuss. He was around us for a lengthy time of which she notices that I start getting irritable so she tells him: "I'M GAY AND I'M WITH HER". He looks at me, of which he just gets the stare. So, he gets his drink and walks away.

At this point, I am getting the vibe. Yeah, the vibe that turns me into "P". My friends know it. I asked her how many numbers she got from that thing we did. She says 6. She asked me how many I got, after my description of NOT MARKING THE SHEET, I tell her 4. She tells me she didn't think I was her type and was surprised I marked her. I didn't say anything. She asked me how long have I been single, I say 3 years. She was impressed. I told her about psycho and that didn't impress her one bit. It turns out that we both got this Argentine's number. She met the Argentine, I haven't called her. So, it only makes me a stronger, more aggressive "P".

So, the men come back to us, at which I am truly annoyed. I looked at him as he is leaning between us both and say, "WTF? she told you already, she is with me" his response: "I'm interested in you, not her". Ok, I couldn't help but smile. I looked at her and rolled my eyes, and tell his friend that he looks like Bill Gates and to please get his friend away from me. His friend tells him to leave us alone and the guy starts telling me that HE is a true lesbian. I look at him, square in the face (I'm ready to be an asshole) and tell him that I have heard all the stupid lines and I really don't feel like getting ghetto in front of her and that I want him to leave us alone, or else... He smiles and said something (I don't remember) and walks away. She looks at me and says she is impressed that I didn't get mad. I told her the truth: I have a bad temper when it comes to that, but didn't feel like letting her see that. She gets into this discussion about her ex being hispanic and she doesn't like hispanic tempers. Of which I tell her, "oh, well, I'm not the one for you" then she kissed me.

AT A STRAIGHT BAR, that was my thought as she kissed me. She looks at me and tells me: "why did you put yes for me if you are not into me?" I really didn't have an answer so I said, "I'm not used to kissing in straight places". She asked me if I'm in the closet. I told her I'm not but I don't like kissing in public hetero places, it makes me feel 'weird'. She kissed me again, with force.

I turned from that kiss and ordered a stronger drink. She knew about psycho and me needing to drink while with psycho so she asked me if it was the same with her. At this point, I'm really feeling like "P", so I tell her, "listen, I'm an asshole I'm not going to lie to you, I really am. I just want you to know that I have made up my mind to try different things and well, you are different to me". We made out. There at the straight hetero bar and then we left.

I remember telling her to come over to my place on Friday and her telling me she isn't going to sleep with me and me smirking and telling her I didn't tell her to come over to sleep with me.

That was the 'date'.

She owns her own business: Web designing.

Travis Pastrana

2009-02-19T14:24:00.000-08:00

Apparently a famous motorcross guy. I had no clue, but he is in this building too. So my boss, "Katie" sends people to get two autographed posters for her and her mom, I've mentioned that before. They come back with both posters.

The first one says, "SANDY YOU ROCK!" (her mom). She looks at the second: "KATHY YOU SUCK". My boss HATES being called Kathy...lol! She silently puts it away.

The ones that went for her to get the posters, told him to write that.

A Good Laugh

2009-02-19T14:05:00.001-08:00

So, Shia is in a courtyard and there are windows in a 180 around him. The boyfriend of one of our producers is across from us and puts up the sign, apparently in reference to Eagle Eye. There are about 10 of us running to this window and laughing, Shia is facing us, so he gives us a nod. We all start pointing like school children and giggling. He looks over and laughed.

He is really cool, cause whatever it is that he is doing, the windows surrounding him keep opening their blinds and looking with curiosity. You would think we would all be used to this kind of thing around here.

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