...from nobody to everybody...

omg...

2012-06-28T18:38:00.004-07:00

My life is kinda static... i am actually looking for postgraduate program that i believe will enrich and nurture my now-static-life... there's a lot of questions need to be answered before enrolling myself to the right program.. mind you, until today i still don't know what field is suitable to me... i am into mathematics but i don't have the right qualification to enable me to be accepted to that field.. let me just think again.... :(

Learning

2010-10-13T22:30:00.000-07:00

Dear loyal readers,

.. fuhhhhh..its been a while since my last entry.. life has been so chaotic for me.. uncertainties are everywhere and i am so tired of handling them.. which most of the time they came unexpectedly that triggered unpleasant and awkward situations between parties involved... it was so tensed to the extent that i couldn't figure out what is right and what is wrong.. irrational actions are waiting to be called..

i just don't understand why some people are so stubborn and so emotional in handling things... aren't they aware that all thats happenned are by miles are because of their own mistake??? They kept on saying that "..omg..i am still young and still learning.."..bullshit... how on earth you called that learning when you are actually aware that you've made mistake but keep on repeating the same mistake... are you waiting for the outcomes to emerge and ruined everything then you stop doing your mistake??? when that time comes, regrets are useless... face the facts... don't we have enough evidence (that we learned from others experiences..or by observations..or even from the Pendidikan Moral or Sivik we learned from school) to opened your eyes???? Why do you think we have norms and moral studies in our society???

So stop taking advantage on number (age) and how young you are that permits you to repeat your mistake.. there are few mistakes that are not meant to be repeated over and over again, because the result is calamity and has great impact on your future... to make things even worse, it also jeopardizing others future and of course the impact will be spread-out to your significants...

Just don't let your emotions control your actions.. let your mind and thinking be dominant in your action.. don't be so ego.. don't said that you are trying to help out..YOU ARE NOT... You are pampering your own lust and desire only... If you want to ruin your future then be my guest, just don't involve others..

I know i sounded like i hate you but believe me i don't.. and i really meant it.. I don't hate you.. i just want you to understand how i care about FUTURE and i dont want it to be ruined just by ONE single action that only satisfied the feelings of youthfullness... There are few things in our life that need us to experience them in order for us to learn, but there are also things that we learned from others and we should avoid the same mistake that had affected their future.. the thing that you are doing now is of course the latter... please... from my humble heart, stop doing it cuz it hurting yourself.. there are time for everything.. for that particular thing, it is not the right time yet...

i know somehow i am to be blamed for whatever outcomes that might occur... i am human being too.. i made mistake and still making them.. but for this particular thing, i know i am right... trust me... i started to giving up being like a patrol guy or policeman that 24/7 making sure everything is fine.. i am tired being lied... if i were to forget everything, someone will for sure in limbo and i don't want it to happen... because watever i have started, i will make sure that i'll finished them... i care for you..

Thank you....

2010-06-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

Dear you...
In my life, i have so many choices.. but few yrs back i've made choices that changed my entire life thereafter... i chose to care 4 u, i chose to hold u when u r down, i chose to look after ur well being, i chose to carry you when u r sick, i chose to be around u anytime anywhere, i chose to be ur shoulder to cry on, i chose to get u up when u fall, i chose to be next to u when u r alone and the entire world is rejecting u, and most importantly...i chose to syg u with all my heart and strength and next thing i know, i have been dedicating my life to u...

you,
Thank you for letting me messing ard ur life for several years... thank you for giving me the opportunity to love n be loved... thank you for the great memories.. ill treasure them... thank you for allowing me to be part of ur life over the years, in which i learned a lot abt life n myself...

you,
you know how i feel abt all these and it will never change although u ask me to do sumting that completely contrary to what and how i feel abt you... but i respect ur decision and its what u've been asking for quite a long time ago... the time has come tho.... i guess i just need to move on... and do what u ask me to do...

you,
from the bottom of my sincere and humble heart, i would like to ask for ur 4giveness for everything... i know i have sin against u and i can't do anything to change it.. i'm sorry... as i always said to u, u r owez right... u r nor to be blame for everything that had happened... it just me that should be blamed... i was completely an idiot and stubborn and being so selfish without thinking on wat u want in ur life... i was so ignorant of your feelings and emotions... all i ever thought is just ME n Myself... i should be awarded with 'the most selfish and stubborn people in planet' award... i am so guilty to u n your life.... i ask ur 4giveness once again....

You,
i promise from this moment on, i will never messing ard you n your life anymore... i will never allow myself to tell u to do this, do that n acting like i owned u... i owe u ur freedom... again, 4give me... T.T

You,
i will never regret the choices made by me... it was the right choices made by me bcuz it had gives way for 'the greatest thing ever-happened in my life" to happen... yes, the greatest thing ever happened to me is 'YOU"....

its ur time to do ur choices and i sincerely understand and accept your choices with an open heart...

You,
thank you so much....n take care now...

Sorry for everything.... my bad... T.T

T.T

2010-04-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

..i just hate it now... wait for my post... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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2010-04-01T02:28:00.000-07:00

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This is not true...

2010-03-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

I always thought that i am strong and enjoy solitary... After days of solitude, I now realize that it is the least state-of-life that i would choose... Now I realize that it is not easy to really turn your life from what you used to do or be.. But the turning itself is not what i have opt to go, it was and is by-force by what they called as 'undertaking move'... I hate that 'move' and i hate those who were responsible and initiate that move... I hate it.. It really make my life upside down.. I am very much aware that this is only temporary... few months, few days... It is Not forever.. hey, I still have to go thru every single second in agony... every single excruciating day... a lot of solitary moments.. It is me who feel all those feelings.. It is me who trying to go thru every single day with whatever boldness and guts that left inside me... T.T

To make things worse, I have to keep everything to myself.. without being able to share, to voice-out, to even show how i feel right now, at this very moment.. NO ONE will understand my situation.. NO ONE will understand why I have been behaving so strange this few days.. NO ONE will help me to go through the remaining days...

BUT I will never want the significance people around me to understand..

They may laugh, they may find it awkward, or they may look at it as absurd situation...be it.. i don't care.. BUT i still can't really tell what is happening to my life... I just want to be alone at the moment... I just hope I am still there when this is over.. Thank you for spending your time to read this albeit you may not understand what crap i was talking...

1,2,3...

my so-not-life

2010-03-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since i post my last entry...

dear frens,
I am so dead now.. i have no REAL and meaningful live at the moment... need to change... ironically, i am very much aware wut i shud n must do to change... YET I DONT DARE TO... IT HURTS ME.... my life at the moment NEED 120% change, 360 degree turn....

There are lot of things that get affected once i decide to do the changes.... should i do it?????

enough is enough...

2010-01-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

First of all... Happy New Year everyone... dec 2009 was lyke so hectic for me... coming into 2010, hoping for a better and harmonious year..BUT MALAYSIA has a very different story to tell to the entire universe... Malaysia, whom the world know as one of the most harmonious country despite populated by so many different races, languages, and RELIGIONs... AS of 31.12.2009, WE at Malaysia were so very united in the spirit of 1MALAYSIA, a concept that shows who we truly are... Everything change in a blink of eye.... A Very SAD DAY for MALAYSIA as this issue continues to tense the country...

Let just hope that this issue will be settled as soon as possible to avoid further choas and damages... I pray that Malaysia will get back to right track in the name of 1Malaysia....huhu T_T

Living A Dynamic and Positive Credo

2009-11-14T05:07:00.000-08:00

This one was share by my boss during our staff gathering..hehheh..

1. Enlarge your vision, whatever your job is..

2. Develop a healthy self-image..

3. Discover the power of your thoughts and words..

4. Let go off the past..

5. Find your own strength through adversity..

6. Live to give..

7. Must know what is the latest around you..

8. Choose to be happy..

UNITAR Sabah RC - Enforcement of Dress Code

2009-10-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

Bha... 2 all Unitar Sabah students, please be reminded that you are required to observe the dress code of the university.. the dress code can be found at

http://www.unitar.edu.my/current/docs/dresscode.pdf

..I would like to highlight and emphasize that you are not allowed to wear slippers or any kind of sandals (for male students only).. NO short pants.. NO mini skirts.. All dress and skirts or pants should be below the kneecaps.. attire design should not reveal any area of your body which according of to the norms has to be covered.. etc (which can be found on the link above).

..Those who violated the code, you are not allowed to enter the classroom unless you balik and change your attire..

Why this rule???
Students’ Conduct and Attire guideline aims in defining the appropriate dress and attire that
should be worn by the students. It aims to protect the good name of the University and develop
an environment that encourage and motivate students throughout their learning process in the
University. The objectives are in line with University’s aspirations and vision as an educational
institution and center of knowledge.

** bagus ni.. so ikut kio... thanx..

OLQP Charity Dinner 2009

2009-09-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

TO all friends and tobpinai ngaavi,

Thank you for your support on our recent dinner.. It was a successful event and Praise the Lord...

Here are some pictures for you taken by Mr. Jude Charles... (**sory jude sa curi dari fb ko...ehheheh0..

Bangunan Gereja OLQP Kobusak RUNTUH...

2009-08-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

(Palis-palis... Gotcha... hehehe.. it will happen if you not supporting our noble-event..hehehe..)

Hi frens and tobpinai ngaavi...

OUR LADY QUEEN OF PEACE CHURCH (OLQP), KOBUSAK will be organizing a CHARITY DINNER in aid of Church Maintenance Fund, as per the following details;

DATE : 12th September, 2009 (Saturday)
TIME : 7.30 pm
VENUE: Dewan KDCA, Penampang

This event is open to all (cuz ada permit police ah...hehehehe) and you will be served with not only delicious foods from one of the well-known restaurant in Penampang, but you will also be entertained with a lot of performances by our very own Felix Agus (AF3), Jo Anna Sue Henley Rampas (Bintang RTM 2009/Unduk Ngadau Winner...what year ah???), and of course from the Youth of OLQP... Sumazau, Modern dance, Jabbawockeez dance (u may see the video at the right side of my blog), Line dancing, choir, to name a few... ADA LUCKY DRAW juga bha...hehehe...

Ada juga (MAYBE) performance from the VVIP table.. hehehe.. (**Bha Father, sedia la ko pilih lagu...)...

And.. we have a very special emcee that nite.. Sepa lagi kalau bukan DJ Othoe of Suria Pagi Kinabalu 105.90 fm....

For those yang berminat, dinner ticket will be for sell at RM80 and RM120 seorang ah... or if you want gallery ticket(no makan la...) is RM20 seorang.

COme la and show some love..hehehe..

Why we organize this Dinner??? hmmm... OLQP Church ni berusia 20 tahun suda (since 12th November, 1989) and you know lar for building kalau umur 20 tahun, consider tua suda and need to do major building maintenance on it... BUT it need a lot and lot of money.. that's y we organize this dinner and we really need your support.. Bring you family members as well ya...

You may want to see the church by yourself... OLQP church is situated at Kg. Kobusak Penampang (next to Ketua Kampung hse).. We have a beautiful church there and there are about 350 congregations attend the Holy Mass (in Kadazan) every sunday at 10.30am. We need to do a lot of maintenance works so that we have a better and more comfortable place to worship, and above all we want to give THE BEST for our LORD.

So.... come and kasi ringan2 tangan kamu mo derma... you may contact me at

jaytuah@yahoo.com

and give me your hp number... i will contact you as soon as i get ur email..

Thanks again and God Bless...

Here are some pictures of OLQP church, courtesy from my fren's blog.

As you can see above, kesian the roof and the dinding.. mesti mo cat suda ni...

Front view...

Interior view of OLQP Church...

Volleyball Part2...

2009-08-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

Adidididididi... we kalah huhuhuhuuhuhuh... we managed to go thru the 1st match and go to winner pool but we lost our 2nd match...hehehhe... next time lar kami cuba lai...

Hahaha... Tiba2 volleyball...

2009-08-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hahahah... hi loyal readers...

Nothing special actually.. saja nak share.. after lyke 6 years tidak main volleyball, tiba2 ada kena panggil wakil KAMPUNG main volleyball bsuk untuk Sukan N.19 Kapayan.. Its a very nice effort from the organizer to instill the concept of 1Malaysia.. Bangga lar to be part of it... Thanks YB Edward Khoo..

So friends, jgn lupa support kami ya... will tell u guys the result 2mrw... wish us luck...

p/s Enda la bha kami terror macam gambar di atas... tapi semangat tetap sama lar.. hehehe...

INTERESTING CONVERSATION

2009-07-30T18:37:00.000-07:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has
with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat.

But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.

There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold.

Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.

Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.

To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor. Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?

Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .

No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein..

IT IS STRANGE ISN'T IT...

2009-07-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

Got this from an email sent by a friend of mine.. reflection time....

Isn't it strange

how a 10 ringgit bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church,
but such a small amount when you go shopping?

Isn't it strange
how 2 hours seem so long when you're at church,
and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie?

Isn't it strange
that you can't find a word to say when you're praying but..
you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend?

Isn't it strange
how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible but
how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?

Isn't it strange
how everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games but
they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church?

Isn't it strange
how we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks
before the day so we can include it in our agenda,
but we can adjust it for other events in the last minute?

Isn't it strange
how difficult it is to learn a fact about God to share it with others;
but how easy it is to learn, understand, extend and repeat gossip?

Isn't it strange
how we believe everything that magazines and newspapers say but...
we question the words in the Bible?

Isn't it strange
how everyone wants a place in heaven but....
they don't want to believe, do, or say anything to get there?

Isn't it strange
how we send jokes in e-mails and they are forwarded right away but
when we are going to send messages about God,
we think about it twice before we share it with others?

Vote for Sipadan NOW...

2009-06-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

Please vote for Sipadan Island as a new 7 wonders of nature.. I already did and now it's your turn.. come on everyone.. show some love to your country.. click on the picture above to start voting.. On behalf of 'Sipadan", THANK YOU.. hehehe...

p/s Thanks sogoh for the info n pic..

Life is confusing...

2009-06-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing to write actually but i would like to share some thoughts about our life on earth..

LIFE.. Isn't it confusing..?? There is a phrase saying "Life comes with a guaranteed-death... " It's a package for every living thing in the world... Your first breath means you are waiting for your last breath, which remains mystery to all... if that so, why must we come to life in the first place knowing the certainty of death???

The only scary thing about it is the situation on our last breath... Don't you??

How and when i will die?? That's so scary to be thought of...

During our 'temporary-life' on earth, we ought to do everything that will satisfy us.. such as, education, wealth, friends, spouse, children, and many more... FOR WHAT??? YOU WILL DIE EVENTUALLY and you are aware that you can't bring those things with you when you die... Having all those things especially family will add even more sufferings to you for leaving your loved ones behind... *sob sob...

I wonder... how's life after death??? What will i feel??? How is the situation 'there'??? Will i still able to meet and see my family from 'there'??? Am i become ghost waiting for my final judgement??? Where will 'they' put me??? Do i still have feeling or emotion after death???? How about my unfinished business on earth??? How about my family/loved ones after i have gone???

Scary thought huh....

That's for us to ponder...

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.....

Here are some words of wisdom about LIFE...

A. Powell Davies:

Life is just a chance to grow a soul.

Abraham Lincoln:

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

Alan Bennett:

Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key.

Albert Camus:

All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

Alice Walker:

Deliver me from writers who say the way they live doesn't matter. I'm not sure a bad person can write a good book. If art doesn't make us better, then what on earth is it for.

Alice Walker:

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.

Amelia Burr:

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.

Anais Nin:

Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.

Anais Nin:

People living deeply have no fear of death.

Anais Nin:

The personal life deeply lived always expands into truths beyond itself.

André Gide:

The most decisive actions of our life ... are most often unconsidered actions.

Anne Wilson Schaef:

Life is a process. We are a process. The universe is a process.

Baruch Spinoza:

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.

Ben Jonson:

A good life is a main argument.

Benjamin Disraeli:

Read no history: nothing but biography, for that is life without theory.

Benjamin Franklin:

Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that the stuff life is made of.

Bernice Johnson Reagon:

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

Brother David Steindl-Rast :

Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more.

Carl Sandburg:

Our lives are like a candle in the wind.

Carl Sandburg:

Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

Charlotte Bronte:

Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation.

Colette:

Life is nothing but a series of crosses for us mothers.

Corita Kent:

Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.

Elbert Hubbard:

Life is just one damned thing after another.

Elbert Hubbard:

Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive.

Ernest Becker:

[W]e now know that the human animal is characterized by two great fears that other animals are protected from: the fear of life and the fear of death... Heidegger brought these fears to the center of his existential philosophy. He argued that the basic anxiety of [humanity] is anxiety about being-in-the-world, as well as anxiety of being-in-the-world. That is, both fear of death and fear of life, of experience and individuation.

Ernest Becker:

I think that taking life seriously means something such as this: that whatever man does on this planet has to be done in the lived truth of the terror of creation, of the grotesque, of the rumble of panic underneath everything. Otherwise it is false. Whatever is achieved must be achieved with the full exercise of passion, of vision, of pain, of fear, and of sorrow. How do we know ... that our part of the meaning of the universe might not be a rhythm in sorrow?

F. Forrester Church:

Religion is the human response to being alive and having to die.

George Bernard Shaw:

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the community, and as long as I live it is my privilege to do for it whatever I can.

George Eliot:

What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other?

George Sand:

Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life.

George Santayana:

Life is not a spectacle or a feast; it is a predicament.

Goethe:

A useless life is an early death.

HH the Dalai Lama:

What is the meaning of life? To be happy and useful.

Harry Emerson Fosdick:

Nothing else matters much -- not wealth, nor learning, nor even health -- without this gift: the spiritual capacity to keep zest in living. This is the creed of creeds, the final deposit and distillation of all important faiths: that you should be able to believe in life.

Henry David Thoreau:

However mean your life is, meet it and live it: do not shun it and call it hard names. Cultivate poverty like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Things do not change, we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts.

Henry James:

Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact.

Henry Van Dyke:

Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars.

Isaac Asimov:

If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster.

James F. Bymes:

Too many people are thinking of security instead of opportunity. They seem to be more afraid of life than death

Jean-Paul Sartre:

Everything has been figured out, except how to live.

Joan Baez:

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when. You can only decide how you're going to live. Now.

John Dewey:

Education, therefore, is a process of living and not a preparation for future living.

John Dewey:

Education is not preparation for life; education is life itself.

Joni Mitchell:

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all.

Marcus Aurelius:

Remember that no man loses any other life than this which he now lives, nor lives any other than this which he now loses.

Marcus Aurelius:

Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones. I am not afraid.

Maria Mitchell:

Study as if you were going to live forever; live as if you were going to die tomorrow.

Marian Wright Edelman:

Service is what life is all about.

Marie Curie:

Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.

Mark Twain:

What work I have done I have done because it has been play. If it had been work I shouldn't have done it. Who was it who said, "Blessed is the man who has found his work"? Whoever it was he had the right idea in his mind. Mark you, he says his work--not somebody else's work. The work that is really a man's own work is play and not work at all. Cursed is the man who has found some other man's work and cannot lose it. When we talk about the great workers of the world we really mean the great players of the world. The fellows who groan and sweat under the weary load of toil that they bear never can hope to do anything great. How can they when their souls are in a ferment of revolt against the employment of their hands and brains? The product of slavery, intellectual or physical, can never be great.

Suddenly a good samaritan gives me USD800,000.00...

2009-05-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

wakakka... having no friends or relatives from the US, out from nowhere i received an email (below) saying that 'my fren' sent me a cash of USD800,000.00 ... owh...how i wish it is true...

CONFIRM OWNERSHIP(PARCEL)

Dear Customer!

We have been waiting for you to contact us for your Confirmable Package
that is registered with us for shipping to your residential location. We had
thought that your sender gave you our contact details. It may interest you
to note that a letter is also added to your package. However, we cannot
quote its content to you via email for Privacy reasons we understand that
the content of your package itself is a Bank Draft worth of $800,000.00
USD. As you know, FedEx do not ship money in CASH or in CHEQUES
but Bank Drafts are shippable.

The package is registered with us for mailing by your colleague, and your
colleague explained that he is from the United States but he is here in
Nigeria for a three (3) months Surveying Project as he works with a
construction firm in the Nigeria West Africa region, We are sending you
this email because your package is been registered on a Special Order.

What you have to do now, is to contact our Delivery Department for
immediate dispatch of your package to your residential address. Note
that as soon as our Delivery Team confirms your information's will take
only one working day (24 hours) for your package to arrive its designated
address. For your information, the VAT & Shipping charges as well as
Insurance fees have been paid by your colleague before your package
was registered. Note that the payment that is made on the Insurance,
Premium & Clearance Certificates, you are to certify that the Bank Draft
is not a Drug Affiliated Fund (DAF) neither is it funds to sponsor Terrorism
in your country. This will help you avoid any form of query from the
Monetary Authority of your country. However, you will have to pay a sum
of $300.00 USD to the FedEx Delivery Department being full payment for
the Security Keeping Fee of the FedEx Company as stated in our privacy
terms & condition page. Also be informed that your colleague wished to
pay having known not when you will be picking up the package or even
responding to us. So we cannot take the risk to have accepted such
payment incase of any possible demurrage.

Kindly note that your colleague did not leave us with any further
information we hope that you respond to us as soon as possible because
if you fail to respond until the expiry date of this package,
we may refer the package to the British Commission for Welfare as the
package do not
have a return address. Kindly contact the delivery department (FedEx
Delivery Post) with the details given below: FedEx Delivery Post Contact
Person:

Mr Mark Anderson
Email: delivery_fedexcourier098@live.com
Tel: +2348078666853
Kindly complete the below form and send it to the email address given
above. This is mandatory to reconfirm your Postal address and telephone
numbers.

FULL NAMES:................
TELEPHONE:.................
POSTAL ADDRESS:............
CITY:......................
STATE:.....................
COUNTRY:...................
OCCUPATION:................

Kindly complete the above form and summit it to the delivery manager on:
delivery_fedexcourier098@live.com

As soon as your details are received, our delivery team will give you the
necessary payment procedure so that you can effect the payment for the
Security Keeping Fees. As soon as they confirm your payment of
$300.00 USD, they will not hesitate to dispatch your package as well as
the attached letter to your residence. It usually takes 24 hours being an
over night delivery service. Note that we were not instructed to email you,
but due to the high priority of your package we had to inform you as your
sender did not leave us with his phone number because he stated that he
just arrived Nigeria and he hasn't got any phone yet. We indeed
personally sealed your Bank Draft and we found your email contact in the
attached letter as the recipient of the foremost package. Ensure to
contact the delivery department with the email address given above and
ensure to fill the above form as well to enable a successful reconfirmation.

Yours Faithfully,
Mrs. Margaret Blaire.
Fedex Online Team Management

Juara SEBENAR Akademi Fantasia 7...

2009-05-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

Juara sebenar AF7 sesuai dengan temanya tahun ini.. Transformasi bersama AF7... ialah

JUARA : AKIM

Pic courtesy of Subhikarim

(With due respect..) Naib Juara: Hafiz

Ketiga: Isma

Keempat: Yazid

Aril... tak patut ada tempat.. reason?? semua orang tahu permainan production AF7.. Read below article why Akim should have win AF7..

Memang title Juara hanya antara Hafiz dan Akim, Tidak dinafikan Hafiz memang sangat baik dan sesuai bebenar jadi Juara. tapi my votes go to Akim due to his 'tranformation' processes from week 1...

And please enjoy the performances of the real champion during the grand finale..

Bengang (single) ~ Akim AF7

aku bosan dengan cintamu
aku rasa buang masa
kau selalu mendustakan cintaku

aku fikir kau tak searus
lebih baik ku beralih
biarkan diriku terus bersendiri

ku tak sanggup engkau setia
walau jasad dan juga nyawa
sebagai tanda cintamu padaku

katamu..

tak mungkin ku percaya
kata-kata yang penuh dusta
hanyalah bibir berkata
yang memilukan
menambah bengang rasa hampa
terus tinggal diriku terasa

cukup berkali kau berkata
jangan diulang lagi dusta
jangan kau pujuk hati yang terluka

tak mungkin akan ku kembali
jika janji sekadar mimpi
tak mungkin aku sanggup
bersama dengan mu

tak mungkin ku percaya
kata-kata yang penuh dusta
hanyalah bibir berkata
yang memilukan
menambah bengang rasa hampa
terus tinggal diriku

setiap liku diserang pilu
setiap liku teringat janjimu
ooh caramu..
akan ku teruskan diriku oh tanpamu

tak mungkin ku percaya
kata-kata yang penuh dusta
hanyalah bibir berkata
yang memilukan
menambah bengang rasa hampa
terus tinggal diriku terasa
ooh..

*lagu: Amir
*lirik: SQ
(Lyrics courtesy of Akimfan blog)

AKIM - My Favorite to Win AF7

2009-05-12T02:50:00.000-07:00

You may call him cocky.. some may just call him ego.. some say he is rejected from OIAM.. whatever you may want to labeled him, for me he is the most 'transformed' student of akademi fantasia 7, in line with the theme of this year production.. He is indeed was transformed from zero to hero... Just look at the picture below..it is self-explanatory pic..

Pics Courtesy of Murai.com.my

Apart from that.. He is unique in such a way that his voice is not yet in the market (of Malaysia of course).. He is really transformed from 'kampung' to celebrity@potential superstar... look how kampung he is in the pic above.. no offence akim and his fans..

He is one of the most consistent student this season (selain daripada Hafiz).. His talent is very fresh and there's something about him that make me want to see his performance every week.. And one thing about him that make him very different with the other students is he can sing and smile in the same time.. his interpretation of each song he performed was unique and great..

He has so many memorable performance.. For me, the most memorable is when he performed Datuk Siti's song.. It was just awesome..

youtube video by Emerald01

And not forgetting his fantastic performance when he sang 'Situasi' (O.A Bunkface)..

youtube video by Momoilia

Malaysia, do not vote for 'recycled' student.. do not repeat our mistake in OIAM3.. He (AFMASUK student) may be talented, but yg out tue out la ye...

Hafiz can also be the winner but doesn't have the x-factor and aura.. AND his voice is very common..

So.. vote for akim by afundi him..

AFUNDI AKIM and send to 32999

or

AFUNDI3 AKIM and send to 32999

or

AFUNDI5 AKIM and send to 32999

or

AFUNDI10 AKIM and send to 32999

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-08T18:58:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day to my Mum and to all Mothers out there... Thank you for everything..

Pic courtesy of this site..

OIAM3 Winner SUCKS!!! Say NO to RECYCLED Winner

2009-05-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

Ya... indeed i'm not in a mood of reviewing the show..

I just think that Tomok do not deserve the title for a lot of reason..

*He supposed to be voted out earlier but the show has it own motive to maximizing their profit cuz they know who his voters are.. they all got money.. I bet that 90% his votes come from one cluster of location ONLY..his family members.. I bet they will do the same for Isma later on to win AF7.. AND don't forget they have extra 1 million to ensure that to happen..

*The judges are truly, deeply, madly BIASED!!!! Malaysia know this prior to the grand finale for they admitted it when they were interviewed recently.. They openly want Tomok to win.. WHY?? (**sendri mo tau).. I don't see any powerful vocal from Tomok compare to Aweera and Esther whose vocal are more unique and marketable.. Labelling Tomok's second performance as the best of the nite was completely ridiculous..

*I said earlier 90% of Tomok's votes came from his cluster.. and another 10% definitely came from girls who voted because of his good looking (** is it??? duh...).. Buta seni betul...

*Revealing the leader board so many time during the show was unnecessary.. u know why, rite??? It was pathetic... I mean the producer.. So how much OIAM profit this season?? Satisfied?? Me myself LOSE RM30 for tonite only..

*AND the best reason would be.. He is already an artist.. *duh...

*UNFAIR for those who have been voted out to actually be given the chance to compete again.. it was like an AFMASUK in AF which triggered a lot of controversies and unsatisfactory of viewers.. Say NO to RECYCLED Winner!!!..

Wakakakaka... i know i am a lil bit emotion tonite..opsss..not a lil bit maybe...

Anyhow, here what i feel abt the grand finale;

*Opening VT and drama = Excellent

*The Host = Excellent

*Wardrobe of Awal n Marion = Excellent

*Wardrobe of all the TOP 12 = Excellent

* Aweera = GOOD

*Esther = Brilliant and Fantastic

*Tomok = RECYLED.. VOTED OUT (didn't deserved to be rated)

*Bunkface = GOOD

*Ayu = Great

*The Judges = SUCKS!!! BIASED!!!

*The result = SUCKS!!! T.T

*The winner = do not deserve it..so SUCKS!!

*Overall production = Better than AF of course.. BEST but the result is sucks.. **sigh

THE REAL WINNER of OIAM Season 3 is...

ESTHER

Pics courtesy of Gua.com.my

VOTE ESTHER NOW....!!!!

2009-04-30T03:22:00.000-07:00

About Esther...

ELIZABETH APPLUNIUS CHIN @ ESTHER
Age :21
Occupation : Singer
Genre of Music : Modern blues, RnB, Soul, Jazz Fusion

Tell us more about yourself. (Personality, likes & dislikes, hobby, passion, etc)
I am a sweet person, humble, kind-hearted, friendly and shy at times. I am a good listener and loyal to my friends. I love singing, dancing, sewing and gardening.

Why did you decided to join OIAM 3? How does it benefit you?
I decided to tryout for OIAM because I would like to know the depth of my talent and gain more experience.

Who are you singing idols & why?
Anita Baker.

How far do you see yourself in this competition
(hopes & dreams)?
I would like to go all the way because this is my first big opportunity.

What do you think of the other competitors in the Top 12?
All of them are very talented. For sure, I will not underestimate them.

How long have you been singing?
I have been singing about 10 to 11 years.

Are you a recording artiste? If yes, name your albums/singles.
In Sabah, I had a Kadazan-Dusun language album (2005).

Describe yourself in 5 words.
Unpredictable, Humble, Friendly, good listener and determined.

Sources: 8tv

Who will win OIAM Season 3???

2009-04-30T03:05:00.000-07:00

I've checked gua.com.my and as u can see from the snap shot above, gua's readers pick Esther as the winner.. but it does not guarantee that Esther will win the title.. it all depends on your votes...

As Esther's fan, PLEASE vote for Esther...... its now or never!!!

type YES<space>ESTHER and send it to 33399

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