My blog be like.

2012-08-17T15:49:00.000-04:00

Just because i want to do stuff for you, does not mean i want to take care of you like a fucking baby! i like to cook for you and do certain things for you but im not going to wipe your ass! your 20 years old grow up and do something for yourself you low life piece of shit. At least im looking for a job and oh yeah i remember you saying how your to good for everything, fuck. I don't think you deserve anything.

With love, your EX.

Jobless...

2012-08-14T15:47:00.001-04:00

Trying to find a job today is hard, i have been searching for 6-8 months and still have found nothing.

My boyfriend recently lost his job so we have 0 income, was suppose to start college this semester and now i cant because i won't have the money to pay for my books or anything. so i stuck putting off college at least til i get some income but who knows when that will be.

Sometimes i feel like my life could be a book, then i feel if it was somehow it would just comeback to haunt me. As of right now i hate my life and pretty much everything in it.

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signed- The person that needs help.

Why?

2012-08-13T18:25:00.000-04:00

Normal?

What does that word mean? How does someone fit into that category? How and why do people constantly judge you? the answers to these questions will probably never be known. It's just the sad truth.

Just because I choose to live my life and do things different then everyone else I'm judged. I'm pretty sure everyone does things different not just me. So why is it me, that is judged. I may not be beautiful, sexy, skinny, smart, or popular but I'm pretty happy with my life. So why should anyone else care, i never ask for their opinions so why do they feel the need to express them. I guess in a way i am pretty popular. well at least to them cause it seems like my life is always on their minds.

I'm happy with myself, i love me, I wouldn't change anything about me. If you don't like me so much then why are you so concerned with me? Get over it cause if you don't like it you don't have to look, talk, or even think about me! I love me. <3

Life sucks, love makes it better!

2011-01-20T22:43:00.000-05:00

Okay i understand its been a few days since my last blog. I been busy with school and stuff, and i guess my reason for blogging this time is life really sucks asss. i mean come on, the people you love and care about are always leaving you or ignoring you. You just want to feel loved and when your around that person they make you happy then anyone in the world, but it sucks cause you want more then anything just to be with them but you cant. there is always something stopping you or someone. the worst part is you know that person loves you back and you two should be together, but your too big of a pussy to accept the challenge and your afraid of getting hurt or hurting someone.But what you realize is if you don't do it now you will regret it later and soo what if your not the best looking or richest person ever if the other person loves you then they wont give a shit. So I'm going to take that chance fuck everyone else! i'm not letting you go. <3

My life.

2011-01-11T22:18:00.000-05:00

My life petty much suck ass, but i try to make the best of it. i have just recently found out my little brother who is five years old has cancer and it has been really hard on me and my family. I often think about my future and what im going to do with it. hopefully i am going to college that's if i have the money. if i don't maybe i cant get a scholarship, that's why im trying to keep my grades up. i want to make my parents proud of me because they have been proud of my other sisters. My older sister Jamie goes to UK and my other older sister heather did go to college but she dropped out because she was pregnant. But that's probably enough i will try and blog when ever i can to keep you updated, but later for now. : )

Fuck trying to do anything good for yourself, life sucks live with it!