::Out Of the Box::

2015 is around the corner!

2014-12-21T04:03:00.001+00:00

I was not really intending to write a new entry but somehow I feel bad because I could still see you being loyal to visit my empty-headed kind of blog-writing...

To begin, I would like to praise Allah for all His greatest gifts... La haula wala quwatta illa billahi aliyul azim

As the 2015 is approaching, I could say that 2014 has been leaving an amount of remarkable events to me... thank you to all of you as being part of me...

Like the old days, where every time a new year will be coming, I'll definitely will force myself to do my so-called resolution.. and sometimes (I mean like every each year!) I'll just 're-new' my new year resolutions.. but I think this upcoming 2015.. I'll have to add new ones ;)

My new year resolutions are:

1. read more books (please be knowledgeable Asma')
2. upgrading my eeman
3. write more in this blog
4. and the list goes on (I mean in my own diary... hehe)

and to you, I can't wait for you to come 'home' ... fhiza :D

English, not more been practised

2014-09-04T09:02:00.001+01:00

Dear All

I know it's just only you who read it... but 'you' means a lot to me.. without you, this blog will just between me and the blog.. no reader.. so pathetic right.. I start to realize that my english has becoming worse since I haven't been communicating in english for a while.. or neither in writing.. therefore, I plan in my mind just a few minutes ago that at least I have to jot down something in this blog once a week.. that is the minimum.. Before going back home, I planned so many so-called 'super-ambitious' plan in UK... like publishing at least two papers, met colleagues in the same field from other university, get re-connect with my former researcher, continue memorising al-quran, ... but the thing is that end-up doing nothing.. I feel super hopeless... People say when you're happy, you should be more productive, but it seems not working for me.. I am worried to death.. the clock is ticking but I still haven't prepared yet for the viva..

Today was the intake of the new students... I can see how fresh they were... so cute and innocent.. but I don't how long that it would last.. the memoirs of me and my friends during our first year came dazzling in my mind.. I smiled abruptly... how time flies... and now I'm sitting in front of a full hall of student... i hope that they will do well in study and more important they will be a good people once graduated.. Good is encompassing all the value of a good individual characteristic.

Enough said.

I wish all the best for my friends out there... 'till we meet again if Allah's will...

Imagine dragon

2014-08-14T04:10:00.000+01:00

Assalamualaykum...

It's been quite a long hiatus since I got back home in Malaysia... I had arrived safe and sound

Update

2014-08-14T04:09:00.000+01:00

After seeing the track system... I knew that you have been persistently visiting my blog... Therefore, I will put an effort in updating this blog.. hee

There has been quite a few significant events happened from the day I touched Malaysia.. hoho...

I thanked Allah for what has been given to me... Masha Allah.. and I pray the best for all my friends too ^^

[W.E.L.C.O.M.E]

2014-06-16T09:20:00.000+01:00

Yeah... i do love moving from one blog to another. i started with blogspot during my uni period than moved to wordpress than finally come back again. ~homecoming :) . This blog is really gonna be about me and my life. if u expecting something like edu, tech, politics, economy crisis or bla2 from my blog, then u got the wrong blog here. so, do find it elsewhere. no offense kay. here, u just can find myself babbling bout my life only... heheh. simple minded, aint i? haha... well, its a blog specifically for me to release my tensy and practise my english... do bear it in ur mind! i do NEED to improve my english ne.. hope u guys gonna enjoy it :))

Phd

2014-06-15T13:13:00.001+01:00

Describe Phd

It can be mentally TORTURING ... sometimes...

pening pale

Eh.. few days left?

2014-06-14T18:10:00.001+01:00

emm.. that kinda tickles my heart a bit.. it's not that funny but emm.. I don't know how to express the feeling..

but, I'm sure gonna miss you ... southampton, uk, sv's, and of course you, and you

but, In sha Allah, this long journey has taught me a lot

as a preparation for a better future world (haha.. over sgt!)

but,

Thank you Allah... deeply from my lubb (lapisan hati paling dlm, selepas fuad, qalb dan sadr )

Lelah

2014-05-28T19:16:00.001+01:00

setelah sekian lama tak merasai kelelahan yg teramat, hari ini cukup terasa... entah mengapa hati dan otak berbicara bahasa yang sama... dua dua terasa kian lelah.. akal cuba berfikir dan dipaksa berfikir... hingga rasa terbitnya kekurangan atau ketiadaan langsung daya taakulan.. sesungguhnya ilmu-Mu sangat luas.. aku yang lemah ini benar benar rasa kerdil

Aku benar benar berharap segala ilmu ini didasari atas niat keranaMu..

Moga segalanya baik baik belaka...

Ya Ghaffur... Ampuni segala dosa dosaku dan sahabat sahabatku agar kami tak terhijab dengan cahaya ilmuMu... Amin ya Rabalalamin :'(

7.15pm
Hartley Library, Southampton

Ketinggian iman di waktu musim panas di luar negara

2014-05-16T17:53:00.001+01:00

em.. tak taula

nak tau jgk

apa agaknya khabar iman para lelaki muslim di waktu musim panas

memasing kat sini macam takmau nk pakai baju la

Selamat Hari Ummi

2014-05-10T16:18:00.002+01:00

Thank you Allah for the upon greatest gift in my life...
Thank you for giving me the chance to taste the love from a mom
I am deeply truly feel grateful for what you had give me.. sometimes I do really take granted for what I have
As I grow up, I began to realize that not everyone have the chance of being loved by a mom
My tears rolled down as I read through newspaper each day, baby being dumped in the most disgusted place
Thank you Allah for not just giving me a mom, but an extraordinary mom
Thank you for bearing with all eight of us
Thank you for your patient
At this point of age, I do often think a lot
How would my life be without you
But I need to be prepared
That each of us will soon go
It's either me or you
But mom,
I will try to be a good solehah daughter so that you won't be accused in hereafter for any of my wrongdoings
My prayers is 24/7 for you ummi and abah

#truefriend

I will miss UK

2014-05-01T12:29:00.001+01:00

The memoirs of 3 years and a half months will be missed indeed... Thank you Allah for giving me a chance to study abroad. Thank you Allah for everything... I will always try to upgrade my eeman inshaAllah...

sayonara!!

Learning to adapt with a cheaper skin regime

2014-05-01T12:11:00.001+01:00

Since I'm going back to Malaysia in a few weeks time, I had already taught my face to truly accept the cheaper skin care. I used to wear clinique but since I've already ran-out of it, I bought myself simple skincare!! a set of clinique cost me £70 ++ while a set of simple only cost me £4 ++. What a totally big differences!! I had used clinique as my skin was really deteriorated during my 1st year. I had tried so many products that seems not working for me until I came across clinique. From that day, clinique was my bff. hehe... but now, I shift myself to simple skincare as I don't think I can afford to buy it in Malaysia and perhaps my skin will be working well in Malaysia ... (what do i mean by working well??).. but the main reason for buying simple is the result of having few pounds left for these few weeks left!! (trying to get a sympathy.. muahaha.. )

honestly,

I can't wait to get home!!

and with all due respect, I can no longer bear living here

I dont know

2014-04-26T16:04:00.000+01:00

In my head right now, I have no idea at all what to jot down. I just simply logged in and push my finger tips to start typing anything. I just need to get something written down for the sake of my friend that keep visiting my blog. I don't want her/him to get frustrated over the hiatus blog entries. Well, basically, I have 2 months left before going back for good. I had over push my limit I think in the past few weeks. The consequence was that I loose my motivation in the last couple of days. But now, I'm standing back firmly. I will try to finish chapter 6 in next week. In early May, do the last chapter. in second week of May, start to do the corrections. Oh, when is this going to end??

Mom, can I just go back home?

I miss you and dad.

MH370

2014-03-25T15:54:00.002+00:00

A day to be remembered...

berkenaan post fefeling kwn ku di london

2014-02-19T14:46:00.001+00:00

sy kan ade sorang kwn ni ...

sleepy

2014-02-06T16:42:00.001+00:00

cmneeeeeee ni!! ngntuk x abes abes

tension la

sbb ngntuk

sedih rase sbb ngntuk

tatau nk psg lagu ape

psg lagu jiwang kang hati berjiwang jiwang plak

psg lagu omputih

bingit plak telinge

psg ramli sarip

sampai terngntuk ngntuk ni

psg lagu nasyeed

terikot2 plak

sbb dh hapai kan

psg alunan zikir

dah 4 hari playlist same kan

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

tp sbb dh ngntuk kan

mcm mcm la alasan aku kann

skrng playlist tgh lagu isabella

btw sejak 4 hr lepas duk psg lagu nadamurni

hmm... tak pasal2 aku duk baca bingkisan hidup al-arqam

aku tetibe keliru

aku tak tau kisah sbnr yg berlaku

were they falsely accused ?

hmmm...

was it part of political agenda?

hmm...

kenapa ek kalo tulis blog x mengantuk macam tulis tesis

debushhh diri sendiri

boleh ke aku nk siap mcm ni??!!

btw, kepada bakal suami saya

mengertilah penat nya membuat phd ni

terpaksa berjauahn dgn famili satu

lps tu hari hari mengadap bende yg sama

once dah buat

x boleh patah balik

heavy rain ke, freezing cold snow ke, hot summer weather ke,

still kene harung bende same

tp pikir balik

ni kejap je

eh ape ntah motif ayat ayat ni

tade thesis statement lngsung

berterabur...

ok laa... oh kpd bakal suami

jmpe nnt didepan tok kadi

inshaAllah :)

nk kurus tp mkn byk n x buat sebarang exercise

2014-02-04T15:30:00.002+00:00

tangga kejayaan utk gemuk adalah mkn byk dan x exercise... kalo gemuk tu diletakkan sbg target, pasti mudah dn rmai gile yg gemuk... tp seperti biase, utk mendapat sesuatu bkn senang... w'pun bunyi dia cliche, tp mmg benar, utk raih sesuatu perkara perlukan usaha.. bknnya senang2 nk dpt... dah kalo nk kurus, kene la buat sesuatu... ok perkara pertama, control pemakanan dah start buat smlm.. kalo setiap hr melantak nasi mcm x ingt... smlm dh control mkn dgn ambil less than segenggam tgn. plus bykkn sayur n lauk. smlm beli byk giler buah. tu dh start dr dua minggu lepas. sbb slalu cepat lapar... jd biase mkn roti ke crisps ke coklat ke.. skng dh gnti dgn buah...

yg tang exercise tu payah sket... tali skipping dh beli.. x jump jump lagi... squat exercise pun dh blaja.. x pi x buat buat lg... tunggu ape ntah xtau... malas x hengat...

Going to london

2014-01-30T12:15:00.002+00:00

Yahoooo!! I'm going to visit London in two more days... I am so excited as I have not yet truly explored the city of London... I have not even have chance to land my eyes on London's landmarks ... buckingham palace erm many more... and most exciting part is the foods awaiting!! lobstersss yummehh... and most important, to spend a quality time with my good buddy ;)

Fear

2014-01-29T17:04:00.000+00:00

I am bored to death ... not that i have nothing to do... what i explicitly mean is that i am bored with all these writings.... i am mentally exhausted... i can't wait to finish all these... i am literally tired... please somebody understand me... i am writing this without having any intention to write up a proper entry.. it is just another random crap entry as to fill my gap of boredom..

i am utterly anxious looking forward to april, may and june... see you inshaAllah

Sikit lg Asma'

2013-10-02T17:27:00.000+01:00

ok, sikit lg asma'!!!

sesikit n3 ini.

Jgnlah jd seperti ini

2013-10-01T11:26:00.002+01:00

bunga tanjung bunga melati,
kembang tujuh di bulan terang,
tinggi gunung sama di daki,
di kala jatuh mengapa seorang.

Hari ni 500+ words

2013-08-28T15:31:00.000+01:00

Hari ni mcm tulis agak byk. Sebab dapat support dari mak sendiri yg memang realitinya berada di sisi di UK ini. Yahuuu....

Ehehe...

Haish lama dah x update

2013-06-04T09:22:00.001+01:00

Bukanla sibuk apa pun... tp lupe yg ad blog. smlm jmpa sv. kali ni lama jgk gap x jmpa. biasa, tiap2 minggu jmpa. tp sbb demam dan kali ini task adalah key-in data, maka ada la excuse tamau jmp lg. jd smlm jmpe. ad la beberapa perkara yg dibincangkan.

continue jap lg k :)

--- motipp sgt kn nk to be continue

Tadaa II ...

2013-05-02T15:05:00.003+01:00

Tadaa...

2013-05-02T15:04:00.001+01:00

Ini dia schedule saya yg baru!!

hrp lepas ni saya x lost in my own world sangat. lps dmm ritu, bape hr dah lost track research sendiri.. huhu