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Although I must say that Anders Breivik is a rank, hell-hated joithead.

Last autumn I painted two portraits of my boyfriend. The first one turned out great and I was inspired to paint another one from a different angle.

Ergo:

I didn’t spend as much time and effort on this one. I like the cartoony eyes, but the background bothers me a bit. Yellow doesn’t look so good with the purple on the left side of the head, I wish I’d painted the whole background in one color.

The likeness is close enough:

(Isn’t he really cute and handsome?)

The tilt towards the viewer isn’t quite the same and the corner of the mouth that’s away from the viewer is such a bitch to get right every time.

Both of the portraits are framed by now, but I could still paint the background if I’m careful..

So there’s not much going on on the painting front. I have some aspirations for learning to paint structures and buildings among landscapes, or just indoor views. The problem is that I feel like I need support and feedback and guidance to learn that, since I have barely painted anything of that sort. Perhaps I can participate in one of my previous painting teacher’s classes next autumn.

I’m so out of blogging shape. I think I will blog about my latest book purchases next. Or about knitting. My highbrow activities in general.

It’s about a year old, or maybe I painted it last spring term, can’t quite remember. Visually it seems to be ancient. I feel like I’ve come a long way since, as far as my skills. Then again, I wasn’t as invested in this one as I was in the Ensio paintings… strange that.

So this is a portrait of Dichen Lachman, an actress who made her breakthrough in Joss Whedon’s Dollhouse, a tv series that I absolutely loved. Too bad it got cancelled. I like science fiction so much, especially when it’s kind of semi-realistic.

Dichen is Australian with a Tibetan mother, so she has a beautiful Asian look.

I didn’t really do justice to her with this portrait, but I like how the hair looks quite natural. The face is much more yellow in reality. I’m kind of annoyed by how different my paintings, the colors in particular, look when I take a photo of them, in contrast with the real thing. I always have to tweak the photos, but there are only so many options in the MS Office picture editor…

Anyhow, I have a strong intention to start painting again before the end of the year. I’m still keen to learn some landscape painting, especially with an urban exploration theme, but I feel like I’d like to get feedback for that. I feel like a toddler learning to walk when painting anything else but faces. I’ll just have to see about it.

And what was supposed to be only a consultation, turned into a haircut!

The hairdresser said that he could tell that I’ve been thinking about this realistically and it wasn’t spur of the moment. I’ve been thinking of cutting my hair short for about 5 years, basically ever since I started losing it in larqe quantities. It’s not that bad right now, but my hair would normally be about 1/4 thicker.

As soon as I sat down and he set his fingers on my head, he said that my scalp is dry and tight and in bad condition and he could tell that I’ve lost hair. I had thought that short hair wouldn’t be as forgiving in that sense, I thought it would show more how my hair is thinner, but it’s actually better now! It’s like normal hair. :)

It’s a little messy because I wore a hat on the way home and I haven’t yet figured out how it should be arranged. My hair grows in different directions all over, but I’ll learn that soon by experimenting.

I like my “sideburns” in particular (if someone knows the actual term, pray tell me!). They make the hair cut look more feminine. I also like how there is longer hair on the top. I can make different looks by changing the parting and combing it in different ways. :)

AND my earrings show better now too. AND my hair won’t be on the way when I do krav maga! AND no more 20 minutes every day just to untangle it so I can put it on a ponytail, which basically makes me look like I have no hair. By cutting off the length, I actually feel like I have hair again.

I finished my Bamboo socks for myself recently. They were my second socks ever, and I felt like the pattern was challenging for a newbie, but still easy enough to figure out. I learned how to read charts (I didn’t come to think that you read them as you would knit – from right to left, bottom to top) and I learned to do the Dutch heel.

The yarn I used is Estonian Aade Lõng Artistic 8/2; I got it as a gift from Obiskus about a year ago. The hank was huge and I barely used about 20% of the ball! The color doesn’t change very often, as you can see: the first sock has pink and dark purple, while the second begins with the dark purple and continues in light purple. Those are the three colors of the yarn. Beautiful, and I like the asymmetry in the socks, as they still have one color in common. But if I wanted something not-so-funny, I would probably use this yarn for a scarf, perhaps.

I also learned that the sock should feel tight at first, if you want it to fit perfectly over time. I thought mine fit perfectly, but they’re already looser, and for some reason the pink ankle is much looser than the other ankle. Go figure. But since I usually wear at least two pairs of woolly socks in the winter on top of each other, mostly three pairs, I need to have socks in all sizes. Fitting underneath and bigger on the top. Now I just have to knit some prettier, bigger socks to be worn on the top, so I can ditch my old, ugly socks!

Chapter 2. Arranging the stash

Yesterday I felt energetic enough to clean my apartment, and while I was in full swing, I assembled two cardboard boxes that I’d got from my mum and put all my yarn in them. The boxes are quite pretty:

But I didn’t want to hide all my yarn, so I put the prettiest ones on display in the wicker basket that was also from my mum. Some yarn is also hidden inside the white leather stool – I love the idea! It’s actually also from mum, she bought it specially for putting my yarn in it. She has really nice ideas for storing things. Now I feel good about rummaging through my yarn, because the bags were quite of unwieldy.

Chapter 3. New projects ahoy

I had a momentary panic when I finished my Bamboo socks. I had finished all my knits for xmas and hadn’t planned new projects in the hurry. It feels terrible to have no project to knit! Thankfully I got some ideas to knit more for mum and UncleEnsio and my cousin Satu (she has absolutely no internet presence whatsoever, believe it or not!).

Here are Petäjä socks for Ensio, I’m still knitting the first sock:

The pattern is ridiculously easy after the Bamboo socks, so I knitted a French heel this time. It’s supposed to be rounder than the Dutch heel, and maybe it is. The yarn is Novita 7 Veljestä Jättiraita and the needles are 2mm, so the sock feels very stiff and sturdy, just like Ensio wanted.

Since I gave the Heelhead scarf in Novita 7 Veljestä Jättiraita for mum for xmas, I suggested I make her mittens too from the same yarn, since there was still some left. I’m still knitting the first one:

Mum really liked her scarf and the yarn colors and she’s gotten compliments for it. It’s great, because I’m never exactly sure of her taste.

Since I had two skeins of Novita Puro Revontulet, I thought I would make matching mittens for my Northern Lights scarf:

The dye lot isn’t the same, but that’s fine. This yarn is lovely to knit and the colors are beautiful, but they pool so that it’s really difficult to knit something that truly matches the yarn’s potential.

Chapter 4. New yarn!

Moreover, I got some new yarn on xmas. Here they are:

4 humongous hanks in 4 colors of Tekstiiliteollisuus Huopalanka, it’s DK yarn meant for felting.

And 3 skeins of Sublime Luxurious Woolly Merino in 3 colors:

And 3 skeins of Schoeller + Stahl Elfin color in 2 colors, a mohair yarn:

And 4 skeins of Sandnesgarn Fritidsgarn in 2 colors:

I also bought some yarn myself. Ensio got excited about the orange Fritidsgarn and thought that an orange pullover would be cool. But the problem is, Fritidsgarn is quite bulky and coarse and meant for felting. I wanted a thinner yarn so the sweater wouldn’t be too warm, and it would have to be soft on the skin, and wear well. I bought one skein of Gjestal Maija in dark orange but didn’t like it, then I bought Cascade Yarns 220 wool:

But it’s actually in coral, not orange, so that didn’t work either. I’m going to make socks for myself from this yarn because it’s a lovely color and could show some interesting pattern very well.

But on a second visit to Lankaliike Aili Jokinen, a very old LYS in Tampere, they had gotten new yarn and Step Classic by Austermann in orange turned out to be the perfect color.

Moreover, it has 25% Nylon and Jojoba oil, so it should be very soft to wear. The sales lady also noticed my beanie made from Teetee Pallas and showed it to the owner. Good service. She also suggested I have to make mittens from the same yarn, but I didn’t cave in. I have to knit my existing stash first. Well, some of it at least.

I also thought I would use my Novita Isoveli Colori skein for making socks for my cousin for next xmas. Yes, I’m already thinking of knitting presents for next xmas, because I didn’t like being in a hurry the last time. I also consider knitting her a scarf from King Cole’s Mirage.

Chapter 5. Afterword

OMG I’m so excited about my new yarn, new projects and new project ideas!

This is following the International Conference on English Historical Linguistics 15, which took place in summer 2008. Apparently this is the first volume, with 14 articles. I have no idea how many volumes there are altogether, but I think it’s nice to be picked among 14 articles covering historical changes in English syntax.

Besides, pink and red is a beautiful combination. Here’s the table of contents:

Mine is the article on prevent. My professor’s is the one on the TIME corpus. The editors wanted us to cross-reference to our articles, but neither of us saw any point to it…

It’s kind of funny now, considering that I’ll probably never take up my postgraduate studies again. Having an article published and some conference presentations under my belt might even be a hindrance in my CV when I apply to jobs elsewhere than in the academic world. So I’m not exactly underlining it, it’s just there. Something I did.

Well, there is a student in England who’s working on prevent and other verbs of prevention. She’s enthusiastic and has been asking me for help a lot, apparently thinking that I’m a lecturer at the University of Tampere. Whatever, it’s not like she’s my competition anymore.

As more time goes by, I feel more certain that it was never meant to be. I simply don’t feel at home in the field of research. There were too many external issues that I couldn’t stand at all, unrelated to the actual work. And I could never convince myself I was doing anything useful. It’s no help if others think it’s useful if I don’t believe in it myself.

I’m not supposed to be a thinker. I’m supposed to make things happen. I’m happy with my life like that, and I think that’s what counts the most. Why pursue something that doesn’t make you happy? I believe we only have one life, so it doesn’t make any sense at all to waste it when you know what makes you happy and what doesn’t. I’m lucky to have found what I enjoy doing.

Firstly, I’ve been knitting a Karius scarf (Ravelry link) for a long time in Novita’s Nalle Marjaretki Lakka and finally finished it some weeks ago:

Here you can see close up how the striping goes.. I am in love with this yarn and the colors. I love orange. And here it is, finished and being blocked:

I probably didn’t let it dry flat for long enough, because it’s curling again. I have to make another try at blocking because it’s a bit clumsy to use as a roll. It’s like a snake or something.

And then there is of course the hooded coat (Ravelry link), minus the hood, for Turpo the dog!

It’s obvious she likes wearing it. Look how comfortable and appreciative she is.

Yes, she’s certainly a fan of the coat! I removed the hood because it wouldn’t have worked with a leash coming from the back of the neck. It’s a cute idea, though. The color is actually hot pink, but my camera didn’t want to show that. The coat fits quite well, considering that Turpo is slightly on the heavy side for her breed. It’s loose around her belly, but very snug around her chest and front legs.

I definitely want to knit more dog coats now! I don’t care if they will ever be really used, I just like knitting something for a dog. And having her try them on! She’s such a sport and obviously loves the process just as much as I do.

And then there’s the basic garter rib cap that I wanted for the autumn – not too warm, but fends off the wind. (Ravelry link)

The pattern was very simple, but even so, I had some trouble understanding garter rib. And I made one tiny mistake of making one knitted stitch where there should have been a purl stitch … and the whole row got messed up. You can see it in the middle. I had gone so far after that that I decided it’s not worth unravelling, because the cap is black and nobody can see it in the winter darkness. I put this cap on when I don’t want eyes on me as I go to and back from the gym and krav maga, without make-up and sweaty…

And last but not least: my first socks! Ever! Yes, that’s right. I’m Finnish and I have never knitted socks before! Most girls learn to knit socks, mittens, scarves and stuff at school in Finland, but not me, since I rather took up wooden handicraft when given a choice. So I learned to really knit only last year, and not when I was a pre-teen like most Finns.

The instructions emphasized the importance of making the slipped stitches in the heel very tight, or you will get holes in your socks. Now I see just how important it would be. I complained about it to Amoena, and she said she has trouble making hole-free socks too, even though she’s much more experienced as a knitter. So I don’t feel so bad – I can sew them in.

I didn’t have a particular pattern for them. I started with the ribbed ankle part, then knitted the short row heel according to instructions in Ulla (link to website), then continued in stockinette stitch and ended by following instructions again from Ulla for how to make the toe part (link).

(Behold the holes)

I still like this colorway too. I already knitted a hooded scarf for mum with it and wanted to make socks too. I still have some yarn left and I will probably make mittens next.

But before that, I have new projects for Christmas: I want to knit helmet liners for both my brothers and my dad. My little bro will get the same color as my beef, my big brother will get  a black one, and my dad will get a blue helmet liner. My dad is like the least color-challenged of them, so I wanted to choose the least male-friendly color for him.

In addition, I want to try Amoena’s pattern for stripy arm warmers. I’m thinking I’ll make them in white and blue and give them to my cousin, who gets easily cold and likes blue (yes, such people exist apparently). Amoena and my cousin both have very slender arms, so I am not going to stretch them by trying them on my own arms…

There is also still the Travelling woman scarf that never took off from the very start. Back when I started it, I didn’t understand how to pick up stitches along the side and knit them. This is how “far” I got:

Now I do, however, know how to pick up and knit stitches along the side, thanks to the helmet liner! So I will take up that project again once my Christmas business is over and done with. And don’t you just love the colorway on this yarn?

And some final piece of knitting news: I did a yarnventory and re-arranged my yarn stash. That was a good idea, since I’d forgotten some of the yarn I had. Now I only wish I could put them on display somehow, for me to admire the lovely colors. Some kind of a yarn shelf with glass doors would be ideal.

One must have aspirations in life. And knitting.