Yes YOU! Thank you, readers, and Feck for making this adventure even somewhat possible.

I am almost ready to leave, I have a few more equipment purchases and storage and bills bills bills to pay off!

I appreciate all of your support. I have one month before I go, if you’d like to support me further here are the ways you can do so:

1. Join I Feel Myself, I Shot Myself or Beautiful Agony from these links. Not only are these totally rad alternative porn sites but they are unique in that they offer their contributors a royalties program, without this program I would have not been able to do this trip. So please, sign up today and search for ‘Sequoia’.

I am every so grateful to Feck for starting this program and I wish every adult company would follow their lead. Thank you, Feck!

2. Call me on Niteflirt for a conversation or sexy webcam show!

3. Purchase my clips from my clips4sale store: http://www.clips4sale.com/store/34468

4. Buy a custom DVD from me! $100/10 min scene

5. Of course if you’re a client, you can schedule an appointment with me!

6. Join any of the porn sites listed in my Links section !

As always, I sincerely appreciate everything. Thank you readers and Feck for making this possible. I really need it.

Anybody wanna play?

My strap-on was a gift from a financial slave I had for a little while, I was supposed to throat fuck him with it, but things just didn’t work out…

Now, I model my strap on for my Niteflirt customers.

Its still a virgin though, as far as in real life use goes

Its fun to wear and I like the feeling of it’s weight around my waist.

I think if it was a real cock, I’d spend a lot of time entertaining myself making it bounce around in circles, like a helicopter

So why is this post called Surrealist Cock?

Well, Furry Girl has launched a new site recently called ‘Cocksexual’ and one of the questions she asks of her models in their bios is “If my cock were the embodiment of a famous person, it would be…” and mine would be Salvador Dali, notorious surrealist artist.

I love Dali’s flair for the bizarre and unapologetic ego about the brilliance of his work.

He would definitely be my strap-on alter ego!

Hell yeah!

So if you like cute chicks and strapons, check out Cocksexual.com

Angela from ISM says: "I'm so glad that my folio could come in the nick of time for you! I wish you good luck in the debates that you're facing. I'm not an apologist for the entire industry but I can say from personal experience that porn is not inherently evil, degrading or dehumanizing! I LOVE expressing and sharing myself sexually AND I'm a committed feminist with a BA majoring in Gender Studies!"

So I’m not really sure how to handle this post. I saw this movie with a group, so part of my review of the movie is kind of lumped in with the group’s reaction.

A week or so ago, the Night Heron grassroots activism center aired Price of Pleasure: Porn, Sexuality and Relationships which had a bunch of assholes in it, including my arch nemesis.

When I first saw that they were playing that movie at the Night Heron, I assumed (stupidly) that they were going to slam it, kind of like when they showed one of the first movies at the White House that was totally racist. I knew I was wrong when I walked into the door and was immediately WARNED that I was about to witness potentially disturbing footage. “Of porn?” I thought to myself. I knew I was definitely wrong when she she stated happily that she loves Robert Jensen and Gail Dines. I knew I must have been crazy to think that these people would be open minded enough about an industry they know NOTHING about when I watched one of the girls hiding her face and cowering at PORN.

But just in case they weren’t knowledgeable enough about the porn industry, I decided to make a good porn list and print it out for them. When I passed the list out after the movie, these kids couldn’t WAIT to get this list out of their hands while laughing like typical middle-schoolers.

So a group of people that are obviously embarassed by open sexuality are trying to have a discussion about pornography (the display of human sexuality on film, no less) and I’m the asshole. Yeah ok.

This documentary sucks for many reasons. The journalism is a joke, if I didn’t know better I would think that its produced by Fox News, because they’re always “fair and balanced”. Not to mention outdated, the host of the event said it was made in ‘05, which in porn years is pretty old. The industry has changed a lot since then, they didnt’ mention Sasha Grey or Queer Porn or anything else that is fabulous that porn has to offer.

Alot of the scenes were taken out of context, that many of those scenes feature BDSM. They showed a couple of kink.com’s sites, but only the ones that feature male domination and female submissives even though the same site features male submission and female domination!

The host of the event actually had to ask me what BDSM meant. Yet here she is leading this group to join other anti-porn groups and she doesn’t even know who her enemy is. She is not familiar with sexuality enough to recognize the styles of an alternative lifestyle group. She is ignorant and yet she’s trying to “stop porn culture”, in MY TOWN. She doesn’t watch porn, but she wants to put me out of a job WITHOUT exploring the alternatives of a WIDE AND MULTI-FACETED INDUSTRY. I abhor that kind of ignorance. Especially when it affects my wallet. Because, you see, I am not an upper-middle-class-stuck-up-women’s studies major-reject. I don’t have parents that paid for my college education. I have sex work and I fucking love it. If I didn’t have sex work the possibility of going into debt for an “education” wouldn’t even be an option. If I didn’t have sex work I wouldn’t be able to even CONSIDER hiking the Appalachian trail. If I didn’t have sex work there is no way in hell I would have been able to support myself financially the way I have for THREE YEARS. If I didn’t have sex work, quite frankly, I’d probably be homeless or working three jobs or perhaps WWOOFing full time and not by choice. Not to mention that I am one of those people that can’t deal with the sexual harassment that comes with a normal job for only $6/hour. But thats for another post entirely…

Its not just about the money aspect of it, in one segment of the documentary Gail Dines states, “Just because I’m critical of McDonald’s doesn’t mean I’m against food!”. Then why is your organization called “Stop Porn Culture“?

Why not start something? Or “stop rape culture”?

Censorship of a subject has never gotten anyone anywhere. The problem is in our culture, those scenes wouldn’t sell if those ideas weren’t already present in our culture. If we started first by giving GOOD sex education to our youth, society would demand the porn industry to make a better product!

So now I’m being chastised because during the documentary one of the “former porn performers” that they interviewed said something to the effect of “If the only thing a girl can do is shove toys up her hoohah, thats pretty sad” and I couldn’t help myself when I blurted out “What a fucking cunt! I cant’ believe she just said that!”, because it was offensive.

The majority of my income comes from the internet and people either paying for my time on cam or buying my clips in which I’m masturbating and “shoving toys up my hoohah”. I think my line of work is much more honorable than being some corporate grunt, telemarketer, office bitch, POLITICIAN or what have you.

But now, people that didn’t even bother attending the event are writing me and Hawk to tell us how rude and offensive we were during the event EVEN THOUGH THE PERSON HOLDING IT WAS TOTALLY OUT OF LINE WHEN SHE MADE SEVERAL STATMENTS ABOUT HOW WOMEN WHO THINK ITS EMPOWERING TO BE A SEX OBJECT ARE STUPID, “oh yes and they’re trying to convince women that pole dancing is empowering, if the patriarchy hasn’t won that round, hahah”. That same person wrote me, after I commented on Hawk’s blog post about the event and said she wants to get together so that she can learn about sensitivity issues. Its not a sensitivity issue, lady, its your fucking whore stigma thats the problem.

I’m so over this discussion, I’ve made my point several times to several people. I’ve written and rewritten this post in my head several times because I care about my message that much that I want people to get it. But its become obvious after listening and talking to many people they don’t want to get it, they’re happy in their little bubbles of ignorance.

One person told Hawk in an email that we’d missed a great opportunity to share the beautiful side of the pornography industry, but here’s the thing: I offered at the end of this discussion to have a good porn night, I came there with my material but the person I was speaking to about it seemed mad hesitant to give me the go ahead. Its ok to have one offensive and controversial film that downs an entire industry and is totally insulting to its performers, but Goddess forbid if you’re actually happy with your job and want to share that with people.

I think it would be useful if people wanted to actually learn about the big bad world of porn to ask a PORN PERFORMER, someone that has worked in the industry for a while (*cough cough* ME) in alternative and mainstream porn.

In closing, I would like to say that just because I’m for the porn industry in all of its glory does not mean I condone virtual child porn or am against women’s rights or for the degradation and humiliation of women (unless, of course thats your kink). What I am for is more sex education starting younger, like elementary school. Our culture needs to recognize that sexuality is very important and that your sexuality touches ever corner of your life. Education doesn’t hurt anyone and a more intelligent culture will demand a more intelligent product. Porn didn’t invent racism or degradation against women, those elements were already alive and aware before they started appearing in porn. Porn is simply another capitalistic enterprise that makes its dough off what the consumer wants to see, its simply a mirror of our culture. If you don’t like the way you look in the mirror, you don’t smash it, right?

p.s. If anyone is up for a game of bingo, please give me a call!

On this piece of property, there were wild citrus trees growing that were planted by the Seminoles a hundred or so years ago, so I took a bunch home. its amazing to see the difference between wild oranges and conventional ones.

Cypress trees are now my second favorite tree.

Someday I will make pretty porn here, just a matter of getting back.

First, I did do the interview with Tre Arrow, and I have published the first three parts on youtube (subscribe to my channel, yo!). It was an hour long the first time we interviewed and almost two hours long the second time we interviewed. I just need to go through and edit it. Instead of teaching myself how to use an audio-editing program I’m simply sticking with what I know, which is craptastic windows movie maker.

Second, this grassroots activist center I’ve been hanging out at decided to air The Price of Pleasure: Porn, Sexuality & Relationships, which was really lame and totally one sided. But what really sucked was that people were agreeing with alot of the opinions presented in the totally one-sided “documentary”. I went down to see it thinking that hopefully they would know differently. Blog post coming soon about that (I swear!).

Third, I went camping at Fish Eating Creek! It was awesome!

The weather down here has been crazy cold and overcast, so my garden is mad struggling. The only thing thats doing pretty well is the chard.

Now I’m off to the beach to practice setting up my tent.

So, please in the comments tell me:

1. Name? What do you go by?
2. Location? Where are you writing/reading from?
3. What do you do? For a living and for fun?
4. Do I know you in real life/have we ever met?
5. How did you hear about my blog?
6. Why do you keep reading it?
7. Whats your sex life like?
8. Sexual orientation?
9. Do you see sex workers/are you a sex worker? (strippers & escorts)
10. Favorite porn?
11. Fetish?

Thanks!

So happy valentines day and all that jazz…

On Friday night I went camping with Hawk and a friend at Fish Eating Creek. It was so beautiful. I collected a ton of wild oranges that were growing on the land, the trees had been planted hundreds of years ago by the Seminoles. So today I made wild orange-ade, wild orange pie, wild orange zest for my spices…tomorrow I might try making some kind of wild orange chutney…

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