What is the surprising news is that for the first time in my 27 year history. I drink 4 beers and ate an entire thing of hot wings. This is one thing I have never done. I do not eat things with bones. It freaks me out but I plowed through these wings like I have been doing it for years. After the beers and trips to bathroom, the wings with blue cheese I was only a tad buzzed. It let me loosen up which is great.

Though when I got back, my computer started to act up. I touched my tower and the power supply decided to go ape shit. I had to replace it with one that I had in storage. It works fine but I still need a new one.

Mother was going to buy me a computer whens he got her income tax but the people who did her taxes in 2007 fucked up and filed twice that now the IRS wants mother to pay in this year. I think this is wrong because the tax return place messed up not mother. They should be paying to fix their mess. So I will have to save up more money and hope I can find one for cheep. There is a computer for $398 without a monitor that looks good.

Today I had my ISP come out to check my net connection because it was slugging along and not being able to receive a signal from them. The ISP technician changed out the splitter and a wire outside because it had water. Now my net is running good as ever.

Thats about it for the past week. Hopefully nothing bad happens again. People always tell me to look towards the future, be optimistic and things will get better. Only thing I say to this, we are born to die.

I was able to make it home without any trouble but wow that was scary.

The other day I added a gift card to my amazon account so I can purchase something. I thought the total was off and tried several times to fresh to get the correct amount. I could not solve the issue so I called amazon and a nice service rep went over the problem with me. Apparently I have two accounts associated with my mail address. So while I was ordering from one account I was putting my gift card on another one. Weird I know but I need to check my auto fill more carefully. They could not merge the accounts and the rep told me he could not take the total and just give me a new gift card so he put in a request to the gift card team to take one total and put it to my main account for me. Which thankfully the next day they did. Awesome service rep dude. This made me laugh at myself for not realizing the two different passes I was using.

Secondly, I was having problems logging into my Bank account. I called up on Tuesday and after some verification they reset my pin. Well I could still not log in and that puzzled both myself and the rep. The rep put in a trouble ticket to push it higher and I thanked her and hung up since I had to go to an appointment. I called the next day not realizing it was Veterans day, after I called today. After a few trouble shooting the rep told me I made a user and had to use that instead of my member number. Going d’oh and face palming hard I was able to log in and change my pin. So the last few days have been humbling and face palming worthy.

There has been times in my life when someone would ask me to get out and pump gas. I would simply flip out and start acting like a 10 year old covering my face with my shirt.

My cat has been acting weird over the past two weeks. She goes in and out of the house over the years we had her but for the past 2 weeks she refuses to leave the house unless we toss her out to go get some fresh air. Even then she will try to run back into the house. There has been two other cats showing up around the house. I, never wanting to see a hungry animal fed them. My cat wanted outside but then she started to fight one of the cats outside pinning it against the door. I had to split them up and she hissed at me which I do not allow her to do. She got in trouble for that and she would not leave the cat alone unless I was either between them or the cat was in my lap.

My cat is a little devil while the other two wildish cats were shy but would cuddle right up to you once in your arms/lap. Wish we could take them in but even my one cat makes my mom’s allergies act up.

I tried calling their pre-paid phone support and it kept telling me to input the cell phone I was calling about. I do so and I was then told by the computer that there is no record of this number. WHAT!? Then was told to go to a url link to activate the phone which also said the same thing. After an hour of dealing with this I called the Sales number and was greeted by a lovely lady who did her best to help me and transfered me to… the same number was given me problems. This number required a Verizon number to work and since my mother was apparently not working it would not take me through.

I called a second time and I did my best to explain the problem and about the working/non-working info and he transfered me to a live tech who got on the line a few minutes later. I explained again what happed to this lady and she told me that there is a record for that number but yesterday (09-18-2009) that someone called up and deactivated the phone and the number. I am not sure if they transfered the cell number because after she told me this I was kind of upset and not paying attention. So, we go through the process of of reactivating the phone with a new number since I can not get the old one back. So someone took the number and now we are out money because we still had time on the phone.

All in all the people were nice but getting to a live person is hell and took longer then I think necessary. I am not sure who called but who ever did are assholes. >.>

I will be able to get my associate degree here at the local college but sadly most likely have to go to the main campus which I am not sure does not have a dorm. Transportation now is a iffy so I am do not know about main campus. This is all given me a headache but hopefully I can figure it out before I start.

Mom wanted to go to few more places so we traveled to Peebles. I noticed some cool looking pants and was like wow I might buy these. Well I was saying that until I saw the price tag of $40. I’m not into labels so I just kept on trucking. Before I noticed mom was off and away looking at purses and some little baskets. I had to jog just to keep up with her and when I caught her she was like you are buying me these and headed to the counter. I asked if I had a choice and she laughed and said good one. So apparently I bought mom some baskets.

I bought some groceries and had a good lunch but I think I had a good day even though I hate spending money. We went to a few other stores then went home.

I was set back by what he said and promptly asked him why would he want to do that. Again, what he said scared me. “They are different then us”. I kept thinking to myself what the hell is my sister and her boyfriend teaching him. I told him that first the military is to defend our nation and our citizen. Not to attack or kill unprovoked. He repeated “but they are different then us”. I sighed and told him that just because someone is different or a nation is different that it does not mean we have the right or the authority to attack/kill. I then stated that to everyone else we are different.

I then told him that there are some nations in this world that there are children soldiers. That these kids fight and kill to defend their family, their homes and their very own lives. He only said “Cooooooool”. I just sighed and dropped it knowing he won’t understand. During this whole conversation he kept repeating old false propaganda. The whole they started they war, Al Qaeda, weapons of mass destruction. Each time I refuted what he said he just shrugged.

My nephew identifies himself as a Christian the same as his mother and her boyfriend. Indoctrination has this boy’s head full of its ok to kill others because they are different or because there is a moral right to it. I have no clue what they are teaching my nephew but I really hope that when he get’s older that he will let logic, reason, rationality weigh more then some false promises by religious brainwashing.