I let you walk all over me, I forgave you too many times,

I thought it was love and I still think it was,

but it’s not anymore.

Since I was little I always felt alone.

I always thought dad loved his job more than me (now I know he was busy cheating on mom to come home early).

The more I think about it…..

The more I realize that when he asked me to go the ferris wheel he wanted to rape me from the very start.

and the more I think about it, the more I realize how dumb I was and how it was all my fault.

I just wanna walk till I hit something interesting.

I’m in love with a guy

but I keep him at arm’s length because he used to treat me horrible

I’m dating my cousin

I’ve never been happier

But no one sees past the first part….

all I want right now is to be alone in silence for one day

I watched my daddy kill himself with pain pills and alcohol and didn’t do anything to stop it…. because I was addicted too.

If I were as strong as everyone thinks I am, I would be superman by now…

When I was little my father molested me

I have never told anyone

Because of him I have a secret in my happy marriage

And I hate it

I just want to tell someone how angry I am

I know that someday I’ll wish I’d been a better big sister

I create distance when I find out my girlfriends are pregnant, because I’m jealous and feel worthless.

This is the girl I’m still in love with

But I can’t figure out why

i’m fine – i’m tired – i’m alright

Are just excuses.

…. and I’m not ok.

The cleaner stole my sex book

But I’m too embarrassed to ask for it back.

When I said I would choose you over my dog I lied.

I knew she would never hurt me like you did.

The one that gets drunk and has a threesome…. with another girl

, the boy I want to marry, with someone I dont see a future with…..

Because I’ve never been with a guy who didnt hit me, stalk me, compromise me or continuously put me down…

the constant happiness made me anxious.

Now I realize my issues hurt you just like they hurt me.

…but too scared to fall in love again.

but I’m also afraid to take the risk

I told my dad I HATE him and I have blanked him out of my life.

When really I LOVE him more than any of my family who are BETTER to me than he ever was.

I feel the urge to run into traffic.

I hope I’ll get hit.

Because I most likely won’t ever get you back….

I can’t get you out of my head…..

right now.

and from this moment on, I will be happy.

You saw my notebook yesterday morning.

i don’t love me.

and that’s how i understand why you don’t either.

I just hope you are the gift that keeps on giving….

and i fucked it up. i can’t let go of everything we could have been. i love you more now than i did in september.

You broke me….

and I still love you….

You are.

i want the rules broken

and i want to live for myself

Fuck normality!

yelled at

beaten

kicked out

…. when in reality everything is normal

i wish those lies were true

he was the most important thing to me.

I’m ashamed of myself because I keep wishing it was my mom instead.

I’d fly so high into the sky no one would ever find me

when I know that there are others out there that have it so much worse

• You call your best friend "sister" but you call me, your actual sister, a freak. Thanks. #
• I HATE YOU. I'm married to a wonderful, adoring person #
• Im gay but I dnt know what to do cuz if theres hell i dnt wanna be in it. A girl kissed me when i was 9, Im 19 now but im lonely n confused. #
• I had sex with my ex-boyfriend, to verify his homosexuality. I can't decide if that makes me slutty or just a good friend… #
• I got up at 5:00 in the morning to go out hauling with you, not because I like lobster, but because I like you. Take the hint! #
• The only thing that is keeping me alive is a singer who lives over 4,000 miles away in Finland, thank you Ville Valo. #

• We hung out and cuddled together all night. My parents were so mad. I haven't seen you since. I miss you so much.): #
• I know you don't care but I love you… but you never really loved me. Maybe that's why you beat and divorced me. #
• I've lost all my real feelings for you when I realized that I was still in love with her. #
• You asked me to marry you, my answer was yes, but did you really mean it? do i really mean that much? you are the love of my life #

• The person I see in the mirror everyday must be different from who everyone else sees… because shes beautiful #

• nobody understands me..not family, not friends…i wanna tell my best friend everything but i cant…it makes me wanna cry… #
• I slapped her for cheating on me. She cried. I don't have the courage to tell her I cheated first. #
• I am married and have cheated on my husband with another man who is married. #
• I feel constant guilt that I'm partially responsible for my daughter's genetic disease. #

• I lied about my life because I thought if you felt bad enough, you'd love me. #
• Daisies are my favorite flower because they tell me if you love me. #
• You forgave me for kissing another man…..
  But I was never sorry #
• I only wish you would choose me instead of being drunk every night. #
• "Mom" left nearly fifteen years ago. We all hate her, but I think Dad still secretly loves her… #
• I snort ritalin everyday #
• I hated the look in your eyes when you saw my scars and realized how they got there #

• I've loved you since we were 5. #

I like popping pimples

You’re my other half, and you know it

Stop pretending

• I wish you would tell me your secret. I keep hoping it is that you love me too. #
• I'll still laugh at jokes me and my friends made, I'll still smile at cute sayings. But I'll still wish so much to be someone else. #
• I always post deep sayings on facebook with hopes that you'll like or comment them. Because I think I'm in love with you. #
• An online survey asked me to define love…

  I realized that I have no clue what that is. Most days I think that people just pretend. #

• My Grandma is terminally ill but I'm too scared to go and see her #

• sometimes i'm so lonely that the only thing i can do is talking to the moon.. #
• I knew you loved him, but you were too fat so i chased him anyway…and had him…and didnt even feel bad #

• Can't you see that girl you love is just a carbon copy of me? Why can't you love me? #
• If I hadn't text you that morning, would you have stayed in your lane and seen the other car coming? I am terrified you died bc of me. #
• I still love him. I sleep with his ohio state sweatshirt and I dream that he'll want me to take him back. #

• I was told my fiance died in Iraq, I just found out he's alive, married to another woman. I can't tell because I don't want to be pitied #

• I thought I could find love again. Turns out I was wrong. #
• im falling again for the same girl i hurt myself with a year ago. i can't help but think we fit together, yet we'll never ever hold hands. #

• i don't feel guilt when my current girlfriend catches me with another woman. #
• I sometimes wish i was in an accident just to see if you turned up at the hospital and it would make you realise how you nearly lost me. #
• I blame the Army for the fact that you cannot love me anymore, because after them, you are no longer you. I will always miss you. #

• I cheated on my ex BF (twice), and now Im afraid to tell my new BF, the love of my life. But keeping it a secret is becoming unbearable… #
• the night you sang to me, i realized what i have to live for. I don't want to die anymore. #
• I just applied for a dream job in NYC!!!!!! Part of me hopes I don't get it because I'm in love with my boyfriend here in WI. #

• is it wrong to love someone sooo much , yet love the feelin of attention from other guys? #
• Stupid me. I thought working hard would make my life better. It just made me too tired to do anything other than work. #
• Sometimes I wonder what is even the point of even existing #
• I have serious urges to smoke. Almost like i've been smoking for 20 years. I've never someked. i'm 13. #
• Everyday I dream about falling in love again and be loved in return. Because my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore.. #
• I am mad at myself. Why aren't the women I am attracted to not attracted to me? DAMN IT!!!! #
• I'm in love with a man who's 12 yrs older than me. I have a bf, I don't feel guilty, and they don't know. #

• There's a person I love, and she knows just how to make me smile. She also made me realize, Love doesn't always reciprocate. #
• Why do I have a phone ? No-one calls or texts me . #
• I cried to the thought of me not being able to have children. I'll adopt if its the last resort. #
• I want to have kids sooner than he does, I also want more kids than he does. We'll just see what happens after the Honeymoon. #
• I said it was too soon to be falling in love, but what I really meant was I was falling way before you but I'm too scared to say it out loud #
• I'd like to date another girl once, just to see if I'd like it more then being straight. #
• I went to a family-friendly movie with my SO and we did naughty things. #
• Megan just asked how you can post your secret. If you have an image: http://ow.ly/w5or or if you want one twittered: http://ow.ly/w5oI #
• Sometimes I think I love my Second Life family more than my Real Life family. They tell me they love me alot more. #
• When do I know when enough is enough? #
• I dream that I wake up and go through my daily routine every night. #
• Sometimes, I wish I was beautiful, so he could see me as more than just his ex turned best friend. #

I took this picture the day after I found out you cheated on me… It reminds me that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT YOU.

Sometimes I dream you’re begging for another chance

And then I tell you to fuck off

Sometimes I think it’s my fate

To be nothing more than a weighted companion cube

I some times wish she had died…

As it would of been easier to deal with when she left…

• I go to my doctors with the intent of telling him that I need to see a psychiatrist.. but I never do… one day I'm just going to run away #

Dear Great-Uncle Wayne

I wanted to let you know, I’m sorry. I’m sorry you were disowned from our family because you were gay. I’m sorry that you were alone in your fight against AIDS. Most people in our family don’t even know you exited. You died long before I was born, but for what it’s worth, I accept you for who you were.

Unlike my grandmother, I don’t think you’re rotting in hell.

- Tasha

Today, I almost got run over while riding my bike,

and it wasn’t even exciting.

Even though I tormented him for fun, I always loved him.

I just didn’t have the words to say it

My mom smothered me with a pillow to shut me up

I don’t cry loudly anymore

I always wonder why she did it even though she loves me

I told myself I wouldn’t eat until you called

I lost ten pounds