I came back to LA to be with your brother, not you. It makes you jealous.
We’re in love and you have nothing, this makes you more jealous.
You once broke my heart and now yours is being broken by taboos invoked, your hatred spewed.
I will not pay lip service to the wrongs you have done me.
What goes around does come around.

Maybe if I was skinny, I would have friends.

I weigh 341 pounds. But I tell people I weight 250 so that they don’t judge me as much.

I used to suck him up inside T-Hall.

I hated him, but I still did it.

I liked the attention.

When I’m alone and I start thinking of you, I blast their music just to drown out all thoughts of you.

I am in love with my boyfriend’s cousin.

I’m attracted to guys in the Military.

I got one chance and I almost missed it.

Glad I didn’t and now I wanna be with you forever.

For years, I’ve wanted to find someone to connect with like I do with you…

But I’ve discovered I’m not attracted to you. And I HATE myself for it…

Back in the day, I used to make Voodoo heads of my ex-lovers (I found them in a box at my parent’s garage).

I’ve been on a chicken salad diet ever since I found out my guy best friend told my sister I was too fat to be loved.

I wish I was a pin up model.

But I’m afraid of letting anyone see my body.

I wish my dad would realize that my mom’s a bitch.

I’m nicer and prettier than many of the girls around me. Thinner, too.

So how is it easy for them to get guys. While I always feel so unwanted?

What’s so wrong with me?

It feels worse now that you know. The pitying looks kill me..I wish you had given me the chance to save myself before wedging this between us.

I can’t talk to you anymore.

I’m glad we’re no longer friends.
The only thing we did that I enjoyed was binge drinking.

I’ve slept with seven guys.
None of them has cared about me.
I’m afraid I’ll never be able to change that, but mostly, I’m afraid I might not want to.

I have one night stands because it makes me feel loved.

In the morning, I feel like I don’t deserve to be loved because I’m a ‘whore’.

I have been having an affair with my husband’s best friend for 6 months.

I will live this lie until I get caught.

Why do you feel the need to look to a god for inspiration,

when you could most likely find someone much more inspirational right beside you.

Sometimes when you get angry, I get scared and want to cry.

I’m scared someday you’ll take your anger out on me.

I was in love with my best friend. We’re both girls.

I never told her. We have lost touch.

But I think she knew.

I will never be this happy ever again.

I still answer whenever you call because I am still in love with you and always will be.

Just say the word and I’ll come running.

Women are SO beautiful..

…inside AND out.

It pains me GREATLY..

…that they can be SO horrible to each other.

Dad, you’ve been through so much with me.

The thought of you dying one day, kills me on the inside.

She was my older cousin.

And she would practice making out with guys. WITH ME. And my family never noticed.

That’s why I can’t stand looking at her. I was only 9 and she was 17.

My parents are very religious. I don’t know how to tell them that I sometimes don’t believe there is a GOD because I always feel alone.

I met a great guy on Facebook.

We’ve been on and off for almost a year and a half.

We’ll never meet in person though.

Because I’m not SKINNY or BEAUTIFUL in real life.

I want to get a tattoo and my mom said she’d kill me if I did.

I honestly believe she would.

I am FAT.

And I am afraid that if I were to LOSE WEIGHT, I still wouldn’t be BEAUTIFUL.

I sneak to the meat department to have sex with a MARRIED meat man at the store where I work.

He’s 41. I’m 19.

I lost my faith at five.

I can’t tell my friend I slept with her boyfriend…

And it’s not because I care about her. It’s because I care about the other friends I lied to in order to hide my shame.

I’m afraid the reason why he doesn’t like me is because..

we’re not the same ethnicities.

I never told anyone how hard it was for me when my grandma died right in front of me.
I didn’t tell anyone because I didn’t want to seem selfish.
She died one month before my birthday.
And nobody knew that I took her death the hardest.

I wish someone would realize that I’m not as strong as I seem.

It’s all just a front to cover up my shattered life.

I’m anorexic..but I like food too much to stop eating.
I don’t understand why I can’t stop.
I know I’m anorexic because I’m 15, 5’5, and weigh 93 pounds.
Every time I look in the mirror, there’s fat I see that I want so badly to get rid of. I’ve cried over that so many times. I’ve cut over it.
I wouldn’t be so heart broken if I could stop eating. but I can’t.
I hate this.

I regret suggesting a break.

It wasn’t supposed to turn out like this.

I was just upset.

I should have been with you all along.

I will marry you here someday.

You just don’t know it yet.

I’d like to blame everything on the chemical imbalance in my brain because I’m not myself anymore. And everyday I wonder what I did to deserve depression.

I am terrified of what my future holds.

I’m afraid no one will ever love me the way you did.

More than that, I’m afraid you will love other girl the way you loved me.

I try my hardest to prevent my crush from meeting my [more attractive and outgoing] best friend for fear that they will like her more than me.

I’m 23 and never had any serious relationship.

I am now sure I will end up alone.

I had an abortion.

because I didn’t want my X-BF to find out I was pregnant with is child and hurt him and his NEW GF.

I always assumed we would come back to each other.

After 3 years of pretending not to care I find out you are pregnant and worst of all, happy,  I still love you and regret not telling you sooner.

I had no idea that you were feeding me venomous lies during our relationship until I saw the engagement ring you bought for HER.

Angel would have been 12. Her siblings 16, 11 and 10.

I fear I won’t have ever have a chance again because I didn’t want any of them, even though I’m a different person now.

These months of silence have been awful…I just don’t know if it’s your depression or if that’s your real personality. I must admit that you broke my heart.

I wish I was ANOREXIC.

I just want to be skinny.

I want to be comfortable in a bikini.

I’m tired of crying everytime I look at myself in the mirror.

Everybody tells me I’m brilliant and a genius.

But I feel too stupid to believe them.

I  waste my life without doing anything.

And I feel guilty for having betrayed them.

Sometimes I lose track of what is real and what is not.

And I feel different from other people.

Everything looks simple and it makes me arrogant.

I dare not say anything because I don’t want to be locked up again.

If you think the miles physically separate us now, wait till I’m back in our hometown…

Then you’ll know what distance is really like because I’ll be further from you than I ever was before.

I make Postsecrets with quotes that you used to say to me.

She took you away and you did nothing but let my heart break.

I  hate you but I forgive you.

I’m afraid my brother will molest my niece and damage her the way he damaged me.

When we first exchanged number, he told me that he “never wanted to lose me again”.

Now, he’s the only person who can hurt me in every way possible and I think he’s doing it on purpose…

And the worst part is..I think I love him.

You were the first guy I ever loved.

But I broke your heart and mine.

And now I just wish I could turn back time and never break up with you and be with you forever.</3

I love her since she was 15.

She is turning 20 by now…

She prefers casual relationships with guys who don’t care about her rather than a serious one with me.

I wished that my English Teacher was my mother because my mother is too incompetent and too selfish to be  a mother herself.

I have gone to a 12-step fellowship to stop numbing my pain with “substances”..

Only to gain MORE PAIN by sleeping with you.

You don’t realize it, but before I met you, I thought I would never like someone “that way” again, let alone another GIRL…

I was mistaken.

I hope you get drunk tonight, just so you’ll text me and confess that you have feelings for me.

All I ever wanted was to SING.

What happened to never giving up?
I believed you.
I feel so stupid.

Sometimes I get so excited…
…when I see a rape scene in a movie.

I am SO ashamed and frightened…
…even though I could never hurt someone like that.

Everytime I said I love you, I lied.

I wish that my moderate dysplasia turns into CANCER so that maybe you’ll see just how badly you hurt me.

I am a 21 year old, straight white female that NEVER wants to get married.
I wish I could give my ability to get married to a gay couple that wants to.
Love is love.

I sometimes masturbate with a hairbrush in the bathroom when no one’s home.

I don’t care!
If you’re not clocked in or haven’t earned the PTO, have a baby on your own Time!

Some days I take up to 12 Oxycodone to try to numb myself from life.

I am selfish. I have it all. I should love life not loathe me.

I feel as if I subconsciously surround myself with people who have horrible lives just so I can escape my own boring normal life.

I lied twice about having abortions when I was a teen.

I want to confess but I’m afraid….

So now I refuse to lie about ANYTHING.

And she’s the one that keeps my dreams Alive.

What if they were right?

And I turned out just like they said I would?

My mom told the psychologist it was normal for my brother to molest me.

I want to skip forward in time..

…until I’m happy

I won’t miss much.

I sleep for 16+ hours a day…

People think that I’m depressed…

but really it’s because nothing will ever match the me in my dreams.

I think about killing myself everyday…

…but I cant because who would raise MY KIDS.

I’m in love with 42 Year Old Man and I’m 18.
And I’m gay.

Sometimes I wish I’d be raped.

Just so I can feel Wanted Despite My UGLINESS.

I think Vivian is in love with me, which is a problem, but

It feels good to know I’m misleading someone.

My friends think I stopped cutting last year…

I just got better at hiding it.

Today is our 6 month anniversary.

I think we have spoken face to face three times since our 5th one.

I miss you.

You said you’d be fine.
That you’d stick around.
That you’d let it go.
That being friends was enough for you.

YOU FUCKING LIAR.

I don’t know what I want anymore.

…but I know it isn’t this.

Yes, I realize how far this is.

No, it doesn’t make me want to be with you any less.

All I ever wanted was for you to be proud of my choices in life.

All I ever got from you was criticism and condescending remarks.

I love you!

I am terrified I will never be as great as my sister.

I used to Dance. It made me Feel FREE!

But the best part is I could escape myself!

I’m scared that I’ll never recover from my injury & I’ll never do the one thing I love ever again.

I wish I could escape, now more than ever before.

I don’t know how to tell my parents that the real reason I’m not graduating in time is because I would ditch school to get drunk and high with guys I barely knew.

I was in love with my best friend, until I found out she had sex with my step-brother.

Now I can’t even look at her.

At 15, my first boyfriend was a gangster. After a  year and two months, he broke up with me.

He’ll never know I went three weeks without eating because I thought my FAT was the reason he dumped me.

I don’t know why I drink.

But sometimes I do it just because I know I’m not allowed to.

I was raped when I was hospitalized, my parents told the doctor.

Nobody believes me…

I’ve spent my whole life trying to please my parents and to get them to like me.

I give up…

I push my breasts together to look big on photos.

Truth is they make me so unhappy as I think I don’t have any at all.

No one understands my pain, they think I’m crazy.

I don’t know how much longer I can keep on feeling this way.

I keep telling you it’s not going to work between us because you’re in the Navy.

What I’m not telling you is I don’t trust you not to cheat. It would crush me.

Even though  love you with all my heart and it hurts me to see you go.

I will never tell you this.