PenStrokes of my World

I'm going to CRY

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 11:57:00 +0000

Tonight I sit and stare out of my window
While Tears run down my cheeks and my mind races back t time when you were mine
I feel your touch as you hold me close then I see the look in your eyes,

how can a love so right and strong be gone?

Too many questions with no answers come to mind
I site and stare out the window I wonder why i hang my head in sorrow tonight
I'am going to cry

The Mysterious Thing Called LOVE...

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 00:57:00 +0000

The Mysterious Thing Called LOVE ...

~If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you.

~Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

~If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love
him/her, feel honored that love came and called at your door,
but gently refuse the gift you cannot return, do not take
advantage, do not cause pain.

~How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our
hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways
are different.

~If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with
you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or
to assess blame, let it go.

~There is a reason and there is a meaning...You will know in time.

~Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it
to others who deem it poor in spirit.

~Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

~There is where many lovers go wrong.

~Having been so long without love, they understand love only as
a need.

~They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,
and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them
rather than from them.

~The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love
cools, they revert to seeing their love as need.

~They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become
someone who seeks love.

~They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can
be made to grow only by giving it away........

My Love For You

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:50:00 +0000

My Love For You

By Kelly

If my love were a ladder
it would reach to the sun.
If my love were a feather
it would still weigh a ton.
If my love were a river
it would have no end.
If my love were a willow
it still wouldn't bend.
If my love were a light
it would blind those who look.
If my love were one word
it would still fill a book.

If my love were a rose
it could grow through concrete.
If my love were a snowflake
it would still give off heat.
If my love were a sound
it would deafen all ears.
If my love were a tissue
it could wipe the world's tears.
If my love were the sky
it would always be bright.
If my love were a flame
it would light up the night.

But my love is just love,
no more and no less.
The magic it has
is to make me my best.
It makes me feel whole
and it makes my heart sing.
It makes me believe
I can do anything.
No power is greater
than love such as this,
that makes a man happy
he is who he is.

How Dare You Be So Wonderful?

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:46:00 +0000

How Dare You Be So Wonderful?

~By Kelly~

How dare you be so wonderful?
The very mention of your name
Sends shivers down my spine,
A thousand times colder
Than the winter chill.

Your smile caresses my soul,
Pulling the strings of my heart
Sending the cold away
And filling me with an amazing glow.

I sift through the photo albums
In my mind
Filling the long hours of the day
I spend without you.
Recapturing the moments
When I was alive.

I retire to my empty bed,
And as blissful sleep carries me away
I let my mind dream of your face.

Through the day I think of you,
Through the night I dream of you,
How dare you be so wonderful?

You Are Within Me

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:41:00 +0000

You Are Within Me

~By Kelly~

At this moment in eternity,
we are not together,
for you are a million miles away.
And yet, you are here with me.

When I look upward at night,
to see the moon and stars
dangling from the sky,
I'm reminded that you
look up at the same ceiling.

So often, when I need an encouraging word,
I play your voice in my mind.
It soothes me and reassures me
that everything will be ok.
In my moments of doubt and insecurity,
you are with me, and you strengthen me.

There are aspects of me that you
have changed for the better.
So when I reach out to people
with the caring you evoked within me,
it is as if we are both helping them.
You are with me in moments of kindness,
and we do good things together.

There are times when I think of you
and suddenly a warm peaceful feeling
washes over me and touches me at the core.
I don't know how to explain it,
but I know there is something
of you that lives in me.

You are within me

MYSTICAL POWERS

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:32:00 +0000

MYSTICAL POWERS

By Kelly

We all have mystical powers
To use when the time is right
The ability to move the clouds
Bring back the warmth of light

A word of soft encouragement
To someone who is sad
Lending them your smile
Can surely make them glad

It only takes a moment
But it lasts a long-long time
Say kind words to someone
And make their spirits climb

Share your powers often
Encourage those in needs
You'll gain an untold number
Of Friends - from just one deed

Only You

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 10:07:00 +0000

Only You

A person can make you feel high,
A person can make you feel low.
But only you can decide,
Which way you want to go.

A person can hurt you mentally,
A person can hurt you physically.
But only you can place,
A limit on your abilities.

A person can cause drama,
A person can cause a situation.
But only you can create,
Your own reputation.

A person can make you laugh,
A person can make you cry.
But only you can make,
Decisions for your life.

I guess what I'm trying to say,
That when you're living day to day.
Don't live by what people do,
But live by what you know is true.

The Wonder of YOU...

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:10:00 +0000

The Wonder of YOU...

By Kelly

I'm impressed by a sky that has no end,
and by the awesome power of hurricane winds.

I admire the grace of a perfect red roses,
and the white splendor of a blanket of snow.

But none of these things can come close to,
the way I'm amazed by the wonder of you.

I've been moved by the sonnets of William Shakespeare,
and by music I've heard that brought me to tears.

I was in awe, when I saw the great Taj Mahal,
and even more, to hear the roar of Niagara Falls.

But none of these things can come close to,
the way I'm amazed by the wonder of you.

When I think of all I've felt and seen,
of what I've done and where I've been,
it's hard to believe, and yet it's true,
I'm most amazed by the wonder of you.

If You Have A Problem

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:09:00 +0000

If You Have A Problem

By Kelly

That bothers you inside
And time does little to assure you
That it will subside,
Then draw upon your inner strength
And formulate a plan
And every time you think you can't,
Remember that you can.
Listen to your deepest voice
Where reason still remains,
And take control of your own life
To minimize the strains.
Strip away the fantasies,
The negatives, the doubts,
The anger, the hostility,
And guilt's recurrent bouts.
Try to shift into a course
That's positive in tone.
Communicate your feelings
So that you are not alone.
A pattern of improvement
Is the change that you'll be winning
If you'll just let a single step
Become a new beginning.

Home Is Where The Heart Is

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 08:38:00 +0000

Home Is Where The Heart Is

~By Kelly~

It doesn't matter where you live
home is where the heart is.
May be it is built like a castle
or as fancy as a palace.
It can be a small cabin
up in mountains to breathe the air.
It can also be a small apartment
where you find all your peace.
It is always a heaven for you
where your heart and mind is.

There is no place on earth
gives you the comfort as your home.
Ever face in the house is your family
or friends who loves you so dearly.
Pictures on the walls are reminder
of someone or something you love.
All the memories in your house
gives you some joy and smile.
Welcoming you with such a love
you know in your heart you belong there.

Home is where the heart is
with all that love you feel in there.
Smelling the candle or vase full of roses
set in middle of your favorite table.
Ever small thing around belongs to you
and reminding you that you are home.
All other worries now can stay outside
once you walk through and close your door.
Time for you to relax in your safe heaven
where you call it home and all your own.

I Love You More Than Words Could Ever Say

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 14:07:00 +0000

I Love You More Than Words Could Ever Say

By Kelly

I love you more than words could ever say,
I feel it growing in my heart each and every day,
All this love I feel
Has never felt so real

You give me something no one has ever given me,
It's something you cannot see
Love so strong, and so true
It makes me think of only you.

This wonderful feeling you have given me
Makes me want to be with you endlessly.

I want to be in your arms each and every day
To feel your warm embrace
It makes me feel so safe from harm
Plus, I love to touch your face

I love to look into your eyes
To look through your disguise
To feel your warm hands within mine
As our fingers gently become entwined.

Your kisses so soft and sweet
It makes me crave a thousand more
I wonder how your heart keeps a steady beat,
Because mine just soars.

I love the way you let me know
How much you love me so
I love how much you care
The love you show to me is beyond compare.

I love the way you smile
That compliments your sexy style
My eyes are kept on you all the while
I love to hear you say "okay"

You say it at least once a day
I love the way you apologize
Because it always makes me realize
That what you did, was done unintentionally.

And that you still love me
Even though I'm strange
You don't want me to change
You say that I'm just right.

Especially when we're about to fight
I hate to see you mad
I hate to see you sad
It makes me feel so bad

What you feel, I feel
That's because our love is real
I hate to see you cry
To always have to wonder why?

I'm sorry I sometimes do the things I do
That always make you feel blue
I'm sorry if I hurt you so
My anger is sometimes hard to control
I don't like when you feel insecure

Don't worry so much, because I'm sure
That no one can ever take your place
Because I love not only your handsome face,
I also love the real you inside
There's no way I could have let you pass me by.

Don't worry you're the only one for me
You, and I, and everyone else can see
I love you with all my heart
No one could ever make us part.

RED ROSES

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:54:00 +0000

Red Roses

By Kelly

The summer roses in bloom,

make me wish I could reveal
all of the hot pink passion,
you make me feel.

I never truly knew
how to love or live,
until you entered my life
and taught me how to give.

You stoke my desire,
no matter what you do,
and I could never get enough
of making love to you.

I look forward to celebrating
a hot pink summer with you.

Just One

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Tue, 17 Feb 2009 18:21:00 +0000

Just One

By Kelly

One song can spark a moment,
One flower can wake the dream.
One tree can start a forest,
One bird can herald spring.

One smile begins a friendship,
One handclasp lifts a soul.
One star can guide a ship at sea,
One word can frame the goal.

One vote can change a nation,
One sunbeam lights a room
One candle wipes out darkness,
One laugh will conquer gloom.

One step must start each journey.
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true,
One life can make a difference,
You see, it's up to you!

My Romantic Inkwell

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:52:00 +0000

My Romantic Inkwell

By Kelly

My heart is my ink well,

Loving you is its pen.

My ink well, cannot run out,

Until time ends, and even then?

My words ever flow,

Writing so many a line,

My ink well overflows,

For you, through out time.

My lips like a pen point,

Write sweet kisses true,

My ink wells so full,

As I write these for you.

My ink well needs no refill,

Its pen never makes a mistake,

Like the love, I give to you,

My pen's eternal it cannot break

Touch My World

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:51:00 +0000

Touch My World

By Kelly

Touch my world
with tenderness and love.
Take my hand
and walk with me though the unknown.

Where there will be no more heartbreaks
or hurts to feel for us any more.
Only you and I
within the essence of our romance.

Where there will not be tears
but happiness for our life time.

Touch my world
and sing the love songs with me.
Let my heart to follow
every heart beat of yours.

By looking into your eyes
I will always know my place.
What I feel for you is real
and no more empty dreams.

You are my reality
and I am not alone in this.

Touch my world
and take me to the stars up above.
Where I can touch the heavens
with much happiness and joys.

I want to watch the angels smile
and dance to my love song.
Let my heart to soar high with you
and within the love's gentle breeze.

I want to share my love with you
and scatter some tenderness.

Touch my world
and hold me in your arms.
Let me fall in love with you
all over, just once more.

The love we are feeling is deep
and it is all ours.
Our every new day will be filled
with love and new memories.

With your touch I will always know
I am never alone in this.

The Space You Left Behind

noreply@blogger.com (KELLY) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 13:43:00 +0000

The Space You Left Behind

I cried for you, my sweet friend,

When I learned that you were gone,

The tears just kept on flowing,

For I don't know how long.

You must have known my heartache,

Though I was miles away,

But we'd touched hearts some time ago,

So I knew when you had left that day.

Best Friend, buddy, lover, cohort,
All of those, and more,

Tears we shared, and laughter, too,

Never ever were we bored.

Friends will come, and friends will go,

We say good-bye, and we move on,

But we're never quite the same again,

For a part of us has gone.

A heart is a symbol of love,

It is made in one piece and whole,

It grows fuller through the years,

With every friend we know.

But then when friends begin to leave,

And one by one, they disappear,
Leaner, thinner our hearts grow,

And cracks and crevices appear.

So now you've gone, my sweet friend,

And my heart's forever changed,

Nothing can restore it,

It will never be the same.

The space you left behind
Is wide and deep,

dearest friend,

No one else can ever fill it,

Nor will it ever mend.