One Lone Tear

Life is Crazy

2010-01-18T10:39:00.005+05:30

Introduction of this post can be read here.....
10.30 A.M – Pausing my games….return to kitchen to prepare something which will appear in my blog…
11.00 A.M – Giving final touches to the recipe….
11.15 A.M – Choosing which background will suit…which bowl…which other accessories will go into the picture…
11.45 A.M – Finally ready with my shoot session….
12.00 P.M – Oh God forgot to recharge my camera battery…damm me…ok….
12.00 – 1.00 P.M – Power cut….
1.00 P.M – Hopefully power resumes and finally battery gets charged…
1.15 P.M – Sun starts to play hide and seek…..
1.30 P.M – Yahoo! Finally little light peek into my living room…
1.45 P.M - Click…click…click….oh God this background is not going to work…change up the things…
2.00 P.M – Completely ready with my new setting…where is sun?…and food is still smiling spreading it’s aroma making me hungry…
2.15 P.M – Sun comes out of the clouds and waves a friendly hello…oh I am all set to click…click…click…
2.30 P.M – Oh…sun hides back…and I keep staring at food…now food smiles back but with dull look…
3.00 P.M – Sun comes out the clouds….but with little less light peeking in…I could not click...good pics…changing the place…and carrying everything to another place where I could get little light…
3.30 P.M – Setting is ready..no sun…food is now completely cool and pays a weird smile…
4.00 P.M – Sun completely in clouds…pack up time dear…ok…at least I got some good pics to post…
4.15 P.M – Yet to have lunch….feeling no hungry…heats up the food and gulps in little…..
4.45 P.M – Placing everything back in its place….
5.00 P.M – Cleaning up mess in the kitchen, washing all the vessels and time to cook dinner…
5.30 P.M – Cutting, chopping and cleaning veggies for evening dinner…
6.00 P.M – Time to take little rest…rest means playing my virtual games….checking out updates in facebook…chatting with friends in gtalk…..
7.00 P.M – Curry ready….time to knead dough for chapatti…
7.30 P.M – Hubby still not back from office….let me check…what’s cooking….an virtual peek into other’s blogs…
10.00 P.M – Hubby back from office and asks…how was your day? With an extremely dull look…I reply….ha…it was very tiring…..I had lot more things to do today….and still there is some pending work…
10.30 P.M – Finally sitting to have dinner and hubby asks…what did u do…that got so tiered…ha…kutch kaam tha?(some work was there) How can I tell him that I wasted my full day doing nothing…actually…
11.00 P.M – Lying on bed…..thinking of the next day post…

Seasons Come and Seasons Go......

2009-11-12T15:44:00.008+05:30

This post is solely dedicated to my sweet sister and all my dear cousins.....

Picture Courtesy: Picture Book

Long, long ago so long ago a woman who went to jungle to pick up wood logs for her kitchen forgets her way back home. As the evening turns to dark and night start approaching she gets trapped in the jungle. She is very afraid by annoying sounds coming from the jungle. She can even hear the sounds of owls and wolfs. She is tiered and hungry too. As she finds no way to back home, she thinks of searching some safe place to spend the night in that jungle. Upon little search she could find a dim blinking light coming from a little far place. Thinking she could find help she reaches the place. It is a small abandoned hut. She will knock the door but as she could not hear any reply she will open and get inside. To her surprise she could see a neat, clean and well décor inside that small hut. She scans the place and she could not find anyone living there. So she thinks of resting herself in that hut for the night and back home as soon as sun light starts falling on earth in the morning. She can see a small wooden cot and a water jug lying near to it. She satisfies her thirst and sits in the bed. Then suddenly she hears a knocking sound on the door…she will get frightened and in a shivering voice she will ask, who is it?....no reply and then she will ask again…then a hot and loud voice will say…hello aunty I am summer….can I step in for a moment? Then she will say welcome son…..nice to see you…As soon as summer steps in a hot air blows in…Then summer will say aunty can I ask you something? Yeah beta (son) you can, then summer will say do you like me? Oh who in the world will not like you dear….you bring warmth after those winter days….you bring long summer vacation….you bring lots of summer fruits with you especially king of fruits 'mango'….people like to pamper themselves with ice creams and juices….you bring lot more things with you…you are a good season my son….by hearing this summer will get happy and gifts her a bag of gold coins. She thanks summers and summer leaves.....she makes her way to bed to get her some sleep, then again someone knocks the door and this time comes the rainy season and asks Do you like me aunty? Oh you are such a beautiful season…after a warm summer everyone wants to soak themselves in your cool showers…farmers wait fro you….children like to play….by making paper boats….we love to have bajji’s, pakodi’s and many munching snacks and enjoy the down pouring showers…..Rainy season gets happy and gifts a bag of gold coins and leave and again a knock on the door wakes up aunty and she opens to find winter season at the doorsteps….she welcomes winter and says winter is most charismatic season, which brings Christmas and new year with it and people wear beautiful sweaters and shawls…..pamper themselves with hot coffee and teas, soups and piping hot food…..you are a lovely season beta (son)….winter gets happy and gifts her a bag of gold coins….night pass into day and slowly sun starts rising on the silver screen, mesmerizing it’s presence….aunty wakes up to find herself with three bags of gold coins….she finds her way back home in the broad day light and tells the story in the neighborhood.

Upon hearing this story a greedy woman in the neighborhood goes to jungle in the evening and stays in that hut for a night…..again a knock and summer enters and asks whether she likes her or not? Then the greedy woman will say who in the world will like you…you bring drought…people will suffer without water….hot winds takes up all our energy and we can’t even plan of going out in hot sun….che…che..che…you are a very bad season…back off she will shout….by hearing this summer will get angry and blows a warm winds and go….then comes the winter…by seeing winter she will shout…stop there…you dirty season…with the onset of winter people will be affected with flu and colds……will have to reheat and eat everything and snow fall worsens the places…you are a very bad season…move away she will scream on winter…winter blows a chill wind and go….then comes the rainy season….stand there near the door….don’t you dare come in shouts the greedy woman….you are one of the worst season…you will bring floods, people have to move away from their homes and children will bring lot of mud into the house through there shoes…you make everything stop….you are very bad….go away screams the greedy woman….rain will get angry and showers a sudden down pour on the woman and moves away….and in the morning when the sun starts rising she will return home without anything teaching us a simple moral…..Be good, Do good and Say good. Seasons come and seasons go…it is in your hands to make use of the season…either you enjoy it or not….Seasons too will teach us a lot…it is up to us….what we are learning from it?....Hope you like this story…..

Flowers

2009-07-21T17:38:00.007+05:30

Earth laughs in flowers. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-09T12:24:00.002+05:30

Yeh Daulat Bhi Le Lo

2009-04-12T12:06:00.001+05:30

Birdie says....

2009-01-29T17:36:00.006+05:30

Gisele Jaquenod and and her lovely Birdie are hosting a new "Birdie Scripted" contest. You can have a look at the details of the contest by clicking here. There is a cute little birdie printed on the mug and we need to think of a little script for a Birdie Says mug. My cute Birdie says LOVE LIFE 2 LIVE LIFE. Hope you and the cute birdie likes it dear.
Rush in to particiapte dear friends.....

What Is A Friend?

2009-01-29T17:25:00.004+05:30

A friend is someone that you hold dear,
Someone who will always be there to hear,
The good the bad your dreams and your fears,
When your at your best or shedding a tear;
A friend is someone you feel comfortable around,
Someone who you trust when you are lost to be found.
The anger the pain the hurt and the sound,
When your slipping and falling and crash to the ground;
A friend is someone who will always be there,
Someone who you know will unconditionally care,
The moments the memories the unfortunate the unfair,
A true friend is hard to come by it's true,
Someone who truly cares when you are blue,
The times you fell, you walked, and you flew,
Then I found one of these friends in YOU.......

Make It Forever

2008-11-03T12:59:00.003+05:30

Have you ever seen a beautiful sunset?
Have you ever viewed an autumn moon?
They are far more beautiful
When shared with your love.
Have you ever travels by train or bus?
Have you ever boated on a beautiful lake?
They are fare more pleasant
When shared with your love.
Have you ever sat in the comfort of your home?
Have you ever dined at your favorite restaurant?
They are far more enjoyable
When shared with your love.
Have you ever vacationed down by the sea?
Have you ever vacationed up in the mountains?
They are far more exciting
When shared with your love.
Your love makes my life live.

Sometimes

2008-11-03T12:51:00.000+05:30

today, yesterday, tomorrow. Sometime, I
have to admit inside I’m still a child.
The world goes on unaware.
Pain, I hide as an adult, inside.
As a child, eyes open wide,
filled with tears. I sigh.
I feel as though the child inside,
has died. Killed by the adult
I’m forced to be, wishing to
be the child, hidden inside of me.

Looking Inside My Heart

2008-10-16T18:17:00.000+05:30

When I look inside my heart,
I see the special place that has been
touched by some one warm and true.
When you look inside your heart
The beat you feel is love,
the sound it makes call out for someone,
Someone to love you. When we look inside our
hearts together we will see all the answers
to life lies within our reach.

Pain Unheard

2008-09-09T15:19:00.000+05:30

Drowing in desire, aggression unexplained.
Just a hint of depression, that is yet to be seen.
A smile on my face, yet my heart it feels so cold.
Like a dagger of ice, had beem thrust so bold.
So many years, such a tender age.
Now the wound that is opened,
Is there to this day. Will it be ever be gone?
Will it ever be ok? Will I ever forgive myself,
For the ever growing pain? The tears they flow,
In silence so pure. Will anyone ever ever know,
the pain I endure?

My Sweet Angel

2008-09-09T15:11:00.000+05:30

I like the way you talk to me

make me feel like Iam wanted

that I could be loved.

You make me feel like Iam so free

I could just fly like an Angel in the heavens sky.

The way you looked at me you make me feel

like I could be the one that could turn your life around.

I loved it when you told I just might be the one

that you wanted but something's are going to have change

before we are so as one would be.

I could be your Knight and Charmer

you'll never know until I get you.

I will love you forever and keep you

in my heart and you'll remain there until

the day I die, I love you and thank you My Sweet Angel.

Hurt

2008-09-08T12:27:00.000+05:30

Why does it hurt so badly when I breathe?
Why did he do what he did to me?
Why am I wearing my heart on my sleeve?
Why do I feel like I want to pack it up and leave?
My heart is torn inside out and I can't bear the pain.
It's put my life from the fast to the slow lane, I've changed.
I feel as if my sun is gone down and I'm standing in the rain.
Wish I could change my name and become someone happy in love.
Wish that God would come to my side and support my legs to get up.
Wish my eyes would cheer up and stop sagging like a lost pup.
Wish I could push on to the future without thoughts of breaking up.
Should I throw in the towel and just end it all and fall to my death.
Maybe if I could cheat and get back at him, I'll gain back my respect.
But is it respect or the fact that he didn't care for my feelings?
My heart is slowly healing, but pain is bleeding.
Look down at my feet and I see a river of pain that runs deeply.
Close my eyes and take my mind to a deep sleep and wake to eternity.
Have I earned myself a "hot seat" from my suicidal tendency?
I'm not that weak, so lay to sleep and wake to reality. I'm just HURT.

Sharing My Love

2008-09-08T12:20:00.000+05:30

I tried to find the words to say I Love You
Or begin to say how very much I care
But every time I tried to write these feelings
The thoughts just seemed to vanish in the air
So I told myself to capture these emotions
And put them in a safe place for a while
Until the time was perfect for revealing
My love for you in a most romantic style
Love I swear I did my best to catch them
Yet for all my efforts I only caught a few
So here they are
Starting with my favourite I Love You.

Simple Chamki Work

2008-09-05T15:44:00.000+05:30

I bought this plain Lucknowi work Chudidhar Dress and stitched chamkis on it.

Leftover Kundans

2008-09-05T15:41:00.001+05:30

I glued left over Kundans on this wall sticker Butterfly.

Simple Kundan And Chamki Work

2008-09-05T15:34:00.000+05:30

A simple kundan and chamki work chakras on my dress.

Painting

2008-08-29T17:31:00.000+05:30

I used nail paints to paint this bowl. I decorate this bowl with flowers and floating candles.

Images Of You

2008-08-22T16:44:00.000+05:30

Images of you
flowing through my mind
reflections of happy days gone by
wanting to see your face
but knowing that you're in a better place
is enough to bring a tear drop to my eye
you see, I never knew that a pain could hurt so bad
or how much I would miss the time we spent together
but you know what hurts the most inside sadly
is that 'til now, I did not know how much you meant
loneliness it is a pain that stems from deep inside
it is the one thing in your life of which you cannot hide
and the only cure for loneliness that I've found to be true
is when I close my eyes and see images of you.

You For Me

2008-08-21T15:00:00.000+05:30

When we first met, it was then I knew
It was You for me and I for You.
And throughout the years my love has grown
Despite the problems that we have known.
Now that we have been apart
It's clear how much you're in my heart.
The agony of being away
grows more witin me everyday.
I know that soon we'll be together
But now, apart, this storm we weather
I wait for sun to shine again
Down on me and my very best friend.
I'm glad we're going through life together
Could there ever be another? Never.
For when we first met, it was then I knew
It was You for Me and I for You.

Tomorrow

2008-08-21T14:51:00.000+05:30

Tomorrow is not promised us
So, let us take today and make the very most of it,
the once we pass this way.
Just speak aloud the kindly thought
and do the kindly deed, and try to see and understand
some fellow - creature's need.
Tomorrow is not promised us,
'nor any other day so, let us make the most of it
the once we pass this way.