tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-241771862024-10-25T03:04:36.764+02:00what's to become of the baby?abstraKcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10528010150298355624noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24177186.post-63136913250163075742009-02-22T15:50:00.003+01:002009-02-22T17:35:06.476+01:00

OK.This is it.It's time to change. Time to change my life, my habits, my negative behavior patterns, all that. Not all at once, though. But I've been wanting this change, craving it for so long now, that I see no other way out - and I'm so looking forward to getting started! I have started a little bit, by excercising every week together with a friend, and I love it! And better: it relit the

abstraKcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10528010150298355624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24177186.post-1160449331026262072006-10-10T04:42:00.000+02:002009-02-22T17:17:19.050+01:00

So, for some reason I wake up at 2 AM, unable to get back to sleep. That happens sometimes, to everyone i guess. I lie in my bed for a while, trying desperately to sleep, but around 3 o'clock I figure there's no use. My eyes are wide open. I try to shut them, they glide back open. No position is really comfortable. And I'm so hungry I don't know which basic need to focus on: sleep or food. And

abstraKcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10528010150298355624noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24177186.post-1147726070999086342006-05-15T21:27:00.000+02:002009-02-22T17:17:19.050+01:00

[Post in Norwegian!]Hurra, det hagler. Det er midten av mai, og det hagler. Riktignok er dette Norge, ja, men likevel.Nåvel, det gjør ikke stort i dag egentlig. Det er en kjip dag uansett. Jeg vet ikke helt hvorfor, eller, vel, jo. Det er vel det samme som alltid, er det ikke? Du ser jenta du er litt betatt av kysse kjæresten du ikke visste at hun hadde, og så er det downhill from there. "It

abstraKcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10528010150298355624noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24177186.post-1143637758888609822006-03-29T13:10:00.000+02:002009-02-22T17:17:19.051+01:00

I am neither a doctor nor a psychiatrist, but today I diagnosed myself with mild dysthymia. Differential diagnosis is a "passing blue mood", I'm not sure yet. Or perhaps it's a touch of cyclothymia. I've got enough self-insight (I think) to know it's not that bad. It feels bad nonetheless. "Not just bad, but weird and sad", as one of my favorite bands sing on their new album. Couple this with a

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