Hay friends, well it's another day and I am not to happy with how my life and relationship is going. I really think that I need to remove myself from a relationship that has no substance and seems to not be progressing. I dont know if it because I speak my mind and dont put up with bull crap. I really dont know because I feel that I love people too hard and cant tell them to stay outta of my life. I blame my mom and dad for making it had for me in life with relationships. Im not saying its a bad thing, but now that I am older, I see how it used to be for them when I was growing up as a kid. But I am trying to cope and trying to change my attitude, but it seem like if I do that then I will be letting my guard down. It has been almost 4 years since hurricane katrina, and i fell like I havent been able to move on from that and live my life the way I wanted to. I have so many hopes and dreams, but I just can do nothing about it because I am multi-talented and dont know where to start. I know that sounds strange comming from a 28 year old, but It's true, I may be confused. I was thinking about going to see a counselor for my attitude problem and also to cope with tragadies that I didnt address years ago. I dont nee to see a shrink, just someone who is a life coach and to help keep me grounded. Life is so hard and i dont think I am the only one going through trials and tribulations. I try to love eveyone that come into my life, but because I have a strong mind and a mouth, I dont think that they like that about me. But my life will continue and I hope to be at a different place in my life as soon as I can get intouch with myself and stop worrying about others so much. I have helped s many people out and it seemd like it wasnt enough. But in my time of need no one is not there. But like the saying is"We Live and We Learn" and It's never to late to learn things about others as well as yourself. Im not gonna tye a long story, just wanted to vent. Thanks for reading.

Well yesterday I went to my Sister's Baby Shower over on aberdeen, and I tell you I have never been to a baby shower and was so happy to see all the gifts people give when new life is at the brink of being pushed out. no one knoew that this particular sister would be having a baby. It was shocking to me when she called me into the bathroom to check her pregnancy test out. Like the Brand E.P.T says..Error Proof Test! She was soooo shocked but prolly excited at the same time. I just pray and hope that she raise her baby boy to love evyone reguardless of the sexual orientation. I cant wait till he come into the real world and see how many people haave been waiting to see him. His name is Caitlin! See you soon Nephew!

Hay friends, I know its been almost a month since I last posted, but i have been really busy trying to focus on my Drag. (Also getting back to running my business after being a waiter for the last 8 months.) I just have been practicing in my makeup, studying songs, and networking online for countless number of hours. I am trying my hardest to balance everyting out in my life right now, but it's so hard when the days and nights are going by so quickly. Time has been flying past and I can't seem to catch up. I was telling myself that I need to get back in school but a person like me tend to get a little lazy and then I like to learn on my own. But I also think thats whatt's is missing in my life: I'm pretty technical with the computer, I love to do makeup, and I can do hair. I have been doing this for the last 8 years and is still stydiying the art. I don't know, I just need to get my butt up and make it happen. It's hard to place a timeline on my goals but I will definatly make a priority to persure my dreams. -----LET"S Play Catch up:)---------I have met some kool people over the last 2 months, I have started practicing with Mercede Andrews, Elyssee Giovanni, and Cee Cee Larouge..Thse gurls are pretty kool and we have a good time together. I have been making more videos for youtube to benefit my Non Profit agency, I moved Out of my apartment short term, and I filled my taxes online for the first time(Which I should have done some years ago)!

I'm just trying to keep it real and let my readers know what I am doing and how I am feeling. Comments are welcomed, but not required. See you later on after my Siste baby shower. -Blacke Velvet

Well it's like 3:24 in the morning and it is snowing like crazy. Oh I forgot totell you that my neighbor got mugged the other night after dropping his girlfriend off at work. I was at rehersal so I dont know the full details, but when I got home and walked in the hallway, I seen a big puddle of blood, and i didn't know what to think. I just hope that he alright and can identify the people when he gets out the hospital. I'll keep you posted on his status.

This is my first post on Jimdo, and I would like to introduce myself. My name is Ron, and I am a Drag Artist, Entertainer, and and ultra achiever. I am here to network, share my world, and make new friends. If you visit me, dont forget to drop a comment or two. I currently live in Chicago, and I also perform here. More about me when i finish setting up my site. Thanks for stopping by.