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		<title>Discipleship Minute: Why we need to sober up when we talk about revival!</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 19 Jun 2013 09:00:03 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Jesus Movement]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Radical Christianity]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[You want to see revival? Really?]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h1>Want to Live a Revival?</h1>
<p>This little blog is beginning to connect revival-hearted Christians from all over the world. Most are tired of doing stuff that doesn&#8217;t matter. Some are asking what needs to change in the church if we want to see another <a href="http://edunderwood.com/?s=revival">revival</a> like our <a href="http://edunderwood.com/books/sidetracked/">Jesus Movement</a> Revival of the 60s and 70s.</p>
<h1><img title="drunks" alt="drunks" src="http://www.jesusmovementblog.com/wp-content/uploads/drunks.jpeg" width="220" height="215" /></h1>
<h1>Get Sober!</h1>
<p>One big step would be to overcome our addiction to the big, the spectacular, the mega, and the impressive. Jesus never does it that way. His heart is always with the one, and His Gospel moves forward one heart at a time.</p>
<p>When Jesus was rejected by the culture of Galilee, He wasn&#8217;t bothered. He always knew He wouldn&#8217;t impress the popular and the powerful. He used their rejection to launch the only plan He ever had: He sent His disciples to do His work.</p>
<p>And they walked around Galilee reaching the very people the powerful and popular were trying to keep  from hearing His message of grace and mercy!</p>
<p>You can read about it in Mark 6:1-13.</p>
<h1><em>Get Going</em></h1>
<p>If you and I really want to see revival, we need to start thinking about the ones Jesus has put in our lives who need Him, pour our lives into their lives, and ask Him to make a difference.</p>
<p>Decades ago Robert Coleman told the church this in his classic, <em><strong>The Master Plan of Evangelism</strong></em>. Here are just a few of Coleman&#8217;s insights:</p>
<p>1. <em>His concern was not with programs to reach the multitudes, but with men whom the multitudes would follow.</em></p>
<p>2. A<em>nyone who is willing to follow Christ can become a mighty influence on the world providing, of course, that person has the proper training.</em></p>
<p>3. <em>This will require more concentration of the time and talents on fewer people in the church while not neglecting the passion for the world. It will mean raising up trained disciplers &#8220;for the work of the ministry&#8221; with the pastor and church staff (Ephesians 4:12). A few people so dedicated in time will shake the world for God. Victory is never won by the multitudes.</em></p>
<p>4. <em>It will be slow, tedious, painful, and probably unnoticed by people at first, but the end result will be glorious, even if we don&#8217;t live to see it.</em></p>
<p>5. <em>We must decide where we want our ministry to count&#8211;in the momentary applause and popular recognition or in the reproduction of our lives in a few chosen people who will carry on our work after we have gone. Really it is a question of which generation we are living for.</em></p>
<h1>Revival&#8211;the Unmega Plan with Mega Results!</h1>
<p><strong>You want to see revival? Really?</strong> Then tell someone about Jesus. Serve someone in Jesus&#8217; name. Teach someone about Jesus. And equip them to do the same.</p>
<p>If you don&#8217;t know <em>how</em>, write me.</p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/l8hldKv-w6Y" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: Do Christians Need T-Shirts?</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 17 Jun 2013 09:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[American and Christian]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Discipleship Minute]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Christian T-Shirt]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[mean Christians]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[So, I'm just saying. If you're going to wear your faith on your sleeve, please don't wear a mean faith.]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There must be some way for Christian marketers to track down my twitter account because I get these &#8220;Christian T&#8217;s&#8221; messages in my tweets.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not techy enough to block them.</p>
<p>But I couldn&#8217;t help wondering why the Christian community is so desperate to wear their faith on their sleeve.</p>
<p><img title="You+Suck_resize" alt="" src="http://edunderwood.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/You+Suck_resize.jpg" width="256" height="192" /></p>
<p>I have to tell you that from the perspective of someone who came out of darkness (by that, I mean I wasn&#8217;t a church kid), a lot of these t-shirt messages would just flat turn me off.</p>
<p>So, I&#8217;m just saying. If you&#8217;re going to wear your faith on your sleeve, please don&#8217;t wear a mean faith.</p>
<p>And think about what the people reading your t-shirt message are reading from your life.</p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/esZYDzpqv8Y" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: “Now That’s Really Living!”</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 11 Jun 2013 09:00:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Discipleship Minute]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Radical Christianity]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Radical Hope]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[death]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[hope]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[spiritual life]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[What's your definition of the good life?]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Main Street of  the small town in Iowa was lined with spectators. The grand procession of luxury cars and limousines followed the hearse toward the cemetery. Men removed their hats and mothers gathered children to their side. The richest and most influential man in the county had died and if you were anybody in the hierarchy of the little farming community, you were in the “pageant.”</p>
<p>Dick, a friend of mine recalled the big event from his perspective as a little boy standing next to his father outside the local barbershop. Nobody said a word as he watched wide-eyed, trying to be as somber as his wiggly body would allow.</p>
<p>It was 70 years later when Dick told me the story. He told it in a way that I could picture it in my mind and even feel his little-boy wonder. Dick continued:</p>
<p>“There was this goofy guy that hung around the barbershop. He was one of those guys that you knew would probably be sitting in the same barbershop when he grew old telling the same stories to his captive audience waiting for a haircut. I looked up at this guy. I remember him taking off his hat solemnly. And Ed, you know what he said as we watched the taillights of the last Cadillac turn down the road to the cemetery? ‘Man, that’s really living!’”</p>
<p>“Man, that’s really living,” Dick repeated. “Can you believe that? Even as a little boy I was thinking, ‘No, that’s really dying!’”</p>
<p><img class="size-medium wp-image-340 alignnone" title="Funeral procession honoring Fire Inspector Art Billadeau" alt="Funeral procession honoring Fire Inspector Art Billadeau" src="http://edunderwood.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Funeral-procession-honoring-Fire-Inspector-Art-Billadeau-300x205.jpg" width="300" height="205" /></p>
<h2><span id="more-338"></span>What Really Matters!</h2>
<p>The sons of Korah wrote this, “For man in all his pomp must die like any animal” (Psalm 49:25). The main message of their Psalms (42-49) is that the nearness of God is the only good that lasts.</p>
<p>This is what we forget. No matter how much wealth we accumulate, how many careers we fulfill, how many church people we impress, how many vacations we go on, how many hobbies we pursue, how many friends we make, how many…how many…how many… Still, every human heart will stop beating and every human body will rot in the grave.</p>
<p>What we need to remember is that only our nearness to our God will matter in the end.</p>
<p>So, what will people say when your hearse drives your container to your grave? Will your family and friends be talking about all you left behind or will they be talking about all you sent ahead?</p>
<p>Real living begins with a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Real living is drawing near to Him by walking with Him through life and investing our time, talent and treasure in what matters most to Him.</p>
<p>Now that’s really living!</p>
<p><strong><em>“And now, little children, abide in Him, that when He appears, we may have confidence and not be ashamed before Him at His coming” </em>(1 John 2:28).</strong></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/KhYikEYCue8" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: Disconnected Kindness</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 10 Jun 2013 14:30:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Discipleship]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Discipleship Minute]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Radical Christianity]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[getting credit]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[humiity]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Matthew 10:42]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[radical trust]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[serving the hopeless]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[true spirituality]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I don't keep the books, He does!]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;">Taking Care of Jesus</h2>
<p>I don’t know why, but I always felt like it was up to me to make sure Jesus got credit for anything I did in His name. For some reason I thought I should be the one to connect what His Spirit might prompt me to do with His glory.</p>
<p>If an opportunity to help someone in a small or even big way came, my first question was, “How can I let this person know that I’m a Christian, that I’m only doing this because He has changed me and He loves them?” Too often this meant that while I was still debating and calculating in my little brain how to guarantee that everyone would know that this moment was a truly eternal moment, the moment was gone!</p>
<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;"><img class="size-full wp-image-397 alignnone" title="making_connections" alt="making_connections" src="http://edunderwood.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/making_connections.gif" width="265" height="203" /></h2>
<p>I’m ashamed to admit that it didn’t bother me that much. “Sure wish there was a way to glorify Jesus there,” I would tell myself. “Oh well, maybe next time I will get a real opportunity to do something kind in the name of Jesus.”</p>
<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;"><span id="more-396"></span>Taking Care of My Responsibility to Serve Jesus!</h2>
<p>We know that Jesus commands us to do good works of compassion and justice in His name. And we know that He promises to reward us when we do. So why do we hesitate?</p>
<p>I’m convinced that this is one of the greatest barriers to His resurrection life being expressed in the world today. We have taken responsibility for His job—glorifying Himself, while disregarding our responsibility to do our job—extend His love to the hurting, the marginalized, the poor, and the powerless.</p>
<p>He’s the one who connects our works to His glory, not us!</p>
<p>What a change this has brought to my life. Now that I don’t have to worry about how these acts of kindness connect to His glory, I can just do them.</p>
<p>Judy and I were putting our groceries in the car after shopping when I noticed an elderly lady struggling with her keys while she tried to wrangle her shopping cart full of heavy grocery bags.</p>
<p>“Let me do that for you, ma’am.”</p>
<p>Such a small thing for me; it took no more than two minutes. As I was pushing her empty cart back to the store and thinking about her, “Oh thank you young man,” I said to my Savior: This is for you, Jesus.</p>
<p>I’m discovering opportunities almost daily and here’s what haunts me. I wonder how many opportunities for kindness, mercy, and compassion I’ve missed because of my arrogant need to make sure it counted for Jesus.</p>
<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;">It All Counts!</h2>
<p>It all counts, and He, not I and not you, keeps the books!</p>
<p><strong><em>“And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones because he is my disciple, I tell you the truth, he will certainly not lose his reward ”</em> (Matthew 10:42, NIV).</strong></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/gQTHjTQmfYQ" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: How to LIve Test-to-Test</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 06 Jun 2013 09:00:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Discipleship Minute]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Radical Hope]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Suffering]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[disease]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[fear]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[medical tests]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[suffering]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[The medical reports mean ... well, everything.]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Recently, my friend Kevin Butcher lost his sister-in-law to cancer. Judy and I were praying with Kevin and Carla, begging God for this dear saint&#8217;s life. It&#8217;s not the first time we&#8217;ve been bringing someone we loved before the throne of grace in real time as all of us live test-to-test. The medical reports mean &#8230; well, everything. The numbers on a lab report will determine the trajectory of the rest of our lives. A good report means a collective &#8220;whew&#8221; and praise; a bad report means a collective &#8220;oh no!&#8221; and the reality that everything just changed. Since this is a problem most of us will face during some of the darkest days of life, I thought it might help if I could share how Judy and I have learned to live test-to-test.</p>
<p><img id="irc_mi" style="margin-top: 23px;" alt="" src="http://lsminsurance.ca/images/health-care-photo-by-thinkpanama.JPG" width="500" height="365" /></p>
<p>When living test-to-test, we try to follow five simple principles. We don&#8217;t claim to always live them out in strength, but we always come back to them after times of panic, doubt, anger at God, and questioning. They include the heartbreaking principles God built into our heart as we&#8217;ve suffered through my health problems, the almost-death of a son-in-law, my son&#8217;s three deployments to a war zone, and tragedies of divorce, disease, and even death in the lives of people we love.</p>
<h2><em>1) Let it hurt.</em></h2>
<p>The first mistake most of us make is thinking that if I can just keep it from hurting, it won&#8217;t. You probably already know that this is futile. But if you don&#8217;t, the time will come when the pain of your tragedy or disappointment will wash over your life and you will feel truly hopeless and alone. Though this is a desperate feeling, it&#8217;s the only starting point toward hope.</p>
<h2><em>2) Let your feelings go.</em></h2>
<p>I&#8217;ve wasted a lot of time trying to impress everyone with my capacity to control my emotions. What I didn&#8217;t know was that time wasn&#8217;t the only thing being wasted. All that work to suppress what was going on inside of me was wasting me away. When I finally began admitting and expressing the hurt to myself and those closest to me, it was like a heavy burden lifted from my life. The explosion of feelings might scare you, but it&#8217;s better to explode on the outside than on the inside.</p>
<h2><em>3) Let God in.</em></h2>
<p>One of the most serious misconceptions about God is that we need to somehow clean up our life&#8211;our questions, doubts, fears, and objections&#8211;before including Him in the process. This sure isn&#8217;t the picture of God His Son, Jesus Christ, gave us in the Gospels! Jesus loves moving into hopeless situations while they are still messy and confusing. The sooner you invite Jesus into the process, the better. He is always waiting for access to every part of our lives-especially our pain! The New Testament says that He constantly knocks on the door of our heart asking for permission to enter and make everything better.</p>
<h2><em>4) Let God know.</em></h2>
<p>Once you&#8217;ve given Jesus access to your life, He will be like any other caring and loving friend&#8211;He wants to know what you&#8217;re thinking, feeling, wondering, upset about, and, most importantly, <em>what exactly you want Him to do</em> to ease the suffering. This means you need to talk to Him, just like you would any other person. The Bible calls this prayer. I found great comfort in the fact that I knew that Jesus wasn&#8217;t shaming me for my questions and fears, He was listening as my loving Shepherd. He wasn&#8217;t ashamed of my tears, He was crying as much or more over my pain than I was. And He was waiting for me to tell Him exactly what I wanted Him to do. For me, it was a simple, one-sentence prayer, &#8220;Lord, please let me live and serve.&#8221; I wasn&#8217;t demanding, I was just asking. It&#8217;s important for you to know that He wants you to ask.</p>
<h2><em>5) Let God work.</em></h2>
<p>This is probably the most difficult step of all. Once you&#8217;ve told Him what you want Him to do, you need to trust in Him. Know that He has heard your prayer and that He is working on His answer to your prayer. Even if He doesn&#8217;t immediately &#8220;fix&#8221; everything, you can be sure that He is doing <em>something</em>. For some of you, the first answer to your prayer for help will be accepting His free gift of eternal life to all who will believe in Him. For others who have already accepted eternal life, it may be that your friendship with Him will deepen. And then you will see the many ways He is present in your life as He guides you lovingly toward His yes or no answer to your prayer. Then, no matter what the outcome, you have still received the best life any human being can live-a life lived in close friendship with the Son of God.</p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/3dDJ71tMSC4" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Encourage a Broken Heart Today</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 04 Jun 2013 09:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Charles Morris]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Do you know someone whose heart is broken?]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was editing old blogs and came across this. I thought it was still helpful for hurting hearts, so I decided to repost it:</p>
<div></div>
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<div>If you have never asked this question, someday you will:  <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">&#8220;Why is God letting this happen to me?&#8221;</span></span> There is perhaps no greater challenge to our faith than personal suffering and yet it is by such suffering that Christians can find, in the end, that Jesus is with them.</div>
<p>That’s the lead-in from my friend Charles Morris of <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Haven Today</span></span> as he shares with listeners about two broadcast Judy and I did with him. On March 23rd and 24th, 2009, <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Haven Today</span></span> broadcast the programs Judy and I recorded. Go to: <a title="Ed and Judy, Part 1" href="http://www.haventoday.org/ed-judy-underwood-when-god-breaks-your-heart-part-1-p-1879.html">http://www.haventoday.org/radio-stations.php</a> to listen.</p>
<p>If someone in your life is struggling with a “why” situation right now, I encourage you to invite them to visit my <a href="http://edunderwood.com">Blog</a>, listen to <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Haven Today</span></span> and/or to give them a copy of my book, <a href="http://edunderwood.com/books/when-god-breaks-your-heart/"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">When God Breaks Your Heart</span></span></a>.  But most of all, pray for them (right now!) and let them know you did!  You may be the person in their life whom God uses to remind them that they are not alone&#8211;the person to remind them that Jesus is near to the broken-hearted.</p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/dAgfhN36m2w" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Guest Blog: Kevin Butcher</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 31 May 2013 17:00:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Do you ever feel as if Jesus isn't there?]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Kevin Butcher is a lifelong friend. As you read this post you&#8217;ll know why I value his friendship:</p>
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<h1>I couldn’t find Jesus and then I did</h1>
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<p>I had lost touch with Him.  I was praying and meditating on Scripture and nurturing the relationship the best I knew how…but His image and voice were faint.  I couldn’t see Him.  I couldn’t hear Him.  I couldn’t find Him.</p>
<p>Reason?  Carla’s sister’s cancer.  Her name is Paula and we love her very much and she has been battling this satanic disease for 3 long years.  Last week we found out the most recent chemo treatments haven’t been working and the end is probably near.  And I was angry.  And frustrated.  And nothing made sense.  I’ve seen lots of tragic death in 3 decades of pastoring but this time I couldn’t find my way.  And I couldn’t find the Jesus who promised to never leave me and to always be with me even when the path was black as pitch.</p>
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<p>And then I found Him.  I found Him in His body.  I walked into church last Sunday morning, unaware of how lost I was feeling…until Rita put her arm around me and I started to weep and laid my head down on the table as Phyllis and Elaine and Pam prayed for me and our family with tears and passion and then told me “Hey, let’s not do normal church today, Pastor…lay your sermon down, just be a brother and a human being and let’s just call the people to pray.”</p>
<p>A few moments later, I found myself in the embrace of Ben and Chris and Joe and Dan and Tony and Joel all whispering in my ear, “Love you, bro…we got you, we got Paula” – and then Carla walked in and the brothers and many other sisters pulled her into their arms and whispered the same care into her ear.  After the singing – I truthfully didn’t sing much – I stood in front of the community and took a risk:  “Carla and I are a mess today.  Our sister Paula seems to be dying from the cancer we have begged God to take away.  I am angry.  I know I am your pastor and I’m not trying to put too much on you, but the truth is, today my faith is faltering.  But I am here.  We are here.  We always ask you to show up in your brokenness…so we are here with you in our brokenness.  I have no sermon in me to preach.  We’re going to read some of the Book and then we are going to pray and then take the Eucharist before we go home.”</p>
<p>And that’s what we did.  Without commentary – I read Psalm 23 and Isaiah 61 and Luke 1 and John 11 and Romans 8 and Revelation 21 and then back to John 14…and it was more powerful than I could have imagined.  In fact, I think I began to find Jesus that morning in the simple reading of Scripture – as I simply read the text, even with a heart full of doubt and sadness and anger – I think His face began to take shape, His voice began to grow stronger.  The Logos of God coming alive in and through the Logos of God.</p>
<p>But mostly, it was in His body – the body of Christ – where I found Christ last Sunday morning.  After I closed the Bible I sat down next to Carla…and prayer began.  All around, folks began to pray…for themselves, for one another, for their loved ones, for unspoken needs too deep and too painful to even utter aloud.  Some came to the front of the church to be prayed for by fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who for sure had their own needs but that morning chose to stand in the gap for others, washing their feet with tearful cries of intercession to a God and His Son who at times, in the pain, seem difficult to find.</p>
<p>And some of the brothers and sisters came to me…and to my best friend Carla.  Some just sat with us and wept, arms draped around our shoulders, hands squeezing our flesh as if to say, “I’m just here.  I have no words.  But I’m here.”  Others prayed beautiful prayers of compassion and intercession, begging our God to show up for Paula, her husband Gene and their family – for Carla and for me – to make His presence known because we desperately needed Him and the way was so dark and we were struggling to find Him.</p>
<p>Marc and Cindy and DJ and Keith and Audrey and Catherine and Stacey and Jim and Shauna and Sue and Stephanie and Hope and Mack and Kevin and Ron and Albert and the brothers and sisters I mentioned earlier and so many others I’m not mentioning because our eyes were closed some of the time and some folks just couldn’t get to us because they were praying for others or because there was just so much love…so much presence…I want you all to know that I couldn’t find Jesus for a moment but last Sunday morning, I found Him again…in you.  Each of you.  All of you.  The body of Christ.</p>
<p>And then Carla and I walked to the front and ate the body of Christ and drank the blood of Christ – and mysteriously…even miraculously, we walked out of the building full of Christ.  Nothing had changed in Paula’s circumstance.  God still hadn’t answered our prayer the way we wanted Him to.  But even with the darkness still all around…in and through His body – God’s people, our brothers and sisters – we found Jesus, once again.</p>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: Is Revival Still Possible Today?</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 28 May 2013 17:00:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[What made the Jesus Movement move?]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>We Christians have studied it, analyzed it, written about it, and argued over it. But what most of us have never done, is <em>live</em> it. So we just keep babbling on, as if we really knew something about it.</p>
<h2><em><strong>Revival.</strong></em></h2>
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<p>I&#8217;ve been listening to the theories and advice of the so-called experts for over forty years. And I&#8217;m unimpressed, because I know something that they don&#8217;t. I know what it feels like to be a part of a genuine revival. I was a part of the last great revival in America. <a href="http://edunderwood.com/books/sidetracked/"><strong><em>The Jesus Movement</em></strong></a> of the late 60&#8242;s and early 70&#8242;s.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t have to wonder what it would be like. I was there. I didn&#8217;t meet Jesus in a church&#8211;I met Him on the streets of Bakersfield, California.</p>
<p>The Jesus Movement spilled over the San Gabriel Mountains from Southern California and into our Central Valley and thousands of us found meaning in life in the words of Jesus of Nazareth. Up and down the state&#8211;from the beaches of SoCal to the campuses of UCLA, Berkely, and Chico State, millions of the most angry and rebellious generation in US history became revolutionaries of a different sort. Spiritual revolutionaries, consumed by our devotion to Jesus Christ.</p>
<p>But here&#8217;s what you may not know about our revival: It wasn&#8217;t the long hair, rock music, and exciting big events that made the Jesus Movement move. It was just good Christianity.</p>
<p>We took Jesus at His word when He told us that He would be with us as we told people about Him and discipled then to follow Him. It was simply one friend telling another friend about Jesus. And then we gathered in groups and asked God to let us tell more.</p>
<h2>And He did.</h2>
<p>I miss it. We had a front row seat to the raw power of God&#8211;that radical life that lives on the edge of the frontier of faith. I&#8217;m tired of talking about revival; I want to see it again before I go to heaven.</p>
<p>So let&#8217;s stop talking about revival and ask God for another one. Another movement of spiritual revolutionaries willing to put it all on the line for Jesus Christ!</p>
<p>How about you? Does your heart long for revival? You don&#8217;t have to be an old Jesus Movement rocker like me to want more than the tame Christianity of the suburbs.</p>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: Sitting With Jesus in the Room of Despair</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 09:00:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Ed</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Someday you will be sitting in your room of despair. Will Jesus be sitting with you?]]></description>
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<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;">Cancer Hospital Waiting Room</h2>
<p>We’re gathered together in a room nobody wants to sit in—the waiting room of the USC Norris Cancer Center’s Outpatient Clinic. What we have in common is our deadly diagnosis, and our bandaged arms from the blood test our oncologist will read.</p>
<p>I remember well the first time I took my seat in this very room thirteen years ago. So weak I could barely walk and so embarrassed by my grotesque appearance, the emotions of actually being a cancer patient overwhelmed me. Judy had to support me—both physically and emotionally—when I tried to cross the street from the “regular” hospital to the cancer hospital.</p>
<p>Surveying the room this morning, I can see the despair in the eyes of the first-timers. They’re still either reeling from or resisting the idea that they belong here with people like me—people with cancer or lymphoma. They never imagined life could be so hard, so hurtful, so hopeless.</p>
<p><span id="more-354"></span>I want to tell them about the One who sits next to me today in this room of despair—the same One who sat with me eight years ago and every visit since. The One who is always with me whispering words of comfort and hope into my life.</p>
<p>His name is Jesus.</p>
<h2 style="font-size: 1.5em;">Your Room of Despair?</h2>
<p>There’s no way to avoid life’s rooms of despair, the places where those who just received devastating news gather:</p>
<p>“We’re going to have to let you go.”</p>
<p>“You’re being sued.”</p>
<p>“I’m afraid there’s been an accident.”</p>
<p>“We’ve lost everything.”</p>
<p>“I’ve been unfaithful to you.”</p>
<p>“Your child will not live.”</p>
<p>“I don’t love you anymore.”</p>
<p>“It’s cancer.”</p>
<p>But there is Someone who will take your hand and never let go…&#8211;especially in your room of despair.</p>
<p>His name is Jesus.</p>
<p><strong><em>“I will never leave you nor forsake you.”</em> &#8211;Jesus Christ, Hebrews 13:5</strong></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/EdUnderwood/~4/jlbRws4ogeE" height="1" width="1"/>]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Discipleship Minute: What is the Best Advice You’ll Ever Receive?</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 09:00:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Here's one Jewish mother who knew what she was talking about!]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have received some great advice from some wise and godly people over the years:</p>
<p><em>“For every dollar you borrow you have to make two to pay it back.” </em>(Dick Caddock, elder in our church in Oregon)</p>
<p><em>“Crawl up on your Heavenly Father’s lap and tell Him exactly what you want.” </em>(Jo Stone, our former pastor, Ted’s, wife)</p>
<p><em>“You can never go wrong working hard.” </em>(Bill Sandborg, the Superintendent of my Fulton Hotshots fire crew)</p>
<p><strong>But maybe the best advice I’ve ever read came from the lips of a Jewish mother:</strong></p>
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<p>Well, maybe not that Jewish mother. But a Jewish mother by the name of Mary, the mother of Jesus!</p>
<p>It came on the day He let her know that He was about His Father’s business. She had turned to Jesus, her oldest son, to help her in a very real personal crisis. The wedding she was coordinating had run out of wine. This was a huge embarrassment for Mary, a social disaster. So, as she had been doing since her husband Joseph had died, she reported the problem to Jesus.</p>
<p>When Jesus replied that He just couldn’t fulfill this role any more because He was launching His public ministry as the Son of God and Savior of the world, Mary turned to the servants and said,<strong><em> “Whatever He says to you, do it.”</em></strong> (John 2:5)</p>
<p>Sure enough, when they obeyed Jesus’ command to pour water in the purification water pots, Jesus turned the water into 120 gallons of the finest wine the wedding party had ever tasted!</p>
<p>It’s great advice. If you do what Jesus says, He will turn your water to wine. He will take our heartaches, your fears, your plans and your dreams and transform them according to His purposes…if you do what He says.</p>
<p>What is that one part of your life you would most want Jesus to change? Turn to His word to see what He has said.</p>
<p>And do it!</p>
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