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this blog will be inactive... relink to http://uthiam.blogspot.com bye see you there.

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everybody needs somebody sometimes. everybody needs somebody on his mind. standing all alone. short of breath and tired eyes. shaking to the bone. overdressed and nowhere to go. well, because everybody needs somebody sometimes. it's ego. the ego inside me. i refused somebody's hug i wanted. i refused somebody's kiss i wanted. i turned somebody's love down 'cause i thought it will always be

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december. december. remember december. as the end of the year. what we call the beginning is often the end. and to make an end is to make a beginning. the end is where we start from. this year has been a year of great change. a significant twist. an inexorable bend i took in the fork of my life. a restless journey. to that someone: the moment you made your decision on the

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when you are once again waiting.  another day had just sneak away awake in the middle of the dark.  realized the world just cut you out when you do not understand.  the sudden leaving of loves what you could hear from the muted cry.  is only you yourself yet when someday. someone. whom you love right beside you is not the one whom you love and a confound twinge

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in the game of jealousy, who wins? it is not a barometer by which the depth of our care or affection can be read, it records the degree of my insecurity. yeah, my insecurity. i may be confident. but there may be diffidence. i don't expect you to comprehend. cause i don't even understand, myself. jealousy in friendship? jealousy in love? and yeah i know. jealousy is simply lousy. this

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from last night's alcohol, till tonight's lemon tea. thoughts enthused. sentiment stirred. flushed up in the head by the liquid, with some yak with a few friend   (whom i call friend?) and the tobacco tang on the lips. love at first sight  - definition: 'romantic attraction for a stranger on the first sight of them' -  some read it as a trope in fiction.

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november 7, 2009 i am twenty-four, i am eighteen, i am two-and-a-half, i am thirty. lives go back and forth, front and back, project yourself, take yourself back - back to a place you've never gone before cause every time you visit you construct anew.     desire, driving force, life force, flow into me, into you, through us, beyond us, play me out and break me simple. &

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this is a setting you facebook reader would definitely be familiar with, where you could set under your relationship status. out of the blue - which is not so blue anyway - it struck my mind as what the heck is actually an 'open relationship' which i was like LIC GAS in the past. Anyway, i decided to google it somehow and found some arguments on it, or rather 'definitions' from various people

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31st October 2009 0400 - Rainy i don't know what to feel. numb. could somebody give me one emotion? you said just follow my heart to feel what i want to feel. but when your heart is in so many pieces. which way are you to follow? 1330 - sunny just woke up. still in bed. could somebody please shut down the sun? sayounara. waratte yo. nakuna yo. baka da na. Nsxon x

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Dear readers and stalker, my not-so-wholeheartedly apology for forsaking this blog due to my not-so-hectic life which i think is pretty frantic (since it's mostly occupied by non-academic affair which is in contradiction of my identity as a student) which i think chaotic is a relatively better word to inflate. to ascertain my existence and to update my life in a

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stripping off. lock, stock and barrelhe is still. not nakedmiserably mystifiedbegging a question he has no answercan't explain things he's indefinite hope? shoulder the brutal loadhow to go on?with something. he can't seehow to compete?with someone. so explicit hope. lets hope shadows. on the wallwhispers. down your skullempty.   yet echoingdubious on the

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Sometimes when love comes around and it knocks you down Just get back up when it knocks you down. knocks you down dessert or disaster? Nsxon x

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Hit the club in Barcelona after the party got a seat at the V.I.P Trying to get enough drink in the system ask them where they at, don't know don't care, won't care Hit the dance floor, got the ice scorching Music thrashing, Light blazing loosen up by Benvenuti nel mondo Bacardi sending the nerve down the spine Every move seemed so familiar yet exotic dance, dance all the hassle away

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what does friendship insinuate to you? well, it plays a significant role to me, in my own singular way. The blessing it is to have a friend to whom one can speak fearlessly on any subject; with whom one's deepest as well as one's most foolish thoughts come out simply and safely. Oh, the comfort — the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person — having neither to weigh thoughts nor

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by Oren Lavie a compilation of 3225 still photos Nsxon x

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It's strenuous to catch up with things that gyrate around you, incessantly. it kills. and you know what? The heart is not so raw when it sees from somewhere not so close and exhaustive. sorry. it's better off a void stuck between. it's better off we carry on as friend. it doesn't mean i don't care for you anymore. but less agonizing. more flattering. cherish with a

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I have dehydration and i am deprived of ecstasy. happy -  such simple word yet so difficult to grasp. Perhaps it's my untouched work. perhaps my idle mind. perhaps my guilt and discontent. perhaps the rain... I came back here to Subang alone for certain reason despite having a two-week break, which is also the only breather i have this year. (this is what you get when

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and mine. Dedicated to the friends who are under the weather and you, you, you, you, you who could hit it off. unearth your own story... 1. Life is a journey, not a destination, there are no mistakes, just chances we have taken Lay down your regrets 'cause all we have is now. 2. Love does not fail for you when you are rejected or betrayed or apparently not loved.  Love fails for

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Who's going to partaaaay with Black Eyed Peas on Arthur's Day next Friday at Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach? if you are, here's what you have to prepare... Now you call yourself a big fan of Black Eyed Peas? later gator. Nsxon x

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...i don't want to fall in lovenot into this wrong bleak pitbut i tripped...the sensation of savouring the affection makes you grin without airs; at one fell swoop, the idea of unfeasibility shoot you back to the hard ground, nastily. Out of the despair, there's always a spark of hope flickers in whenever i am about to renounce. you are good at hanging me in the air, unattached - ten feet off the

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Don't leave me hanging in the air. you either winch me up. or just drop me down. that's all...i'll swallow up whatever corollary myself.p.s. i know you're reading this and i hope you know it's YOU...

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Warning: Not for any die-hard Christian or Homophobe!Dr. Laura Schlessinger - a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show, The Dr. Laura Program. In 2000, she said that as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by

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